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RE: My UMSv2 (5.75.7G) Journal - Power & freedom - GreekGod22 - 12-13-2021 Stage 1 | Cycle 3 | Day 3 ON 2 loops Masked at 12-13/15 volume After reading the response from Shannon(quoted below), I decided to raise the volume significantly. Took me a while to fall asleep, but eventually did. Quote:Okay, so here is what I have found to be true. And this applies to all formats. RE: My UMSv2 (5.75.7G) Journal - Power & freedom - GreekGod22 - 12-14-2021 Stage 1 | Cycle 3 | Day 4 OFF Had an unpleasant dream last night, reminding me of my OFv3 days. I was on the streets at my ex-university dorms, where I lived during college. And some tough guy was threatening me to leave the area, and I caved in. Today I had that technical interview, however I wasn't at my best. But with a little more preparation, I am confident I will do better in future interviews. The possibility / desire of getting a high-paying fully remote job is on my mind. RE: My UMSv2 (5.75.7G) Journal - Power & freedom - GreekGod22 - 12-15-2021 Stage 1 | Cycle 3 | Day 5 OFF Lots of random dream flashes last night, unrelated to money. RE: My UMSv2 (5.75.7G) Journal - Power & freedom - GreekGod22 - 12-16-2021 Stage 1 | Cycle 4 | Day 1 ON 2 loops Masked at 12-13/15 volume Think I'm going to listen during the day from now on, as such a high volume disturbs my sleep. Lately, I've got another recruiter offering a freelancing position, the pay would be significantly more from what I make in my country. It's also a fully remote position, which is something I've desired, and would allow me a lot of freedom. UMS is manifesting multiple job opportunities for me. One of them is bound to be successful. My self esteem is raised and I see myself as worthy of making more money. I remember when I was a child, my grandmother was a big influence in my lfe, and she had the belief that rich people are evil, and it's better to be modest and be satistied with little. RE: My UMSv2 (5.75.7G) Journal - Power & freedom - GreekGod22 - 12-17-2021 Stage 1 | Cycle 4 | Day 2 ON 2 loops Masked at 12/15 volume RE: My UMSv2 (5.75.7G) Journal - Power & freedom - GreekGod22 - 12-18-2021 Stage 1 | Cycle 4 | Day 3 ON 2 loops Masked at 13/15 volume Felt today's loops quite intensely, it gave me a headache, I could feel blood pulsating in my brain. This morning, while showering, I had a thought: "Maybe I should switch to Hybrid". Perhaps I am being guided towards the more powerful format. But I plan on sticking with Masked for a while, bc I feel it strong enough. RE: My UMSv2 (5.75.7G) Journal - Power & freedom - GreekGod22 - 12-20-2021 Stage 1 | Cycle 4 | Days 4 & 5 OFF More determined to cut distractions out of my life and anything that doesn't support my goal. RE: My UMSv2 (5.75.7G) Journal - Power & freedom - GreekGod22 - 12-21-2021 Stage 1 | Cycle 5 | Day 1 ON 2 loops Masked at 12/15 volume Yesterday I found an investing course that I like and figured I should watch it to educate myself. But then I realized something: instead of focusing now on savings and investing, I should better focus on increasing my income / cashflow. @Shannon This has perhaps been addressed in the past, but a Google search did not find me an answer. So if each stage should be used as close to 32 days as possible, and a Stage 1 cycle is 5 days(3 days ON + 2 days OFF), I will have completed 6 cycles at Day 30. And days 31 and 32 will be part of the 7th cycle. Am I supposed to stop cycle 7 and move on to Stage 2? In other words, does the 32 days rule take precedence to where I am in a cycle? Or should a cycle be fully completed before moving on to the next stage? RE: My UMSv2 (5.75.7G) Journal - Power & freedom - GreekGod22 - 12-22-2021 Stage 1 | Cycle 5 | Day 2 ON 2 loops Masked at 13/15 volume About to slowly transition into a serious relationship with the girl I've been dating for a couple of months. She ticks almost all the qualities I look for in a long-term partner. Since I've decided that monetary success will be my most important goal for 2022, being with a single woman is better than chasing multiple short-term flings, which demand a lot of my time. Realizing today that paying my existing debt should come before investing. >>first Increase income >> pay debt >> then think about investing RE: My UMS v2 (5.75.7G) Journal - Power & freedom - GreekGod22 - 12-24-2021 Stage 1 | Cycle 5 | Day 3 ON(23 Dec.) 2 loops Masked at 13/15 volume Had a productive day. Stage 1 | Cycle 5 | Day 4 OFF(24 Dec.) Decided I will increase the number of loops by one starting next cycle. RE: My UMS v2 (5.75.7G) Journal - Power & freedom - GreekGod22 - 12-25-2021 Stage 1 | Cycle 5 | Day 5 OFF Christmas Day. Not much new to report, just tracking the days. I still have some beliefs that money are hard to come by. At first, I got a wave of motivation in the first days of the sub, once that feeling faded, limiting beliefs took place. RE: My UMS v2 (5.75.7G) Journal - Power & freedom - GreekGod22 - 12-26-2021 Stage 1 | Cycle 6 | Day 1 ON 3 loops Masked at 13/15 volume Decided to follow my impulse and increase the number of loops by 1 starting this cycle. Yesterday, I had a discussion with my mother on how my desire is one day to be able to buy a new car and an apartment with cash / money upfront(no loans or mortgage). She immediately discouraged me, saying that will not be possible, we are not a rich family. And that's when it dawned on me that I should keep my goals to myself and stay away from her limiting beliefs surrounding money. Why am I even telling her this? My success is 100% dependent on me, I don't need it to be any other way. RE: My UMS v2 (5.75.7G) Journal - Power & freedom - GreekGod22 - 12-26-2021 Stage 1 | Cycle 6 | Day 2 ON 3 loops Masked at 11-13/15 volume Listened overnight this time. Started with 13/15 volume, but couldn't fall asleep, so I lowered it to 12/15. Still awake, I remember lowering it a notch further to 11. Subconscious sabotage perhaps? Last night I had a dream. I was attacked by someone and had to seek medical care. Apparently not UMS / money related, but OF. It's my second fear-related dream I have on UMS. RE: My UMS v2 (5.75.7G) Journal - Power & freedom - GreekGod22 - 12-28-2021 Stage 1 | Cycle 6 | Day 3 ON 3 loops Masked at 12-13/15 volume 3 loops are quite challenging and energy demanding. Sleeping more than usual. I dreamed a lot last night. |