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RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Shannon - 07-20-2018 (07-19-2018, 10:13 PM)Kol Wrote:(07-19-2018, 02:19 PM)Shannon Wrote:(07-19-2018, 11:38 AM)Kol Wrote: Shannon, If this is a result of the H&C then the H&C is doing something that is bringing this to the surface. My advice is that you do one of the following two things. 1. Stop using DMSI or any other sub that triggers you in this way. 2. Only use that sub with the careful supervision of a psychological professional who is aware that you are using the sub and what it is designed to do. RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Shannon - 07-20-2018 (07-19-2018, 10:26 PM)apollolux Wrote: Hey Shannon, I was wondering how goes your fragrance work? Are you currently enjoying it? Fragrance work has been on pause for some time now, as I have not had time and I am apparently quite allergic to most of the aroma chemistry at this point. However, recently, given how well the MHS program has helped my cough, I started working again on a fragrance I had been working on in the past. It's intended to be primarily sweet, and utilize various masculine components to give it extreme sex appeal to women of all ages, but especially 18 to 24. Basically an ultra-sexy fragrance that is almost irresistibly sexy to women of that age group, but will also positively interest women who are older as well. I also want it to be a genuine aphrodisiac. I figure if I can pull that off, you guys will be happy to buy it. ![]() There is currently a fragrance that exists that is what I am basing this one on, and it is good enough that I might never have started building this one if not for the fact that it was discontinued. Why did they discontinue their best fragrance and keep making the relatively mediocre stuff they had otherwise? I guess they overhyped it and sales were abysmal. What I do know is, it's a gorgeous fragrance, and it won't be made anymore, and so I am creating my own version of it. And I am going to aim for making my version last longer, be a much better aphrodisiac and be classier. The most beautiful women have the highest value guys approaching, so they equate class with sexiness. I have managed to achieve an accord of the first two ingredients that works, but the third ingredient, we are still trying to choose between two different options for how much to add. There are a lot of ingredients, so this will take a while. But when I get done, if it becomes what I want it to be it will be extremely sexy. Here's the intended notes pyramid (subject to change): Top: Pink Grapefruit, Lemon, Bergamot, Champagne Middle: Caramel, Cinnamon, Suede, Lavender, Herbal Notes Base: Campfire, Tobacco Notes, Wood Notes, Vanilla, Black Musk, Sweet Musk, Animal Notes, Natural Aphrodisiacs The goal is to blend these together to make a fragrance that is youthful, classy, naughty, fun, aphrodisiac and basically irresistibly sexy. I don't know how long it will take to make this. I had to start again from scratch on the formulation because the key note was wrong in the last effort. But it seems likely that this will be done, and end up being a pretty good fragrance. If it's at least as good as the one I am using as a guide, it will be something I wear all the time. RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Shannon - 07-20-2018 (07-19-2018, 10:51 PM)JackOfHearts Wrote:(07-18-2018, 01:35 PM)Shannon Wrote:(07-18-2018, 01:21 PM)JackOfHearts Wrote:(07-18-2018, 08:20 AM)Shannon Wrote:(07-17-2018, 11:23 PM)JackOfHearts Wrote: I wasn't in either of this cases and I still got tinnitus from subliminals, so I doubt that it's the only possible way to get tinnitus. The only explanation I can come up with is that you have some sort of psychological response that triggers you to either magnify or notice an existing tinnitus. The thing is, there is NO way that those sounds, either one of them, can physically trigger tinnitus as you describe them. So I don't know what to tell you as to why one triggers it and one doesn't, because I am just as baffled as you are as to exactly what it is and what is causing it. Quote:I don't know for you but when I record something from the physical world and play it on my computer the sound is different, it's not the same. Exactly like if I would take a landscape picture with my phone, it wouldn't be the same as looking at the landscape itself. Even if someone had the best tool to record and listen to an audio file it wouldn't be exactly the same. A recording of a sound, and the original, does differ slightly. But the difference is so slight that it really doesn't matter for triggering tinnitus. And neither one should be triggering tinnitus in the first place. RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - THolt - 07-20-2018 (07-20-2018, 06:19 AM)Shannon Wrote:Oh ok.(07-19-2018, 07:10 PM)THolt Wrote:(07-19-2018, 07:05 PM)Shannon Wrote:(07-19-2018, 05:46 PM)DarthXedonias Wrote:Quote:Since the Sleep Induction Aid 2.0 is taking longer than I thought to finish, I am going to finish it and then start working round robin on DMSI 3.3 and one or more other programs. Will Deep Magic modules be standard in upcoming programs like US/LM and UM/OP (if it ends up not being a focus fire) or is it just for heavy hitting programs like DSMI? RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Shannon - 07-20-2018 (07-20-2018, 06:46 AM)THolt Wrote:(07-20-2018, 06:19 AM)Shannon Wrote:Oh ok.(07-19-2018, 07:10 PM)THolt Wrote:(07-19-2018, 07:05 PM)Shannon Wrote:(07-19-2018, 05:46 PM)DarthXedonias Wrote: Ya know, after I got home and read this it kind of made sense of what was happening to me today. I noticed today that particularly on this one chick I've had my eye on, the Latina with the nice backside, that I didn't have the standard "I don't care" attitude. I literally was checking her out as she walked in and was feeling sexually attracted to her. On top of that I kept on feeling this need to want to start my online program and get through it already. Didn't know where this sudden motivation to move forward in my life came from. I thought at first it might be from US/LM but seeing as you might be putting that on hold for a bit and combined with my sexual interest being restored it might just be TID from 3.3. I guess this might be a good sign that things are moving in the right direction as far as me not resisting with the "I don't care" attitude. Deep Magic will ONLY be used where and when it is necessary to achieve the program goals. DMSI, for sure. It will be available in the skeleton script. But you won't need them for most things; they would be drastic overkill, for example, to use in the Sleep Induction Aid. The reason they are only coming out now is because I wanted to do everything possible before I started using such powerful methods. Great power must be handled with great care. And as one of my instructors once told me, "You don't drive a nail with a nuclear bomb." So for the really challenging stuff where fear prevents it from working otherwise, we will be using the appropriate DM modules, but only where they are genuinely necessary to achieve the goals. RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Kol - 07-20-2018 (07-20-2018, 06:20 AM)Shannon Wrote:(07-19-2018, 10:13 PM)Kol Wrote:(07-19-2018, 02:19 PM)Shannon Wrote:(07-19-2018, 11:38 AM)Kol Wrote: Shannon, Thank you Shannon, much appreciated. In a way it reminds me of AM6. Similar things were brought up back then, almost, as I understand, an "burn all" response. Im also experiencing 3.3 TID. The whole predatory thing also has this alpha energy to it, perhaps the 1.0 version of it. Control gives me thrill. The whole narc thing is fuelling me on an adrenaline level. It was dormant but now surfacing in an more raw uninhibited way. All kind if excuses come up as to why this path is the one to take. It does cause me to re-evaluate my core principals, values, boundaries. Its like a huge intimidation thing aswell, it all ties in with an core fear it seems. Like a warzone. I can see the use of it. By being pushed to be raw and clear in my boundaries. Im seeing a therapist for, initially, cptsd. Im not planning on crossing the line of ending behind bars, it is very raw tho. Im open about it, running DMSI. He is understanding towards me and even called me out on several things. I can decide to accept it, being an unmovable narc with still an sort of awareness, but, its pretty much split in the most 50/50 sense. 1) deciding to go all deep down, unrooting the cause, scaring my inner child shitless through introspection ( my journals show I am introspective ) 2) accepting the shallowness, glib and charm, which I own and no longer healing. Whatever it is, its scaring me shitless. Especially when watching me in an dissociative state. I am appreciating your feedback. Im amidst the wanting to heal and stay where I am. Split. Part is about accepting ( embracing me ) another is letting go ( which also brings me back to my past, selling myself out, giving myself away under the banner of peace ) Hope it does give you some feedback. Thank you for your time. RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - samba99 - 07-20-2018 Have anyone noticed a beep kinda sound that keep going on in the background of DMSI 3.2A masked? Shannon is this normal? RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - THolt - 07-20-2018 @Shannon I was having a discussion with a friend about luck. He posed the question “would you rather have moderately bad luck for a long time or really bad luck for a short period of time of a few years but relatively good luck after that. Of course I thought of LM/US. Could that be TID from US/LM? RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Tigerismyspirit - 07-20-2018 (07-19-2018, 11:06 AM)Shannon Wrote:(07-19-2018, 09:00 AM)Tigerismyspirit Wrote: Shannon posts this and I have the urge to switch onto AM6 I don’t think it’s a fear response. If it was fear I would have thought about running away from DMSI for good. I had a thought that DMSI is still in development so I’ll come back to it after running AM6 once and strip away my childish acts that I still hugely possess. Me noticing a lot of beta behaviors from people around me and myself sometimes and women seeking only alpha men might be the trigger behind this urge. And about TID, I’m not quite sure if I’m feeling it yet. Today is a lot different though. I’ve run B side for 13 days and hit a bump this morning in terms of whole new epiphanies and inner strength. The AM6 urge was very potent yesterday but almost nonexistent today. RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - kornjacinvrac - 07-20-2018 Im not sure if i read it right, DMSI 3.3 version will come out in 1 - 3 weeks? So i better pause 3.2? Right? RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Shannon - 07-20-2018 (07-20-2018, 08:18 AM)samba99 Wrote: Have anyone noticed a beep kinda sound that keep going on in the background of DMSI 3.2A masked? I haven't noted that. It's not supposed to be there. RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Shannon - 07-20-2018 (07-20-2018, 08:23 AM)THolt Wrote: @Shannon I was having a discussion with a friend about luck. He posed the question “would you rather have moderately bad luck for a long time or really bad luck for a short period of time of a few years but relatively good luck after that. I don't see what it would have to do with actually having "luck" as TID. RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Shannon - 07-20-2018 (07-20-2018, 10:50 AM)kornjacinvrac Wrote: Im not sure if i read it right, DMSI 3.3 version will come out in 1 - 3 weeks? So i better pause 3.2? Right? I was saying that I am most likely to let you know in1 to 3 weeks that it is time to stop using subs for the 35 day break before DMSI 3.3 is released. So I am basically estimating it will be 1 to 2 months before 3.3 is released. RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Catman - 07-20-2018 (07-20-2018, 10:55 AM)Shannon Wrote:(07-20-2018, 08:18 AM)samba99 Wrote: Have anyone noticed a beep kinda sound that keep going on in the background of DMSI 3.2A masked? Hi Shannon. He must be talking about Ocean Waves. It does indeed have a beeping sound in the background. I've commented on it long long ago when I used to listen to masked tracks. A couple others confirmed it too. I don't believe Trickling Stream has it, but Ocean Waves does for sure. It seemed to be more noticeable in periods where the waves die down. Fantastic to hear mobilisation on V3.3 is occurring. Is this "deep magic" thing just a new name for the "keys" you spoke of before? 1 and 2? Are those "keys" going to be implemented in V3.3? I believe you said the first one is responsible for 80% of the resistance left and have worked out how to make it function and will implement it for V3.3. But the second you have not tested it but may still include it. Just wanted your thoughts on that, and to make you aware of the beeping sound being something others have noticed over time. All the best! |