Starting my 3.3 journal early.
I'm still using 3.2 and I also am probably experience TID.
I'm going out with my ex gf (we broke up for 4 or 5 days) tomorrow for dinner drinks and clubbing.
We are getting back together.
we have had a rocky and rough last month with only few really good moments.
But I love her and truly believe were soulmates, were exactly alike.
She mentioned it herself that i'm the male version of her, (in terms of how our minds work and things we like)
we think and feel the same way, so the type of person i am in relationships, is what she wants from a guy. I can be 100 percent myself and she isn't turned off like allot of women are become i'm obsessive, needy and possessive natural and extremely affectionate and loving.
In my experience I would turn women off faster.
Haven't watched porn in about 2 1/2 - 3 months.
My girlfriend and I have been on and off lately, i got upset with her and i haven't heard from her in a day which is unusual because she always goes on FB, her phone is off too.
I have another girl who is hot and trying to go out with me but I am loyal when in relationships and rather try and fix and continue my relationship with current girlfriend then to make a new relationship.
i'm on DMSI 3.2 atm.
I am looking forward to 3.3.
I miss my GF, not sure where she is or why she's missing. I love her!
I hope that everything goes back to normal, shit hasn't been the best with me and her lately, although she bought me dinner the other night and paid something that I needed 75 bucks. so she still cares about me.
I buy her things too and pay for her dinner 99 percent of the time, fyi.
I have two hot women that want to date me but for some reason I don't care to do anything with them, i'm very loyal and I am in love with my GF still.
DMSI makes me interested in other women but i'm still so loyal that I would never cheat or do anything shady, i only messaged these chicks when I thought me and my GF broke up for good.
They are both 10's.
some 9 or 10 that I added on FB half a year ago who was dating someone I believe at the time, randomly accepted my friend request yesterday. My profile picture is of me and my GF so perhaps that's why, or maybe TID manifestation.
I notice my eye twitches allot randomly throughout the day on DMSI. It happens for like 10 second then doesnt happen again for few hours/randomly.
I am executing for sure, i feel motivated and strong and noticing ioi's without me making an effort or doing anything. The aura is real, being with my girlfriend on DMSI has proved this to me. and I notice it now.
Women are attracted easily when i'm on DMSI, when off it it's allot different.
I'm using 1 loop.
officialy over with gf، we have a peace bond set in place meaning we can’t see each other for a year or I go to jail.
Excited for 3.3 haven’t used subs much only 3.2 last to days. Was still gettting regular sex from gf.
I’m so happy to be single my gf brought me down so much
still in relationship, things have been rocky lately, but i notice TID is working now. I have become more dominant and powerful in the relationship as of late, I had stopped using DMSI for months now and I just started my first loop of 3.3 right now.
I had sex twice today and noticed I execute strongly at times and other times I have some minor anxiety. I've been in a relationship 6 months now living with GF.
Haven't watched porn in 6 months or more and almost never fap. Maybe twice in last 2 -3 months.
It's usually hard for my GF to cum because of this medication shes on she says, but the last few days she came almost instantly and multiple times. I believe thats TID from 3.3.
Wait so you broke up with her in post #4, then got back together?
(12-11-2018, 01:26 PM)dissonance Wrote: [ -> ]Wait so you broke up with her in post #4, then got back together?
Yes thats true, our peace bond got removed.
Ive been feeling allot less anxiety, more confidence and dominance and other positive qualities even though I haven't been usin 5 loops and missed two-3 days of DMSI 3.3
I saw something where my gf had disrespected me two weeks ago via text and lied to make me look bad and i calle her out on it and told were done, she was balling he eyes out begging me to stay and saying sorry and apologising. I don't know what to do anymore. I feel highly disrespected, she said "I'll get that retard to drop me off at your place" and she lied and said I dont let her wear make up and that persian culture is fucked up, (I LOVE MAKE UP and IM NOT EVEN MUSLIM OR STRICT in that sense" she completely lied, i love it when she wears make up and never told her to not wear it.
She started balling immediately when i showed her the text that i caught her talking shit about me.
i dont know if i can stay in a relationship with her, i feel betrayed. she called me after work today i bitche her out and then she called again and said please dont hang up i cant call u again (payphone) and I ended up reaming her out and hanging up.
She was begging me to not break up with her crying profusely, but she FUCKED UP by disrespecting me. I dont know if its worth staying with someone who would talk shit about there own bf who they say they love.
I told her im fed up with her and she has me on the edge of completely dropping her if she ever disrespects me or talks to me in a negative way ever again. I'm tired of her shit, this was before I found out she talked shit about me a week ago.
If it happened to me I'd drop her like a stone, move on and find someone who deserves what I have to offer.
ON 3.3.1D & I can tell my gf is reacting strongly to it were not living together for the first time in 8 months because of some issue but soon we will moving back together in 1-3 weeks. But anyways when I saw her today, she said things that indicated she thought I thought highly of myself, (increased self esteem), she also said i'm meaner then I usually am, but I didn't think I was being mean at all, I wasn't saying anything mean, I also had her react SOOOOOO positively through text after we split up at the end of the night telling me that i'm meant for her and that I complete her and that she doesnt ever want to be with anybody but me, and that something clicked in her mind that were perfect for eachother.
shes super attracted to me right now, emotionally, mentally & physically, even though physicaly im smaller then I have been in the longest time. I lost all my muscle gains, i'm going back to the gym to gain them back!
I can feel how strong DMSI is now. It's so powerful now!
I haven't watched porn in 8 months now
I used to watch it everyday for 10 years
(01-25-2019, 03:01 AM)Raykon Wrote: [ -> ]ON 3.3.1D & I can tell my gf is reacting strongly to it were not living together for the first time in 8 months because of some issue but soon we will moving back together in 1-3 weeks. But anyways when I saw her today, she said things that indicated she thought I thought highly of myself, (increased self esteem), she also said i'm meaner then I usually am, but I didn't think I was being mean at all, I wasn't saying anything mean, I also had her react SOOOOOO positively through text after we split up at the end of the night telling me that i'm meant for her and that I complete her and that she doesnt ever want to be with anybody but me, and that something clicked in her mind that were perfect for eachother.
shes super attracted to me right now, emotionally, mentally & physically, even though physicaly im smaller then I have been in the longest time. I lost all my muscle gains, i'm going back to the gym to gain them back!
I can feel how strong DMSI is now. It's so powerful now!
I haven't watched porn in 8 months now I used to watch it everyday for 10 years
Same with me, all my relationships girl seems to be showing more effort, ingress which is always a great thing.
I estimate that DMSI 3.3 & 3.3.1 will give you an average of +3 on your 1-10 score for attractiveness to a woman, if you execute.
Theoretically that could result in you being a 13/10! Exciting times.
(01-25-2019, 03:01 AM)Raykon Wrote: [ -> ]ON 3.3.1D & I can tell my gf is reacting strongly to it were not living together for the first time in 8 months because of some issue but soon we will moving back together in 1-3 weeks. But anyways when I saw her today, she said things that indicated she thought I thought highly of myself, (increased self esteem), she also said i'm meaner then I usually am, but I didn't think I was being mean at all, I wasn't saying anything mean, I also had her react SOOOOOO positively through text after we split up at the end of the night telling me that i'm meant for her and that I complete her and that she doesnt ever want to be with anybody but me, and that something clicked in her mind that were perfect for eachother.
shes super attracted to me right now, emotionally, mentally & physically, even though physicaly im smaller then I have been in the longest time. I lost all my muscle gains, i'm going back to the gym to gain them back!
I can feel how strong DMSI is now. It's so powerful now!
I haven't watched porn in 8 months now I used to watch it everyday for 10 years
My wife tells me I'm mean, too. Since starting 3.1.1, I get "You're mean," "I don't think you love me," and general insecurity from her. It could also be she's sensitive b/c she's supposed to start her period anytime. Anyway, I'm sure it'll normalize eventually.
(01-25-2019, 06:48 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]I estimate that DMSI 3.3 & 3.3.1 will give you an average of +3 on your 1-10 score for attractiveness to a woman, if you execute.
Theoretically that could result in you being a 13/10! Exciting times.
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Shannon thats amazing what you have done with that. How far do you think it can be pushed, i.e do you think it is possible to increase it by maybe 5 or even more? Either way 3 is still amazing