(05-22-2017, 02:58 PM)Nox Wrote: Girl at work who was chasing me just decided that she's bitchy to me now. She told a group of people with me there also "I don't think nox hates people, I just think he doesn't care about them at all."

I just replied "that's pretty accurate," and laughed. Everyone got a kick out of it and she got nicer after, but yeah I'm noticing people are starting to avoid, be mean and ignore me more if they were affected by the aura previous.

(05-22-2017, 01:02 PM)Travis Wrote: Anyone else getting ghosted/avoided by people that annoy you?

Two women that live in my complex, and annoy me, have started treating me differently. They used to say "Hi Travis" using my name and such and speaking to me very directly w/eye contact and enthusiasm. Now, they won't look me in the eye and have avoided me a couple times. Complete change in their behavior towards me.

It's a good kind of ghosting I guess, because as I said, these women aren't attractive and they annoy me. It's a labour to exchange words with them.

Still, it caught be off guard. I've known both for years, and their attitude to me changed practically overnight. This new behavior has been consistent for about two weeks now.

(06-01-2017, 05:55 PM)Travis Wrote: I've settled on 3 loops a day. Over listening/Over exposure is REAL. It just makes things worse.

I haven't been around many girls (studying), but my body language and walk continue to get better. Another interesting and really cool effect is that I no longer get bored in school. I've always been antsy and figety in the classroom, for close to 20 years as a student, but a weird thing has happened.

I just sit there, with no tension or anxiety or anything, until its time to go. I don't even think about how much time I have left in class. At the end, I'm just like, "Ok, it's time to go I guess" this has been consistent now for a few weeks. I have also really begun to enjoy my school work.

You might consider that lame but its a very useful and unexpected benefit from the program. Both are he result of the healing I think.

There were a couple things with girla but I'll save that for another update

(06-03-2017, 11:32 PM)Travis Wrote: My results have completely fallen off.. I'm getting ghosted like crazy even my family is ignoring/ not respecting me. Girls won't even look at me and if they do look they look away immediately. Even my confidence around women is bad.

(06-03-2017, 11:32 PM)Travis Wrote: My results have completely fallen off.. I'm getting ghosted like crazy even my family is ignoring/ not respecting me. Girls won't even look at me and if they do look they look away immediately. Even my confidence around women is bad.

WTF IS GOING ON!?!

Maybe I've been running too many loops, I'm gonna bring it back to two loops.

Internally I feel pretty good, I feel the healing for sure.. Just disapointed like I've been running DMSI for 11 months now >_<