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RE: AM6 - Alpha King first run - Topaz - 01-12-2024
Stage 4 day 26:
Yesterday had a really bad mood.
Was depressed felt like nothing is going on my way, like I'm not good enough.
My money situation is bad and I'm not good enough as a man and I'm the loser of the family.
Felt really bad the whole day.
Went to sleep for few hours woke up meditated which helped a lot.
Did some of my mirror affirmations which helped too.
Went out to a bar with a friend after weeks of recovery.
So this time it was not a day walk.
I felt amazing! I bet it has to do with my affirmations as well.
But the main point was how I handled women and how I carried myself!!
Some of it I recognized from the time I used to do my mirror affirmations everyday.
But some of it is definitely the subliminals.
And it's not the first time I feel it.
Already felt something similar on stage 2 or 3 ?
When I talked to women my back is straight I stand tall and I don't care about them.
I feel my own power.
Also I exude something unique and confident and I really like it!!
Again some of it is affirmations training but some it definitely new and great.
The new is the more non needy more alpha body language.
What's weird for me is:
Why do I stand tall and exude coolness in front of young women and other alpha guys in a bar but I don't feel the some in my job when talking to older clients (men and women)
Power saving mode? Or maybe because there are not beautiful girls I'm attracted to in my job...
It's much more obvious in a social gathering or in from of a really beautiful girl in my work place which happens on rare occasions.
So there are some ups and downs definitely and also I don't feel a big change it's more of a long journey.
I guess it will be easier to understand what's happening in the blooming phase.
RE: AM6 - Alpha King first run - Topaz - 01-15-2024
Stage 4 day 29:
Confidence is fluctuating.
One day I go out I feel alpha the next day I feel I'm chasing my friend's validation.
Body language is not at it's strongest as well which is not what I've expected because it was already pretty good before.
Resistance?
I think few runs should do it and then again maybe a stronger sub? Like AM7?
One day I feel good another day I feel really bad.
That could be part of the process.
Overall I do see changes and I do feel it as well but the changes feel so slow currently.
To be honest I'll be able to tell only after running the refresher or at least few weeks after stage 6.
It all could be part of the process and probably because it's my first run.
Compliments from others:
Before the AM program when I was consistent with my mirror affirmations I would get compliments all the time from clients and beautiful girls in bars and clubs.
Now on the AM6 program I don't get any compliments at all.
What I do started to notice is: people and mostly women friends of my mom tell her I'm very attractive or even sexy but they will not say it to me.
Plus, these are older women in their 60s which I don't care about at all.
I do think I probably exude some kind of attractiveness I'm not aware of.
And I think the program started to effect my attractiveness in not very obvious ways yet.
I have a feeling it will get better.
Friends want to start a business with me
As mentioned before friends want to start new ventures with me
My aure of alphaness probably attracts people to me when it comes to money and success
I'm still not there yet but that's what I feel
A woman from the past wants to meet:
There's a woman from my past, I never had sex with her and I know she wanted to when she had a bf few years back.
She's older which is not attractive to me at all.
She's not attractive in my eyes and I don't care too much about it.
We were acquaintances, now out of the blue she chases me hard.
I've never been invited to her house even though I was there for a brief when I gave her something she needed before (few years ago).
She did try to seduce me then when she had a boyfriend.
And now...
She invited me over to her place but I said to her I'll not meet at night because I want to go to sleep early I have a job to tend to.
She texted back really late so I didn't see the need to answer. It seems like she doesn't respect my boundaries or time. I mean just out of courtesy she could text earlier when I asked if she's available before 22:00. And she didn't. I don't respect that.
I think she doesn't do that on purpose.
I think first of all she feels she's not in my league.
Second of all she probably tried to make me chase her.
Don't care I just feel her neediness and it makes me feel bad from the inside.
Not sure if I'm in the stage of manifesting women to my life yet.
I bet it will get better on stage 5/6
A model in a club:
Went to a bar with a dance room inside, most girls are unfortunately not very attractive there.
There were 3 very beautiful girls when they got inside very men looked at them it was very obvious.
They are 8s or 9s.
I bet a lot of men would say the blonde is a perfect 10.
I don't think she is, but she's really up there and in my opinion she's my type but not a 10.
One a tall blonde and one of her friends is a blacked hair beautiful girl a bit shorter.
The shorter girl is really beautiful too...
At first I didn't know who I wanted to talk to.
I approached the taller blonde she's probably 178/180cm (I'm a bit taller)
She was very nice, even though it was on the dance floor and the music was loud she respected me.
We exchanged Instagram (should have probably get the number instead)
When we did - the shorter blacked hair friend tried to take her away from me without success I tried to be nice and said hi she didn't want to talk to me she was very rude.
Later on I remembered the friend is a girl I got her number from fee months ago and she is a flake.
Maybe this is why she was so rude?
I do want to say that other girls in the club who are 6/7/8 were not very nice some were some weren't.
And there I was talking to 9 every men is so jealous and she really liked me.
I had men coming up to me not leaving me alone asking me what did I say to her and if she gave me her number WTF?? Mind your own business!
She was on the cover of a not very well known magazine in Spain or something like that and she's also a runway model at least she was on one show.
She's not famous but yes she's a model.
And she didn't reply to my messages.
I don't care about it, it reminded me the pole dancing teacher girl I met few weeks ago.
They both are very attractive and both responded well to me.
Are the most attractive women more attracted to me than the average women?:
The whole point I'm making with such stories is I think I somehow act differently with very attractive women in a way I exude more confidence then before.
Also it's not always the case but sometimes I feel more deserving of them then the less beautiful women? It's just a theory. To be honest I got rejected many times but I do see some instances particularly with Russians or glamorous women where I do standout in their eyes.
Even if nothing happens later on.
I can tell what they feel and I can see their body language and respect they have for me.
I want to say it has to do with the AM6 program
But I can not say it for sure because I had things like that in the past.
I do think it's a bit better now
RE: AM6 - Alpha King first run - Frosted - 01-15-2024
This is just a guess, but perhaps you seem intimidating to the women who used to be attracted to you, but you’re not quite at the level where the higher quality women will accept you easily. With struggle you can probably have sex with this type of woman, but it’ll likely take more growth before it becomes easy.
As someone who’s been using subs from Shannon for almost a decade (including AM6 5 times and WM2 and SM3 each once), I recommend switching to a sub that’s at least 5.75g after this run of AM6. Unless AM6 is the perfect sub for you right now and it’s worth sacrificing orders of magnitude of effectiveness, then I recommend switching to something like OGSF2 or the upcoming EPHRA 5.11G. These are less exciting than AM6 and but are also about self mastery and will set you up better for AM7 when it comes out a few months from now.
I don’t recommend another 6 month commitment since AM7 might be out as early as April this year.
On a positive note, you seem to be doing a lot better than what I estimate the average user of this forum to be at when they first start subs.
RE: AM6 - Alpha King first run - Topaz - 01-15-2024
(01-15-2024, 01:23 PM)Frosted Wrote: This is just a guess, but perhaps you seem intimidating to the women who used to be attracted to you, but you’re not quite at the level where the higher quality women will accept you easily. With struggle you can probably have sex with this type of woman, but it’ll likely take more growth before it becomes easy.
As someone who’s been using subs from Shannon for almost a decade (including AM6 5 times and WM2 and SM3 each once), I recommend switching to a sub that’s at least 5.75g after this run of AM6. Unless AM6 is the perfect sub for you right now and it’s worth sacrificing orders of magnitude of effectiveness, then I recommend switching to something like OGSF2 or the upcoming EPHRA 5.11G. These are less exciting than AM6 and but are also about self mastery and will set you up better for AM7 when it comes out a few months from now.
I don’t recommend another 6 month commitment since AM7 might be out as early as April this year.
On a positive note, you seem to be doing a lot better than what I estimate the average user of this forum to be at when they first start subs.
I have years of experience with meditation and affirmations, so my baseline is now above that of the average man. I used to have social anxiety as a child and teenager. With each passing year, my confidence has grown and grown. So much so that I am almost confident in every situation, but I know I can do even better! And I feel AM6 helps me with that.
I would probably do Optimal Physical Health for a month, then AOS (4g) and Become Irresistibly Attractive To Beautiful Women (4g) for a few weeks before starting SM. I am looking forward to SM
What was your experience with SM and WM?
Back in the day, some guys were really excited about AOS, and I didn't try it; I did my affirmations instead. And some guys said it's so good they stopped doing affirmations, or they did them in conjunction with AOS for much better results. I know it's very old technology, but I'm just curious to see what I missed out on and want to know what these guys are talking about. I hope that makes sense. It's an interesting experience for me to research it
I don't think I'll be trying the subs you suggested soon, even though I do want to, because I want to try something sex-related first.
Please share your experience with AM, SM, and WM. I hope you got some good results!
RE: AM6 - Alpha King first run - Frosted - 01-16-2024
(01-15-2024, 10:54 PM)Topaz Wrote:(01-15-2024, 01:23 PM)Frosted Wrote: This is just a guess, but perhaps you seem intimidating to the women who used to be attracted to you, but you’re not quite at the level where the higher quality women will accept you easily. With struggle you can probably have sex with this type of woman, but it’ll likely take more growth before it becomes easy.
As someone who’s been using subs from Shannon for almost a decade (including AM6 5 times and WM2 and SM3 each once), I recommend switching to a sub that’s at least 5.75g after this run of AM6. Unless AM6 is the perfect sub for you right now and it’s worth sacrificing orders of magnitude of effectiveness, then I recommend switching to something like OGSF2 or the upcoming EPHRA 5.11G. These are less exciting than AM6 and but are also about self mastery and will set you up better for AM7 when it comes out a few months from now.
I don’t recommend another 6 month commitment since AM7 might be out as early as April this year.
On a positive note, you seem to be doing a lot better than what I estimate the average user of this forum to be at when they first start subs.
I have years of experience with meditation and affirmations, so my baseline is now above that of the average man. I used to have social anxiety as a child and teenager. With each passing year, my confidence has grown and grown. So much so that I am almost confident in every situation, but I know I can do even better! And I feel AM6 helps me with that.
I would probably do Optimal Physical Health for a month, then AOS (4g) and Become Irresistibly Attractive To Beautiful Women (4g) for a few weeks before starting SM. I am looking forward to SM
What was your experience with SM and WM?
Back in the day, some guys were really excited about AOS, and I didn't try it; I did my affirmations instead. And some guys said it's so good they stopped doing affirmations, or they did them in conjunction with AOS for much better results. I know it's very old technology, but I'm just curious to see what I missed out on and want to know what these guys are talking about. I hope that makes sense. It's an interesting experience for me to research it
I don't think I'll be trying the subs you suggested soon, even though I do want to, because I want to try something sex-related first.
Please share your experience with AM, SM, and WM. I hope you got some good results!
Fair enough. I was pretty sure you wouldn’t take my suggestions, but I had to try since it’s what I would’ve done for my past self.
To give my results with WM2 and SM3 context I need to give you a bit of background. I was probably a 1.5 in mental health before I started subs. I used WM2 after only my first run of AM6 and my foundation wasn’t strong enough to get good results. At the time I felt like WM2 made me too soft, but it was because I was trying to maintain boundaries by intimidation. WM2 did improve my social anxiety and social skills though and I became more likeable. I just didn’t have the foundation to become more attractive to women. I did enjoy WM2 at the time on an internal level because it made me feel good.
Lesson: WM2 aims to make you a friendly, high status and cool guy. Don’t use it if you don’t already have ease with boundaries and have high self confidence/self esteem and have no trouble asserting yourself and being a man in general. I imagine WM2 with a strong foundation to be a blast.
I used DAOSI I think next (the original version of DMSI) and got pretty intense results. For example 1 girl was looking around confused for a bit then suddenly locks eyes with me and then very obviously and unnaturally turns to show her butt to me. Fun stuff lol. I think I have an original copy on 1 of my old laptops in storage. I’ll have to extract it sometime. Unless the new stuff works because it seems to be doing better than some older versions. I might still do it sometime just to compare.
SM3 came after another run of AM6 after that. I still wasn’t ready for SM3. I noticed I became more attractive to women and I ended up attracting a girl and it was leading to sex but I self sabatoged due to fear. I became afraid of “losing my attraction to women”. I think I was afraid of losing my attachment to women. It’s what had been driving me all that time. I also had (and still have some as of this writing) deep debilitating sexual insecurities. I quit at stage 4. All the bullshit I had compressed inside myself seemed to explode and I became debilitated by overwhelming panic attacks.
Weirdly enough a lot of my positive SM3 results came afterwards. It made me more comfortable with sex. I became more skillful and “manly” in the bedroom. I wasn’t technically a virgin before subs but I might as well have been. I had a string of sex after SM3. Perhaps what we call “bloom” in retrospect. Crazy I still got results with how crazy the resistance was.
After that I focused on my base mostly. Now I’m in a much healthier place.
So here’s what I remember of my journey. I omitted anything below 3 months (also I don’t remember lol):
AM6>WM2>AM6>SM3>AM6>AM6>AM6>UMS1>LTU6 (2 years)>OF>OGSF>UMS2(3 months)>OGSF2(current)
RE: AM6 - Alpha King first run - Topaz - 01-16-2024
Wow, it seems like you've gained a lot from WM and SM too. I understand it was probably very frustrating not to have the results you wanted from the first run of WM and to feel intense resistance from SM. So, I'm sorry you had to experience that.
Regarding my situation, I have more health issues that may stem from deep emotional problems. That's why I will do a health sub similar to what you are doing now (which is only mental), or the Universal Healing, which contains scripts for emotional release as well. When I bought it, I didn’t understand the difference between UH and Optimal Physical Healing (5.10) and ended up buying the latter, which is only a script for Physical healing...
Currently, I'm a bit frustrated myself because I used to have a lot of action with women when I did my affirmations before AM6. Also, I feel AM6 is a bit boring and not a fun sub to run. The results are not easily coming, which might mean the sub is weaker than I expected. AM7 should resolve that. I bought SM3, WM2, AOS4, BIATBW8, and OPH(5.10), so I might as well use them. When the newer versions come out, I'll upgrade what I can. I mean, the talk in the forums here about AM7 has been going on for years. I read some posts from a year ago saying it would come out in 2023, which it didn't. So, I'm not going to sit on my hands waiting. I'll work with what I can, which is AM6 and SM3. That's why I bought them, because I want to become a better man. DMSI looks very interesting to me, but it's an experimental program. I don't like experiments. AM6 might not be AM7, but I know it works and it's not an experimental program. The same goes for SM3; it might not be 6G yet, but I read from others that it works. Some people are not pleased with DMSI. As much as I want to use it, I'll wait for it to be finished. Meanwhile, I have other programs I can use.
Letting go of Fear, Guilt, and Shame sounds incredible. I might use that soon after SM or maybe I'll use the Universal Healing program, not sure, will see.The reason I want SM sooner than later is that I want to have a serious relationship at some point, and running SM will prevent that from happening. So, I might as well do it now than in a year from now.
Stage 4, Day 30:
Weird dreams as usual.
I meditated yesterday for a bit more than an hour, and oh, it felt so good. Since starting AM6, I haven't meditated a lot or for as long as I used to. Also, I'm not consistent when I do affirmations. So, it felt great to do my meditation again. In the past, I used to meditate for 1.5 hours a day.
Yesterday, after my hour-long meditation, I felt more focused and I feel I have more mental energy for the subs to work. Subs can make us tired because the subconscious mind tries to execute. Meditation can give us more energy and space for that.
I don't feel productive at all, but that's not new for me in the winter.
Nothing special to update; it's
just cold, not many people are going out or doing anything on the weekdays, and my job is a bit the same. I'll start a new business project with a friend on the weekend.
Also, I have a friend who likes to learn PUA stuff together. I'm doing so with him for the social experiments, but to be honest, with SM and DMSI in the future, I'm not sure it's even needed. I will say social experiments are fun; we opened some groups with stories and fun games. It does help to socialize, and for women to show interest if they are interested. Also, it is fun just to approach groups and talk to people rather than not talking to anyone. So that's another project we have been doing for the past few weeks.
RE: AM6 - Alpha King first run - Frosted - 01-17-2024
(01-16-2024, 11:16 PM)Topaz Wrote: Wow, it seems like you've gained a lot from WM and SM too. I understand it was probably very frustrating not to have the results you wanted from the first run of WM and to feel intense resistance from SM. So, I'm sorry you had to experience that.
Regarding my situation, I have more health issues that may stem from deep emotional problems. That's why I will do a health sub similar to what you are doing now (which is only mental), or the Universal Healing, which contains scripts for emotional release as well. When I bought it, I didn’t understand the difference between UH and Optimal Physical Healing (5.10) and ended up buying the latter, which is only a script for Physical healing...
Currently, I'm a bit frustrated myself because I used to have a lot of action with women when I did my affirmations before AM6. Also, I feel AM6 is a bit boring and not a fun sub to run. The results are not easily coming, which might mean the sub is weaker than I expected. AM7 should resolve that. I bought SM3, WM2, AOS4, BIATBW8, and OPH(5.10), so I might as well use them. When the newer versions come out, I'll upgrade what I can. I mean, the talk in the forums here about AM7 has been going on for years. I read some posts from a year ago saying it would come out in 2023, which it didn't. So, I'm not going to sit on my hands waiting. I'll work with what I can, which is AM6 and SM3. That's why I bought them, because I want to become a better man. DMSI looks very interesting to me, but it's an experimental program. I don't like experiments. AM6 might not be AM7, but I know it works and it's not an experimental program. The same goes for SM3; it might not be 6G yet, but I read from others that it works. Some people are not pleased with DMSI. As much as I want to use it, I'll wait for it to be finished. Meanwhile, I have other programs I can use.
The reason I want SM sooner than later is that I want to have a serious relationship at some point, and running SM will prevent that from happening. So, I might as well do it now than in a year from now.
Stage 4, Day 30:
Weird dreams as usual.
I meditated yesterday for a bit more than an hour, and oh, it felt so good. Since starting AM6, I haven't meditated a lot or for as long as I used to. Also, I'm not consistent when I do affirmations. So, it felt great to do my meditation again. In the past, I used to meditate for 1.5 hours a day.
Yesterday, after my hour-long meditation, I felt more focused and I feel I have more mental energy for the subs to work. Subs can make us tired because the subconscious mind tries to execute. Meditation can give us more energy and space for that.
I don't feel productive at all, but that's not new for me in the winter.
Nothing special to update; it's
just cold, not many people are going out or doing anything on the weekdays, and my job is a bit the same. I'll start a new business project with a friend on the weekend.
Also, I have a friend who likes to learn PUA stuff together. I'm doing so with him for the social experiments, but to be honest, with SM and DMSI in the future, I'm not sure it's even needed. I will say social experiments are fun; we opened some groups with stories and fun games. It does help to socialize, and for women to show interest if they are interested. Also, it is fun just to approach groups and talk to people rather than not talking to anyone. So that's another project we have been doing for the past few weeks.
If you don’t have plans for waiting for AM7 then your plan of potentially using a higher tier healing sub sounds like a great idea to help clear the obstacles to success for SM3/AM6.
With that being said, I don’t know what information those guys speculations used, but from my understanding of what Shannon has said recently, AM7 should definitely be out this year. Hopefully if everything goes well it’ll be out by May, but maybe we will see it in the summer or even later. I’m taking a flexible approach in the meantime.
P.S With AM6/SM3/WM2 you’re not out your money even if you don’t use them since you’ll get a 50% discount on the 6G versions when they come out.
RE: AM6 - Alpha King first run - Topaz - 01-18-2024
(01-17-2024, 04:26 PM)Frosted Wrote:(01-16-2024, 11:16 PM)Topaz Wrote: Wow, it seems like you've gained a lot from WM and SM too. I understand it was probably very frustrating not to have the results you wanted from the first run of WM and to feel intense resistance from SM. So, I'm sorry you had to experience that.
Regarding my situation, I have more health issues that may stem from deep emotional problems. That's why I will do a health sub similar to what you are doing now (which is only mental), or the Universal Healing, which contains scripts for emotional release as well. When I bought it, I didn’t understand the difference between UH and Optimal Physical Healing (5.10) and ended up buying the latter, which is only a script for Physical healing...
Currently, I'm a bit frustrated myself because I used to have a lot of action with women when I did my affirmations before AM6. Also, I feel AM6 is a bit boring and not a fun sub to run. The results are not easily coming, which might mean the sub is weaker than I expected. AM7 should resolve that. I bought SM3, WM2, AOS4, BIATBW8, and OPH(5.10), so I might as well use them. When the newer versions come out, I'll upgrade what I can. I mean, the talk in the forums here about AM7 has been going on for years. I read some posts from a year ago saying it would come out in 2023, which it didn't. So, I'm not going to sit on my hands waiting. I'll work with what I can, which is AM6 and SM3. That's why I bought them, because I want to become a better man. DMSI looks very interesting to me, but it's an experimental program. I don't like experiments. AM6 might not be AM7, but I know it works and it's not an experimental program. The same goes for SM3; it might not be 6G yet, but I read from others that it works. Some people are not pleased with DMSI. As much as I want to use it, I'll wait for it to be finished. Meanwhile, I have other programs I can use.
The reason I want SM sooner than later is that I want to have a serious relationship at some point, and running SM will prevent that from happening. So, I might as well do it now than in a year from now.
Stage 4, Day 30:
Weird dreams as usual.
I meditated yesterday for a bit more than an hour, and oh, it felt so good. Since starting AM6, I haven't meditated a lot or for as long as I used to. Also, I'm not consistent when I do affirmations. So, it felt great to do my meditation again. In the past, I used to meditate for 1.5 hours a day.
Yesterday, after my hour-long meditation, I felt more focused and I feel I have more mental energy for the subs to work. Subs can make us tired because the subconscious mind tries to execute. Meditation can give us more energy and space for that.
I don't feel productive at all, but that's not new for me in the winter.
Nothing special to update; it's
just cold, not many people are going out or doing anything on the weekdays, and my job is a bit the same. I'll start a new business project with a friend on the weekend.
Also, I have a friend who likes to learn PUA stuff together. I'm doing so with him for the social experiments, but to be honest, with SM and DMSI in the future, I'm not sure it's even needed. I will say social experiments are fun; we opened some groups with stories and fun games. It does help to socialize, and for women to show interest if they are interested. Also, it is fun just to approach groups and talk to people rather than not talking to anyone. So that's another project we have been doing for the past few weeks.
If you don’t have plans for waiting for AM7 then your plan of potentially using a higher tier healing sub sounds like a great idea to help clear the obstacles to success for SM3/AM6.
With that being said, I don’t know what information those guys speculations used, but from my understanding of what Shannon has said recently, AM7 should definitely be out this year. Hopefully if everything goes well it’ll be out by May, but maybe we will see it in the summer or even later. I’m taking a flexible approach in the meantime.
P.S With AM6/SM3/WM2 you’re not out your money even if you don’t use them since you’ll get a 50% discount on the 6G versions when they come out.
Thing is, OPH 5.10 is a physical healing program which means it will not help me with AM6 or SM3 as I understand because it doesn't contain a emotional healing module.
So I'll be using that before SM3 probably but it will not get me ready for it as I understand...
Will see what happens
RE: AM6 - Alpha King first run - Frosted - 01-18-2024
Correct. OPH will not help you get results unless some kind of physical issue it can fix is stopping you.
RE: AM6 - Alpha King first run - Topaz - 01-24-2024
Few days ago Stage 4, Day 35:
I've extended Stage 4 due to the surgery. The ultrasonic has been playing continuously, but I fell ill, so I feel I need to give Stage 4 a few more days to fully work.
Reflecting on stage 4 and the program till now, I feel Stages 1 and 2 had more pronounced effects on me. For example, I was very productive in these stages, felt extremely confident, and cared less about others' opinions. There was also a heightened sense of aggressiveness in a good way.
Contrary to what the PDF indicates, Stage 3 felt less impactful to me.
I was just very tired all the time during this stage. Was it resistance to change? Hard to say, but I didn't perceive many changes.
In Stage 4, I notice I'm setting more boundaries with friends and family, but in a calm, assertive way – without aggression. This probably reflects the effects of Stages 3 and 4, as Stages 1 and 2 induced a more angry reaction.
But again also less confident.
Overall, I am noticing changes, but some aspects are missing:
- The changes feel slow.
- Attention and attraction from women, some of the women are really rude too! (which I expected earlier in the program) are lacking currently.
- Procrastination remains a challenge.
- My body language has improved but is inconsistent.
Understanding that the program was released perhaps 10 years ago, I know I'm late to the party, haha. And I acknowledge that multiple runs might be necessary.
I'm optimistic that AM7 will be even better, and I look forward to running it in the future as my second run-through. I'm sure Shannon is aware of these points and is addressing them, along with much more!
Regarding the benefits of Stage 4:
- I've become much more assertive.
- I no longer tolerate disrespect from women and don’t feel the need to be overly nice or easygoing when they play games. This is a positive change for me.
- I no longer perceive women as important.
- I'm approached for business projects, which is exciting.
- I'm studying subjects that are important to me for my own growth.
Though procrastination is still an issue, I've become slightly less of a procrastinator and am engaging in valuable learning. This is not exactly what I expected, but I'm still pleased with the progress.
Anxiety coming up, but why?:
I feel more secure, but some anxiety started to surface, which I'm not used to (maybe it's resistance clearing?).
I was more anxious before doing my affirmations and in my younger years.
Now, some of that anxiety is resurfacing.
That's not usual for me...
I welcome these feelings and am not afraid of being afraid. I'm ready for anything – bring it on!
I'm already on Stage 5 now.. I will post about it later
RE: AM6 - Alpha King first run - Topaz - 01-26-2024
Stage 5 day 4:
Stage 5 definitely has Aure Of Sexiness script at the end on the file. I always feel it from the 1 hour mark till the end of it.
I feel my facial expressions go sexy mode.
Currently not feeling external changes yet.
I do feel I have a bit more energy overall.
The whole program feels a bit heavy and serious. It's like I've become a serious man who forgot how to relax and have fun. There are benefits, of course, but I'm definitely less happy than before.
Hope in the long run it helps with being more successful as a male and earning good money.
However, I am grateful for becoming a stronger male when dealing with women.
It something that this program really helps me with.
Too serious? Yes
Stronger as a man? Yes
More confident? Hard to tell, I was very confident before hand as well, I worked on my confidence for more than a decade so it makes sense it will be hard to tell if something changes.
Feeling comfortable in my own skin? Yes
Caring less what others think of me? Yes
Some people still don't respect me or challenge me too much to my taste.
Including friends and family. I do not let them though, but it just make me angry and pissed off sometimes.
I don't act like they are cute little babies. I give them a piece of my mind.
And it's awkward really awkward sometimes.
Really eager to finish with it already? Oh yes lol
I want to start a new sub
And waiting for the AM7 as well
Trying to live in the moment but frankly I don't.
I look forward to the future instead of enjoying the now and that kinda sucks.
Hope you have fun reading my journey guys
RE: AM6 - Alpha King (My First Run) - Topaz - 01-27-2024
Stage 5, Day 5:
Yesterday, I felt very comfortable and confident, so it seems the program is positively affecting my confidence.
In every interaction, I felt in control. I perceived myself as a strong alpha male. At one club on the dance floor, I noticed the respect I received from others; they moved aside to let me through.
Alpha of Alphas:
In the first bar we went to I approached two girls sitting (I've been approaching girl for years).
Then a guy who sat with 6 of his friends near their table tried to interrupt my conversation with the hot girl.
Guess what - I naturally ignored him.
It felt very natural and unchallenged to simply turn my back to him and continue the conversation.
It wasn't a new move, but it felt very congruent doing so.
I felt unafraid with the presence of a strong guy and that's new and very welcomed changed!!
I felt extremely confident and didn't see him as a challenge, even though he appeared very alpha himself.
Being an unaffected Alpha King:
One of my friends was experiencing a lot of anxiety, but this time it didn't affect me.
Previously, his anxiety and questioning often dragged me into a negative spiral.
Last few times, I felt disappointed in myself for being so affected and hoped the AM6 program would make me more centered, which it hadn't on those few times.
But now, oh boy, the last two times I went out, I was in control!
I felt I am an amazing alpha male.
Everytime he lost control I was in control.
Everytime he challenged my views or thoughts - I was super centered.
I also felt very comfortable and confident when talking to girls haha
I was in control and not giving my power away.
I will say I need to be more expressive and less serious talking to people.
Women Magnet/Sex Magnet will probably help with the social interactions.
Some really liked me, but they weren't the girls I'm really interested in.
The 7s seem to like me, but the 9/10s I've met were nice yet not attracted. Seems like I still have some clearing to do.
Currently, I'm very happy with the progress in Stage 5 and my results overall.
Frustration did come up, but it feels like I'm moving forward, becoming stronger as a man, and it's great when these instances occur! It's not an easy ride, but it does feel good, and I am changing for the better!!
Thanks, @Shannon
RE: AM6 - Alpha King (My First Run) - Topaz - 02-03-2024
Stage 5 day 12:
I'm not as productive but to be honest it's very cold and the storm is not helping.
I think I can feel and see my progression when I'm out interacting with people which is not something I currently do...
PUA/ game:
In the past few months I've been working on my "game" doing things PUA style.
I like it and I don't like it at the same time.
It helps me to be more aware of subtle social interactions and social cues.
It helps me pay attention to what's a DLV and what's a DHV in my stories and to be more aware of the things I say. Which is really good.
Also it helps me to be more social with groups of people.
It helps to open conversations indirectly
A year ago when I had a lot of success with women I did everything mostly in a direct way.
But the limitations comes fourth when I try to interact with a group of women. They protect each other that's where an opening opener can help and I can be in with my wing sitting with them and being accepted to the group easily.
But I have a feeling using Woman Magnet and Sex Magnet one will not be needing using PUA stuff.
Maybe I'm wrong and a person can do both.
I think the point I'm making is, opening an interaction with an opinion opener and then thinking about my next story or routine prevents me feeling Alpha.
It prevents me on some level understanding the progress I'm making using this program.
I want to practice my attitude, if it think about what I'm saying or doing it can make me feel self-conscious.
However it is fun when it's working.
I can be better at this:
I want to feel more confident and more Alpha and this program helps but to be honest it seems I have a long way to go.
That's why I'm keen on using the next AM7 program.
I'm eager using Women related programs as well.
I think I can do so much better and it feels I'm not getting the most from AM6 currently.
And it makes me feel frustrated.
I'm not talking only about women related subjects alone, I'm talking about myself too.
I can be more confident I can exude more of a dominant vibe and I can be more certain with everything I'm doing.
I just feel I'm not there yet and it's stage 5 already.
But again I didn't really interact a lot lately so who knows ?
I will say the program works but I'm feeling impatient lately.
I just want the whole concepts shoved into my head and being.
It not like I'm new to self help.
I'm into self-help books and materials for decades.
And I'm doing well I'm doing better than most guys.
But I still lack a good paying job, a better Health and a better belief system that's shouting "Sexy Alpha".
I was there for a while doing affirmations but it's gone now.
Not everything but it's not there anymore like it was.
I've started to do some affirmations again for few days and results came back
Where AM6 make me too much of a serious man.
Affirmations make me more social and fun...
After 3 days a girl just didn't stop flirting with me, I am not interested in her but she was really aggressive with the way she showed her interest.
It felt familiar like in the days I did my affirmations on a consistent basis.
I will say AM6 probably has a lot to do with this as well. But of course I can't be sure.
I am much less needy because of AM6 that's for sure.
And what funny is I showed maybe indicators that I'm not interested in her and she just continued and continued. Usually girls stop when they understand I'm not interested. I did flirt back a bit just for fun but i really didn't show I was interested.
Not sure if I'll continue with my affirmations on a daily basis because it takes a lot of time.
I'm just sharing my thoughts here.
I think AM7 should be something I'll do after SM/WM.
I want to be a better Alpha.
Feeling who is Alpha and who is not:
The program helps me pay more attention to guys with alpha vibes and guys with a beta vibes very easily which is of course a very good sign.
That's something I've started to feel since stage 2
The way someone talks, stands or interacts.
I'm not feeling a lot is happening:
Probably things change more than I can understand.
But it doesn't seem like a lot is changing from stage 3/4
And stage 3 just to remind you is the stage I didn't feel like something is happening.
Probably has to do with the:
"The Naturalizer: Makes the process of change and growth so natural that it is much less likely to trigger resistance."
So I guess the Naturalizer make it feel like nothing is happening.
The down side I'd of course it feels like nothing is changing and then I get frustrated instead of seeing all the good things that are happening.
Or
Maybe nothing is changing like I expected and it just means few more run throughs are necessary.
Either way I want to find a way to relax because I became too obsessed with the progress instead of enjoying it.
Which gets me to the next point
AM6 is not a fun sub to run I guess
At least not for me currently.
But it has it's ups and downs
It's part of the process
I need to just do something else relax and breathe
Hope to share with you some cool experiences soon
RE: AM6 - Alpha King (My First Run) - Frosted - 02-03-2024
You might still get results with SM3, but I heavily recommend focusing on your foundation if you aren’t getting interest without techniques. Not to be the guy who recommends the boring thing, but it will save you time and get you better results in the long term.