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RE: DMSI-3.5 (5.8G) - Shannon - 04-22-2025
Why not?
RE: DMSI-3.5 (5.8G) - Zane - 04-22-2025
After 2 loops, I was kind of sleepy all day. I felt drowsy.
A 2-day break brings out all my insecurities and regrets. I find myself wishing I wasn’t born, and feeling like there’s so little I can do to change anything. In fact, even if I did, would it make any difference?
I went to a wedding, and to be honest, it felt like a 2-day break. I was only 5% social.
I was just standing in the middle of the crowd, watching people, wondering if my being there really mattered. Just a thought.
RE: DMSI-3.5 (5.8G) - Zane - 04-22-2025
I can just tell by reading my own post that it’s so pessimistic, or maybe not that much motivating. I am aware of this… but I really don’t know where else to go.
Here, I feel as if I can write without being judged—and everyone knows it’s a journey.
I did try everything, guys. I really did.
Have you guys ever been in a state where you hear a shocking news or something, and then you literally go through the following phases:
You lose interest in everything.
Even if you see a funny video, you get back to that sad state.
You don’t care… like, you give up.
Not because you lost, but because you can’t summon the energy to fight or move forward.
You know that the world doesn’t work like this, but still—your subconscious won’t respond.
I am just stuck in this state.
This state made me so depressed and gave me so much anxiety that I stopped taking care of myself.
I would wear old clothes and stuff.
Whenever someone would gift me new clothes, I would feel as if I don’t deserve it.
I felt as if I am not worthy to wear good stuff.
I felt that I am not worthy of anything good.
RE: DMSI-3.5 (5.8G) - Zane - 04-22-2025
It’s been 10 days since I started DMSI, and I will say that things are a bit better than before.
I can just tell that 3–4 months of DMSI won’t do the trick anymore. This has to go on for at least a year.
I’m trying to figure out how to stay on track with learning Email Marketing, SEO, and SMM. I want to learn this, but just thinking about it makes me want to give up. But I don’t want to. Whenever I watch any video related to it on YouTube, I slowly start losing attention. ADHD…
RE: DMSI-3.5 (5.8G) - Shannon - 04-22-2025
DMSI in 6G will be quite a different beast indeed.
RE: DMSI-3.5 (5.8G) - Zane - 04-22-2025
(04-22-2025, 08:54 PM)Shannon Wrote: DMSI in 6G will be quite a different beast indeed.
I Believe You. Always have.
RE: DMSI-3.5 (5.8G) - Frosted - 04-23-2025
@Zane It gets better, just make sure to always be using something that will progress your “basics”. That’s what got me out of hell. Now I’m simply in purgatory lol.
RE: DMSI-3.5 (5.8G) - Zane - 04-24-2025
(04-23-2025, 02:25 PM)Frosted Wrote: @Zane It gets better, just make sure to always be using something that will progress your “basics”. That’s what got me out of hell. Now I’m simply in purgatory lol.
Thanks Bro.. For taking your time to reply. I am just going thru it that’s all . Have never been this alone in my life ever . No will to improve or live subconsciously.. But I want to .. I just dk how.
RE: DMSI-3.5 (5.8G) - Zane - 04-24-2025
I had a dream where can do anything just by wishing and snapping like Thanos... .....Well I used it to get laid.
RE: DMSI-3.5 (5.8G) - Have at ye - 04-24-2025
(04-24-2025, 03:34 AM)Zane Wrote: I had a dream where I was like can do anything just by wishing and snapping like thanos. Well I used it to get laid
RE: DMSI-3.5 (5.8G) - Zane - 04-24-2025
Dream:
My late mother was casually talking about things related to my wedding and was supporting the idea of me marrying a certain girl I had no attraction to. I felt so disappointed and confused. I told her that I never in my life thought I would have to marry this girl—even though her parents are wealthy and have a business.
I told my mother that I always thought I would marry someone special, or… I don’t know. Then, after some time wondering, I told her, “Okay, I agree… I’ll get used to it anyway. Besides, I’ll be rich, so it doesn’t matter.”
I woke up and felt as if my mother was still alive—I could feel her presence. I don’t know, but it felt like she was in her own room, and I was feeling better. I just… I don’t know.
Right now… dreams are heaven—reality is a nightmare.
RE: DMSI-3.5 (5.8G) - Zane - 04-24-2025
Whenever DMSI starts playing, I start feeling good and optimistic. But as the hours pass by, I don’t. That one hour is what I love.
I get blissful feelings.
The music feels good—it feels divine.
I feel a bit free from burdens.
I feel as if I am being reborn.
The dead and negative aura is no longer there.
The air feels lighter, and when I breathe, it feels like I’m breathing pure energy—and I can feel it energizing me.
I’m starting to remember these feelings… It’s the feeling I remember when I knew that I was enough and didn’t need anything else.
I want this to become my default.
RE: DMSI-3.5 (5.8G) - Zane - 04-26-2025
Dreams make no fucking sense, and I am so tired of myself. Why can’t I get along with myself? If this is how my life is going to be, then... I just hope I drop dead. There’s no use living like this, but I still am. Why??? I have the answers, but I can’t hear them.
RE: DMSI-3.5 (5.8G) - Zane - 04-27-2025
Well, I did fix alot of Stuff Today but Broke My LCD Monitor. I pressed it too hard.