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RE: US/LM run - Paul1131 - 02-12-2019 I had my interview today. I feel pretty neutral about it. I didn’t have any anxiety though, so that’s good. It was a pretty low energy affair to begin with, so I really don’t know. I should know something in two weeks or a little more. I have been thinking about the way the three versions of USLM have had such different effects on me. I started using this for the external effects. I needed some stuff I was trying to make work to work immediately and without a hitch. Version one delivered the second I hit the play button, and it delivered big time. Version two gave me some real drive to get things done, but the luck manifestations and the sense that the universe was helping me along lessened. There were some great internal changes that helped me deal with things, but they didn’t work out any better than they did before I started using USLM. In fact, either right before or right after I switched to version three, I had a massive stroke of bad luck where with a job interview. I am quite convinced that USLM helped me to ace the interview, but something went wrong anyway. Now, on version three, while my attitude is better but after three months of using it exactly as directed , I can barely tell that it’s doing anything, and I seem to be back to spinning my wheels on getting anything to that I’m trying to make happen to happen. I have a theory. I think that the FRM may actually be getting in the way of my executing the functional parts of the program. I have no idea why that would be, but it seems to me that the stronger the FRM has gotten, the less I have seen in external results. It may be due to my personality type, or might be because I am used to pushing through fear and doing things I am afraid of. I have a feeling that this will be significantly better on version four (and have been experiencing what might be TID) but I would find it very interesting to see what a version with all of the improvements but no FRM would do for me. RE: US/LM run - terry44 - 02-13-2019 It's tempting to try version 1 again after USLM3 has gotten rid of some fear isn't it? RE: US/LM run - Paul1131 - 02-13-2019 (02-13-2019, 07:11 AM)terry44 Wrote: It's tempting to try version 1 again after USLM3 has gotten rid of some fear isn't it? I’m going to see what four has before I think about that. RE: US/LM run - terry44 - 02-13-2019 (02-13-2019, 12:25 PM)Paul1131 Wrote:(02-13-2019, 07:11 AM)terry44 Wrote: It's tempting to try version 1 again after USLM3 has gotten rid of some fear isn't it? My next cycle starts tonight and I might give it a go until USLM4 comes out. RE: US/LM run - Paul1131 - 02-14-2019 (02-13-2019, 11:48 PM)terry44 Wrote:(02-13-2019, 12:25 PM)Paul1131 Wrote:(02-13-2019, 07:11 AM)terry44 Wrote: It's tempting to try version 1 again after USLM3 has gotten rid of some fear isn't it? That might not be a bad idea, but I think I remember hearing that it’s a good idea to take a week break after you complete a three month block. I just crossed that line with three, and hopefully it works out just right so I can start version four on the other side of it. I will of course start as soon as it comes out because I’m not the most patient person in the known universe. RE: US/LM run - Paul1131 - 02-18-2019 I am just finishing up with my ASRB break. This one puts me over a three month block using version three. I am taking a week off as has been recommended. That or I will start version four as soon as I can lay my digital hands on it. I really need to regroup on the routine tasks that I had started doing on version two, the drive I felt to get stuff done on two just isn’t there on three, but I’m going to start again subs or no subs. I’ve been feeling very low energy the last month or so. I don’t know if that’s my work shift, the sub, or the weather. RE: US/LM run - blth - 02-19-2019 How would you rate version 3 since you completed all three months? RE: US/LM run - Paul1131 - 02-19-2019 (02-19-2019, 01:41 AM)blth Wrote: How would you rate version 3 since you completed all three months? As far as practical results go, it hasn’t been nearly as good for me as one or two. I bought the program to get some stuff to happen when i was in a bad spot. One did that, very impressively. Two gave me drive to succeed by the dump truck load. I occasionally get hints that three is acting on a deeper level, but the external results are underwhelming so far. I have a good feeling that everything will come together in four though. RE: US/LM run - THolt - 02-19-2019 (02-19-2019, 06:37 AM)Paul1131 Wrote:(02-19-2019, 01:41 AM)blth Wrote: How would you rate version 3 since you completed all three months? I have the same feeling too. I plan on using USLM4 and then maybe buying UMS and running it. Considering USLM3 runs on FRM 3.1, USLM4 will be a massive jump with FRM 4.5. RE: US/LM run - RTBoss - 02-19-2019 (02-19-2019, 11:11 AM)THolt Wrote:(02-19-2019, 06:37 AM)Paul1131 Wrote:(02-19-2019, 01:41 AM)blth Wrote: How would you rate version 3 since you completed all three months? Considering USLM3 doesn't even have Magnus Engine Part 2, either. To have ME complete, and the latest FRM is extremely enticing. RE: US/LM run - Paul1131 - 02-19-2019 (02-19-2019, 03:28 PM)RTBoss Wrote:(02-19-2019, 11:11 AM)THolt Wrote:(02-19-2019, 06:37 AM)Paul1131 Wrote:(02-19-2019, 01:41 AM)blth Wrote: How would you rate version 3 since you completed all three months? I’m planning on running it the second I can get my hands on it. It’s kind of like waiting for Christmas when I was a kid. RE: US/LM run - Paul1131 - 02-20-2019 Taking a week off was a very bad idea. I had been four days without running USLM3 and I looked at the bank balance, and had a financial discussion with the wife. Things aren’t looking so great right now. It may not be that bad really, but the stress hit. I have been a ball of tension since this afternoon. It’s worse than it’s been in a really long time. I’ve been extremely irritable about every little thing, and feel sick to my stomach. Not a good day. I started running my loops on the way to work and it seemed to calm me down a little bit. I still feel like hell though. Since USLM4 is going to be at least another week or two in coming out, I am going to be resuming use of three. While I really don’t seem to be making any forward progress on it, it does seem to be having a stabilizing effect on me and if nothing else allowing me to handle the stress much better than I otherwise would. I’m at a pretty crucial point in working toward both of my current major goals right now. I am really hoping that USLM4 comes out before a couple of things happen where I either need some luck or to be calm and collected. That or that three is working a lot better than I think it is. My guess here is that where I thought the FRM was doing nothing, it was holding a lot at bay, and allowing me to tread water. I hope that the next version helps me to start moving forward. RE: US/LM run - THolt - 02-21-2019 (02-20-2019, 10:59 PM)Paul1131 Wrote: Taking a week off was a very bad idea. I had been four days without running USLM3 and I looked at the bank balance, and had a financial discussion with the wife. Things aren’t looking so great right now. It may not be that bad really, but the stress hit. I have been a ball of tension since this afternoon. It’s worse than it’s been in a really long time. I’ve been extremely irritable about every little thing, and feel sick to my stomach. Not a good day. I'm in a similar boat right now. I was looking at LTU 5 but I really don't want to spend that much money on a program right now. Shannon's news that USLM4 and the other programs will be delayed disappointed a little bit. It is what it is. I will likely run USLM4 and then run UMS whenver it comes out. RE: US/LM run - Paul1131 - 02-21-2019 (02-21-2019, 11:53 AM)THolt Wrote:(02-20-2019, 10:59 PM)Paul1131 Wrote: Taking a week off was a very bad idea. I had been four days without running USLM3 and I looked at the bank balance, and had a financial discussion with the wife. Things aren’t looking so great right now. It may not be that bad really, but the stress hit. I have been a ball of tension since this afternoon. It’s worse than it’s been in a really long time. I’ve been extremely irritable about every little thing, and feel sick to my stomach. Not a good day. I will definitely be running LTU5 in the future because there are a lot of internal things that I need to work on to be the person I want to be, but I need to improve our external circumstances before I can even worry about it. It seems like I’ve been doing nothing but averting disaster for the last few years. I know Shannon and many others recommend working from the inside out, and ideally I’d agree, but I’ve got to get to where the immediate problems are solved. USLM on its own seems like it’s the fastest way to get to a stable enough position that I can bring that person out. |