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RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - brightike - 06-07-2018
@Shannon I'm curious, in you V2.2 Updates/Upgrades/Adjustments you stated that you "adjusted the goal phrasing. (Currently, I am keeping this secret to prevent placebo effect and see what it REALLY does)." Did you discover what the result REALLY was and are you at the sharing phase yet?
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Tigerismyspirit - 06-07-2018
Shannon, I'm doing 3 loops of B right now and my plan was to increase the number by 1 loop every two weeks by exposing A and B for a week each until I hit 7. Would you suggest that I do 7 right now like Thor? Also, the fear of speaking or opening my mouth is still huge since English is my second language. I constantly think what I should say and that fucks up my speech. Will DMSI help with that or should I go on MLS to learn to speak better? Or is that a try-hard-pursuasion from my subconscious to go through an escape route?
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Shannon - 06-07-2018
(06-07-2018, 07:00 AM)Greenduck Wrote: Will AM7 be scripted in the "at your own pace"-way that E2 is?
No. It is most likely to be scripted as a balance between "go at your own pace" and "forced march".
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Shannon - 06-07-2018
(06-07-2018, 07:41 AM)brightike Wrote: @Shannon I'm curious, in you V2.2 Updates/Upgrades/Adjustments you stated that you "adjusted the goal phrasing. (Currently, I am keeping this secret to prevent placebo effect and see what it REALLY does)." Did you discover what the result REALLY was and are you at the sharing phase yet?
I don't remember a whole lot about V2.2. That was a long time ago. Couldn't tell you at this point, sorry.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Shannon - 06-07-2018
(06-07-2018, 07:46 AM)Razib1988 Wrote: Shannon, I'm doing 3 loops of B right now and my plan was to increase the number by 1 loop every two weeks by exposing A and B for a week each until I hit 7. Would you suggest that I do 7 right now like Thor? Also, the fear of speaking or opening my mouth is still huge since English is my second language. I constantly think what I should say and that fucks up my speech. Will DMSI help with that or should I go on MLS to learn to speak better? Or is that a try-hard-pursuasion from my subconscious to go through an escape route?
I would suggest that you should choose between either jumping in at 7 loops and staying with that for a while, or working up 1 loop per day at a rate of 1 per week until you hit whatever number you want to do or end up at.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - brightike - 06-07-2018
(06-07-2018, 08:33 AM)Shannon Wrote:(06-07-2018, 07:41 AM)brightike Wrote: @Shannon I'm curious, in you V2.2 Updates/Upgrades/Adjustments you stated that you "adjusted the goal phrasing. (Currently, I am keeping this secret to prevent placebo effect and see what it REALLY does)." Did you discover what the result REALLY was and are you at the sharing phase yet?
I don't remember a whole lot about V2.2. That was a long time ago. Couldn't tell you at this point, sorry.
No worries I thought it would be like the wonderful Lead-In secret from AM to WM/SM lol
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - brightike - 06-07-2018
I don't normally share my messed up dreams on subs, but this DMSI 3.2 A - 3 Days in needs an interpretation.
Dreamed I was standing in front of a porch with a girl who felt like a lover and all of a sudden an obese redneck dad rips his kid’s pants down and starts paddling him with some kind of paddle while the rest of the family watched on and counted the whacks. I intervened and yelled at him to stop and he did then responded with “tough guy want to tell me how to run my family” Then proceeded to throw a pitchfork, shovel, butcher knife, and finally a machete at me. I caught that in midair and then went to talk to him.
Him and his wife went into the house by this point in time and followed them into the kitchen, still carrying the machete. I had no intention of killing them, just as a deterrent. I got inside and they were hitting another kid and somehow I elevated them with my mind and poof a la X men, exploded them as well.
I don't know wtf, but sure reminds me of the zombie dreams from AM5.0
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Dmitry - 06-07-2018
(06-07-2018, 08:57 AM)brightike Wrote: I don't normally share my messed up dreams on subs, but this DMSI 3.2 A - 3 Days in needs an interpretation.
Dreamed I was standing in front of a porch with a girl who felt like a lover and all of a sudden an obese redneck dad rips his kid’s pants down and starts paddling him with some kind of paddle while the rest of the family watched on and counted the whacks. I intervened and yelled at him to stop and he did then responded with “tough guy want to tell me how to run my family” Then proceeded to throw a pitchfork, shovel, butcher knife, and finally a machete at me. I caught that in midair and then went to talk to him.
Him and his wife went into the house by this point in time and followed them into the kitchen, still carrying the machete. I had no intention of killing them, just as a deterrent. I got inside and they were hitting another kid and somehow I elevated them with my mind and poof a la X men, exploded them as well.
I don't know wtf, but sure reminds me of the zombie dreams from AM5.0
Wow, bizzare dream. But thats the subC is about, right?
i read and done some dream interpretations. First, whats the mood you woke up: is it good - pleasant or unpleasant. Sometimes, I can have an some gruesome nightmare about killing the people but wake up tranquil, with pleasant smile on my face Second, you can role-play with each persona in the dream, its gestalt approach: for example, pretend that you are that redneck, "become" him and feel whats comes out. As most dream interpretations are saying is that each object/subject in your dream is your parts.Hope this helps.
P.S. I don't know what is happening to me right now, I'm runnin SM3, f*cking, well 3 girls regulary and have that strange urge to help you guys. Like Jack Shepard with his unhealthy tendency to save everyone. Begging your excuses
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - racktree - 06-07-2018
@Shannon I started DMSI A two weeks ago. My intention is to use it for emotional healing. The last few days I had second thoughts of continuing with it or switching to E2 5.5G. The reason is that DMSI focuses on emotional healing that relates to its goal.
Yesterday (still on DMSI A) I saw a dream in which an earthquake was taking place but I was not afraid at all. I was traumatized by an earthquake experience in the past. In my dream I was confused why I was not afraid or feeling any fear at all. I was talking to myself about that asking him why aren't you afraid right now?, and I replied to myself: well, I am not afraid of earthquakes anymore.
In the morning when I recalled the dream I did indeed felt like I don't have fear about earthquakes anymore in the way I did in the past. Just the logical fear that anyone would have to protect himself from collapsing buildings, etc. Then I thought about what happened and I was confused on how is it possible this healing experience can relate to DMSI's goal.
One of the things that I have trouble with right now is fear of being in an airplane flight. Again something happened in the past, I worked it with several coaches without any success. It just gets worse every time.
Now my question doesn't make a lot of sense as you (probably) cannot predict future. However, I thought of asking. What is the chance of continuing with DMSI A and for it to heal this phobia? My thinking says 0% as it has nothing to do with the DMSI's goal but yet again neither the earthquake trauma...
And then going further, is it a better decision to just change to E2 5.5G and patiently wait for the healing as E2 covers 100% of emotional healing?
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Shawn - 06-07-2018
(06-07-2018, 10:26 AM)stefioan Wrote: Now my question doesn't make a lot of sense as you (probably) cannot predict future. However, I thought of asking. What is the chance of continuing with DMSI A and for it to heal this phobia? My thinking says 0% as it has nothing to do with the DMSI's goal but yet again neither the earthquake trauma...
Regarding this one I can only tell that on DMSI 3.2 my fear of spiders has become significantly less even if spiders have nothing to do with women at all.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - samba99 - 06-07-2018
Shannon,
What aura color should DMSI make the user generate?
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Jaeger - 06-07-2018
(06-07-2018, 03:08 PM)samba99 Wrote: Shannon,
What aura color should DMSI make the user generate?
What's interesting is my aura has gained a lot of yellow/gold in it lately, definitely because of the inclusion of solar energy. Other than that I've gotten just a lot of violet and blue.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - samba99 - 06-07-2018
(06-07-2018, 03:39 PM)Jaeger Wrote:(06-07-2018, 03:08 PM)samba99 Wrote: Shannon,
What aura color should DMSI make the user generate?
What's interesting is my aura has gained a lot of yellow/gold in it lately, definitely because of the inclusion of solar energy. Other than that I've gotten just a lot of violet and blue.
How did you get that info?
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - thor2014 - 06-07-2018
Day 12 - DMSI A 7 loops
Another bizzare dream which mimics the dreams I have had previously. I am standing in the dark and I see an evil looking man staring at me at a distance. He cackles I get scared. I raise my hand and summon my sword. My sword does not appear. My father appears I ask him where did you put my samurai sword he laughs at me and ignores me.
I scramble for it in the dark and finally find it. I raise it above my head and run into the darkness to find the evil looking man.
No external results yet,