I have been on a seminar for this week, and I just got back. This was a very strict one with intense and tight schedule, so that I couldn't listen to subs for a week.
Therefore, I decided to switch to version A. I was like, ah WTH, I broke DMSI 3.2 B streak anyway. So why not give A a shot?
Meanwhile, I think I noticed a possible DMSI's work.
In one lesson, a female instructor demanded everybody to have an eye contact with her. (It was a practice of communication. In this country, people tend to not look at others in the eyes when talking. For me, this would be much easier than average guys as I have had that experience in the states and in other western countries for a long time.) One on one, eye contact. When my turn came, I had an eye contact with her for a few seconds. She was the one who broke the eye contact, and she had a very small burst of laughter.
My gut feeling is that she felt some sort of sexual tension (even though I didn't intend that ), so that she had to break away, but the tension made her have a small burst of laugh.
Let's see what A will bring. B showed its potential, but it didn't help me get to the point where I want to be. Will A do that? It's highly questionable, but let's see.
(04-13-2018, 09:32 AM)sw72hw Wrote: [ -> ]I have been on a seminar for this week, and I just got back. This was a very strict one with intense and tight schedule, so that I couldn't listen to subs for a week.
Therefore, I decided to switch to version A. I was like, ah WTH, I broke DMSI 3.2 B streak anyway. So why not give A a shot?
Meanwhile, I think I noticed a possible DMSI's work.
In one lesson, a female instructor demanded everybody to have an eye contact with her. (It was a practice of communication. In this country, people tend to not look at others in the eyes when talking. For me, this would be much easier than average guys as I have had that experience in the states and in other western countries for a long time.) One on one, eye contact. When my turn came, I had an eye contact with her for a few seconds. She was the one who broke the eye contact, and she had a very small burst of laughter.
My gut feeling is that she felt some sort of sexual tension (even though I didn't intend that ), so that she had to break away, but the tension made her have a small burst of laugh.
Let's see what A will bring. B showed its potential, but it didn't help me get to the point where I want to be. Will A do that? It's highly questionable, but let's see.
Believe is the key!
Starting A today.
Note to myself: Listen till Friday April 20th 2018, take Saturday April 21st 2018 off.
Accidentally broke my cycle because of my fatigue. The fatigue is mostly from a new "forced" job (more like forced labor. that I recently started. (Not voluntary at all. I literally mean "forced")
Since I have this "forced" job (5 days a week), I am now even more restricted in finding and going potentially good social venues.
Well, I had a slightest hope that this job may turn out to be a great social venue, but after a week of work, I very soon realized that I better look somewhere. The only thing that may work would be such that some hot and lonely foreign girl walks in for some paperwork related issues. Unfortunately, I heard that no foreigner walks into the office. (That record actually broke last Friday, as a Filipino guy walked in to send a fax, and I happened to be the only one who could speak English. So who knows, maybe a hot and lonely, and perhaps desperate to speaking English girl will show up, and maybe it will become something very interesting.)
Otherwise, I need to work very very hard in finding a good venue for the weekend, but I highly doubt there are good social venues that are accessible at the moment. With my current situation and with my current title, my choice would work extremely highly against me.
The funny feeling is this. Now that I think about it, it feels that situation and environment has almost always been against me in terms of getting a girl. Right now, it isn't changed. (It could still be that I am perceiving this a bit strongly, but I can assure that the situation and environment has not been friendly.)
I am tied to this forced job until April 8th 2020. At least the good news is that, this shackle that has been affecting me for at least 6~7 years will be gone by then.
I feel that I'm still not complete in getting the girls I want. I know that I still have things to improve. Yet, I also have a feeling that no matter what I do, or how much I try. It's not going to work until that cursed job under the title of "obligation" will be gone, no matter what I do. And this is annoying.
Is DMSI really strong enough to overcome these? I believe that this version of DMSI is the most promises and most impacts. Yet, I still don't think it's strong enough to overcome these, as it feels that I also need much of manifestation. Unfortunately, I haven't seen much of manifestation (except that one girl and her friend at a restaurant/bar when I was back in school in the US.).
I really am not enjoying this situation. So much time is going to be lost and wasted, at least in terms of girl issues.
Im in a similar situation, stuck in a job where there is no real socialisation and restrictive. That being said I don't think the answer is to live your life surrounding women, sure you will meet more women that way but it almost a supplicating way to live and feels sort of needy and untrue. What would be ideal is to do what you love and follow your ambitions but at the same time putting yourself into situations where there is an abundance of women.
I don't think DMSI will automatically cause you to take action to change your situation, I think any action comes from a place of willingness and courage. Hopefully DMSI will give us the subconscious framework to see life differently and attract women to us without having to constantly take action.
(04-23-2018, 05:44 AM)Ymiraku Wrote: [ -> ]Im in a similar situation, stuck in a job where there is no real socialisation and restrictive. That being said I don't think the answer is to live your life surrounding women, sure you will meet more women that way but it almost a supplicating way to live and feels sort of needy and untrue. What would be ideal is to do what you love and follow your ambitions but at the same time putting yourself into situations where there is an abundance of women.
I don't think DMSI will automatically cause you to take action to change your situation, I think any action comes from a place of willingness and courage. Hopefully DMSI will give us the subconscious framework to see life differently and attract women to us without having to constantly take action.
Well that's the difficult task. I am in the process of finding what I love. At least, I have some ideas, but unfortunately, am quite lost in taking next steps. Nonetheless, I think I am going to take action soon. Right now, I am adjusting to this compulsory stuff I have to deal with. Until that is done, I really can't change the frame by much. I literally mean compulsory. It's government forced. It has caused a huge havoc with my MA degree, and causing many other issues. At least a good thing, is that I feel it has given me another blank sheet opportunity to truly start something that I will totally enjoy, while making good fortune and contribution to the world. I unfortunately, don't really have a clear idea what that something would be. LOL
There are only limited actions I can do in this situation (thanks to the compulsory thing), but I am going to try my best to change the situation.
For me, I think the biggest challenge at this moment is not knowing how, or where to get the desired situation and surroundings.