(12-17-2020, 03:24 PM)Chirs Wrote: stage 2 day 24, no fap day 29

I think I will read a book that is useful to me in my time.
I look forward to active dating with women in stage 3 and 4.
Recently, my goal is to create productive things that I can't sleep at all.

I've been dreaming a lot. There are a few fights, touching a woman's chest, and various dreams.
Some dreams include playing games or trying to masturbate.

When I read an alpha male book, I used to masturbate because I thought I could have sex with a woman soon, but I just quit. Thanks to no fap, my mind and body are getting clear.

Sometimes I think of a woman who tried to do well but failed when she and i were 20. I feel really bad. She's the reason I haven't been on a date since. I really want to erase it from my memory.

She scored only 6,7/10  and was really bad at the moment. At that time, my appearance was 10/10  but there was no extroverted personality of Alpha.

(12-17-2020, 05:59 PM)Chirs Wrote: I should introduce myself in more detail. I am 24 years old now. When I was 20 years old, I happened to look for a brain product and suddenly got 10 points from three to four. And life has changed completely since then. The problem was that i became obsessed with the woman she liked at the time (because she liked me too). Since then, I've never been on a date with a woman." (I haven't been able to date a woman since then It was a little abnormal.)After several years of preparation for the test, I postponed dating a woman a little bit (it's an excuse), and now I'm a little bit more delayed because of Corona.
I'm a little sad that I'm trying to do well with a 10-point woman who I rejected a few years ago (I like her too), but for some reason it doesn't seem right, and
I'm thinking of doing well because a decent woman in college expresses her favor.
Usually, I spend almost all my time on self-development and reading. I've been doing it little by little for several years, and Shannon's Am6 product showed the biggest performance. My goal is to become an entrepreneur who does business related to my major and to succeed in romance with women.And I want to be self-realized.
Before I was 20, I was obsessed with games, and I think I've done everything I could. At that time, I was not interested in women because it was an environment where there were few women.

(12-17-2020, 06:06 PM)Z-Man Wrote:

(12-17-2020, 05:59 PM)Chirs Wrote: I should introduce myself in more detail. I am 24 years old now. When I was 20 years old, I happened to look for a brain product and suddenly got 10 points from three to four. And life has changed completely since then. The problem was that i became obsessed with the woman she liked at the time (because she liked me too). Since then, I've never been on a date with a woman." (I haven't been able to date a woman since then It was a little abnormal.)After several years of preparation for the test, I postponed dating a woman a little bit (it's an excuse), and now I'm a little bit more delayed because of Corona.
I'm a little sad that I'm trying to do well with a 10-point woman who I rejected a few years ago (I like her too), but for some reason it doesn't seem right, and
I'm thinking of doing well because a decent woman in college expresses her favor.
Usually, I spend almost all my time on self-development and reading. I've been doing it little by little for several years, and Shannon's Am6 product showed the biggest performance. My goal is to become an entrepreneur who does business related to my major and to succeed in romance with women.And I want to be self-realized.
Before I was 20, I was obsessed with games, and I think I've done everything I could. At that time, I was not interested in women because it was an environment where there were few women.

Hello Chirs, It is important for self improvement. You are so young, I know you are doing the best you can. The right women will be guided toward you. There are no mistakes that happen in life. I wish you great success.