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RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 3 - Shannon - 12-12-2020
I am finally making progress on the module in the script that will take us to 5.75.5G. The models have stabilized, and they are *finally* showing that the module has a repeatable, demonstrative positive effect on the skeleton script and the user of the program. Hopefully, it won't take long from here to finish developing and optimizing this piece of script.
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 3 - Shannon - 12-14-2020
I think I have this new module to the point that it is either finished or a step away from finished at this point. I should be able to start working through the other build considerations for OF v2 this afternoon, and probably actually build it tomorrow and the next day. This has me really interested in seeing how well it performs.
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 3 - Shannon - 12-14-2020
So now I'm in process, making the changes to the key and skeleton scripts for OF v2 that need to be made to build it. This is more complicated than I expected, because apparently my methods and techniques have advanced a lot more rapidly than I realized, and I have to "translate" some critical modules from the old script to the new one to make this work. Really eye opening how fast this process of developing the tech is when I look back on it like this.
Anyway, I'm working on this "technical loose ends" thing for the rest of today and hopefully I'll be able to start building it tomorrow.
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 3 - Shannon - 12-15-2020
I believe I am finished making all of the necessary adjustments and taking care of all of the loose ends. Now I can start building OF v2. But, because of the advancements to the skeleton script and Platinum Lake build methods, this version is going to take me significantly more time to build. I may not be able to do it in just 2 days. The good news is, this version's configuration specs that came out of the models tell me it should be a faster acting and more effective version than v1. How much more, I don't know. But it looks like the advancements to the skeleton script and Platinum Lake have enabled a significantly better program.
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 3 - Shannon - 12-15-2020
Just a few days ago, I switched GF and I to Stage 4 of LTU v6. WOW. It was like going from stress to being on vacation!Can't say it would be like that for everyone, but man, this is really nice after everything that's been going wrong lately. It feels like I'm taking a break from all the BS. What a nice surprise.
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 3 - Shannon - 12-16-2020
OF v2 is ready to build. I start working on actually building it now. I was expecting to be 5 hours into the build by this point today, but I ended up having to run errands and then found something I could not resist improving about the Platinum Lake build method settings. So now we are going to get started.
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 3 - Shannon - 12-17-2020
OF v2 is very close to actually being finished being built. Should be published tomorrow.
We had a SNAFU with the forums, which I am happy to say were fixed. Sorry for the inconvenience.
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 3 - Shannon - 12-17-2020
OF v2 uses an ASRB of 5:4. This means that in order to function at peak performance, your brain hears 5 minutes of audio before taking a 4 minute break. That is a hardcore program.
This also means that each loop is 1 hour 48 minutes in length. I don;'t know how many loops will be called for yet, but I hope it's not many, at that point!!
I'm almost finished, but the rest will have to wait until I wake up and have had breakfast. Basically, all that's left is calculating the hash values and uploading. Tomorrow.
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 3 - Shannon - 12-17-2020
Eh, what the hell, might as well finish and upload now.
[shannon@localhost Compressed]$ sha256sum *
199554a0074613193d62fdd6ceb97a940873332dd75fbcfe31560a1f3f9ba6b6 Overcoming_Fear_v2_5755G_Hybrid_Subliminal_(Ocean_Surf_Silent).flac
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1070e9ab777d5ad0c9a0e3534868398316c5fb69a997235c1d6ac856ddade79e Overcoming_Fear_v2_5755G_Hybrid_Subliminal_(Trickling_Stream_Silent).flac
7b9633d1768241e1eeb020484e8efb75730f20129c73f0fb2e1937d094147ffa Overcoming_Fear_v2_5755G_Hybrid_Subliminal_(Trickling_Stream_Silent).mp3
9f7299041706b4596fc01d4a362a273a54bbdace0727cfdc20b4d3617f170cca Overcoming_Fear_v2_5755G_Masked_Subliminal_(Ocean_Surf).flac
91f97ea33b9b1e0872d58b799d4c67a33336ec2df802c48c626ac1b2d6c9f5ea Overcoming_Fear_v2_5755G_Masked_Subliminal_(Ocean_Surf).mp3
6b28a1364b1c48b8edaaa84a3cf9754d4ed7f5e3ced4787f8f2a62d73a07a74e Overcoming_Fear_v2_5755G_Masked_Subliminal_(Trickling_Stream).flac
118ca69964f46d7f5866be5051c0f67635c7991377648e49681fe0768de09212 Overcoming_Fear_v2_5755G_Masked_Subliminal_(Trickling_Stream).mp3
1c701a51021277ff7c5fbbd21eaba409f6dcfd104e6ab70c9e4fc8a14259c56b Overcoming_Fear_v2_5755G_Subliminal_FLAC.zip
e90cbb519daa3a5d1d470410bae1048eed10b18379c3f1fe6b32447b9c24e456 Overcoming_Fear_v2_5755G_Subliminal_MP3.zip
63bd40bb7adde6aeb224f9a7db5a30ab68b2b115f3264134a0688c1c3be73e44 Overcoming_Fear_v2_5755G_Ultrasonic_Subliminal_(Silent).flac
4218e80969e723cb64fc996b7f2741aacc2095a9c6293c1d36710260aba4aaa4 Overcoming_Fear_v2_5755G_Ultrasonic_Subliminal_(Silent).mp3
[shannon@localhost Compressed]$ sha256sum *.txt
cfb1a97462dd3243b9578c8a21868c53c5352e1bb0beab60a27d9da740963f0a Overcoming_Fear_v2_5755G_Subliminal_SHA256Sum_Hashes.txt
[shannon@localhost Compressed]$
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 3 - Shannon - 12-20-2020
Be the first of your block/city/state/province/country to get a copy of Overcoming Fear v2.0 in the new 5.75.5G technology generation! Yes, that's right, it's FINALLY (whew!) available for your purchasing pleasure! Get your copy here, right now!
http://www.subliminal-shop.com/product/overcoming-fear-v2-5755g/
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 3 - Shannon - 12-20-2020
By the way, to answer the question I know you guys are going to ask:
Q: If OF V2 is more powerful and better, then why does it require 8 months of use just like the last version?
A: Because there is a certain limit on how fast one can remove fear without creating issues in other directions. I was expecting it to be less, too, but the models show that 8 months is still the optimal usage time. Since the improvements in this program should mean that it works significantly better and faster, the only reason that is possible is that while it is capable of working faster, it also works at the right speed to do the job successfully. Therefore, 8 months is the optimal speed regardless.
It would be a little like putting a bigger engine in a car, but then driving on a road with a speed limit of 55 units of length per unit of time. The car is capable of doing 213 units of length per unit of time, but the optimal speed is the one that gets you to the destination successfully, safely, and without getting a speeding ticket.
Also note that previously, the usage for v1 called for 6 loops per day. v2 only uses 3 loops per day, but those loops use a 5:4 ASRB, meaning each one is 1 hour 48 minutes long. The compression is in loops per day and time per day, since the time per day is now less than v1 used, since v1 used over 6 hours of loops per day, but v2 uses 5 hours, 24 minutes per day, with only 3 hours of that being audio. The rest is silence that allows your brain and mind to unpack, decode, process, execute and store the subliminal, but most importantly, not overload the subconscious by pushing too hard to deal with the fears - although v2 is significantly more aggressive than v1. Effectively, that means this is even better than it looks, because there is 184% more "Do it!" involved compared to v1.
In the end, the program is better, faster and more effective. The processing time, however, still requires 8 months because your subconscious needs time to execute, process and overcome the fears. Going beyond the best speed for that, you're only going to make things worse, not better.
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 3 - Shannon - 12-20-2020
By the way, for everyone who has a journal for OF v1, please start a new journal if you run v2.
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 3 - Shannon - 12-24-2020
The two days before yesterday, I had great days. Actually had great days ever since the 16th, because in spite of all the challenging cycles going on, we had some really nice positive ones overriding. Unfortunately, they were short lived.
During that time (on the 17th), knowing these positive cycles were overriding, I decided to try to play the lottery. I decided I was going to play $5 worth, and see what happened. The first thing that happened was that my girlfriend insisted on giving me $5 to play, "because she loves me". It would have been no issue to just buy a pack of gum and get cash back. She normally doesn't want to spend money on things like the lottery. Interesting.
Then I got into the store and decided to buy a can of Lindsay Naturals Green Ripe olives. They're buttery smooth and beautiful, the only American olives worth a damn in my opinion. I figured, it's been a long time since I enjoyed some of those, and GF (who doesn't like olives) might enjoy them. So I get that can and $5 cash back, and then I played the numbers I had chosen 2x, because I figured... if I really am lucky, why not win twice?
We won 2 free tickets and $22.
The next day I put $5 on those same numbers, and $5 on quickpicks, using my winnings. Won 2 free tickets and $18.
Kept doing that with steadily lower wins until my winnings petered out a few days later. The last win was 2 free tickets, which didn't win.
I played more than $50 worth of tickets for $5 out of my own pocket, and had fun. The way it played out was almost exactly what I was thinking would be most likely, given the cycles in play. Was hoping to hit the jackpot for Florida's Fantasy 5, but I had fun instead. Definitely not a loss. I wasn't exactly salivating for the jackpot. It was just a lighthearted experiment. I feel like the fun was a great win, and just a note... I have never won so frequently, or so many times.
Yesterday was challenging. We have been using LTUv6 Stage 4, but GF has been building in frustration recently concerning her work, and yesterday it boiled over. I knew it would, so I had about 20 minutes to prepare myself mentally and emotionally before it happened. Normally what happens is, she gets upset and her way of venting upsets and frustrates me, which causes me to start venting, which upsets and frustrates her, which causes us to start spiraling out of control. I've been learning and practicing how to prevent or stop that for a while now.
Yesterday she couldn't find an item one of her customers ordered. She'd been looking for 2 days at that point, had somehow no records of it in inventory, and it was not where it was supposed to be. She started to panic. It took all of my self control to prevent myself from reacting and joining her spiral, but I did it. My advice, given no less than 15 separate times that day, was to apologize to her customer, explain that she could not locate the item, refund them, and stop wasting time on one item when she could be spending her most precious resource - time - making more money. Eventually I got through and she cancelled the order and refunded them.
Within 5 minutes of cancelling the order, she found it. And where she found it only made me laugh, because while she was looking for it in the same place over and over, I kept pointing out to her that it can't be where you have already looked, so look where you haven't looked. She refused to do that because she had decided that "it could not be anywhere else". It was in one of the two places I told her to look, and the one place she made no effort to look whatsoever because "it can't be there".
During all this I realized that she was getting so upset because some part of her was stuck on a fear that she needed help with, so I started playing OF v2, since Stage 4 was not helping. And, like LTU with certain things, it took about 20 minutes to finish hitting her, but when it did, she calmed right down and relaxed. Let go of her anger at having found it and lost the order, and just went back to making money. Aside from the usual idiots we had to deal with while driving during Christmas time (we get them bad here), the rest of the day was fine.
I say all this to say... wow. OF v2 is really surprisingly powerful and smooth. I knew it would be powerful, but I'm amazed at how smooth it is. I love it. We listened again to 3 more loops last night, and today we are back to good again. I'm very happy with how OF v2 works.
Have been having a hard time getting started on LTUv6 Stage 6 because of all the external disruptions. I'm trying to get started today.
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 3 - Shannon - 12-24-2020
There is apparently some part of my subconscious self that is not very happy about my use of OF v2. It isn't serious depression, but I can tell some part of me is unhappy about having to follow these instructions. "Slightly down" is probably the best way to describe it. The way it feels, I can guess that this part of me doesn't want to proceed, but has apparently already given up hope of trying to stop the process. This program is exceptional.