11-19-2018, 07:07 AM
Day 4
Started last Friday. After I woke up I was very productive the next day which I'm usually not on Saturdays. It felt different,very clear and focused feeling,sort of like being on modafinil. I also had feelings of fear coming up today after I woke up.
I had a dream where my aunt dug a tunnel under my house and I saw lots of two dimensional scary vampire cardboards, I began burning them with a flamethrower. I got awake after and had lingering fear sensation and was tired for a while after that.
I got free pizza today.
I was on MLS for 90 days prior to that, took about 5 days break as I really wanted to start with the new FRM. It helped a lot with clearing my mind,learning and getting better at my job. I had massive bursts of clearing my house and getting rid of lots of old and unnecessary items towards the end.It has a DMSI like effect on me when I run it.
I somehow meet women I really want and I escalate,it's very physical and doing based on feeling where she is and her responses.I also seem to get more money when I'm on MLS.
Started last Friday. After I woke up I was very productive the next day which I'm usually not on Saturdays. It felt different,very clear and focused feeling,sort of like being on modafinil. I also had feelings of fear coming up today after I woke up.
I had a dream where my aunt dug a tunnel under my house and I saw lots of two dimensional scary vampire cardboards, I began burning them with a flamethrower. I got awake after and had lingering fear sensation and was tired for a while after that.
I got free pizza today.
I was on MLS for 90 days prior to that, took about 5 days break as I really wanted to start with the new FRM. It helped a lot with clearing my mind,learning and getting better at my job. I had massive bursts of clearing my house and getting rid of lots of old and unnecessary items towards the end.It has a DMSI like effect on me when I run it.
I somehow meet women I really want and I escalate,it's very physical and doing based on feeling where she is and her responses.I also seem to get more money when I'm on MLS.