Hey guys. The urge will never go away. It'll always be there. My advice is to install an app called stopfap. It'll motivate you to lay off it. There's a community chat on the app too. Since I've been on it, I havent relapsed. I'm on day 116 now and counting. But yeah, just learn the enjoy the sexual energy. Let it empower you cause it makes you feel more masculine. Don't see it as something needing to be rid of.
Yeah, I don't want to get rid of that feeling but want to learn to enjoy it by keeping in my balls as long as possible and enjoy its flow in my body and life.
Well i had not masturbated for about 5 days before last night, but there was so much sexual energy built up i felt i had to release or i would go another night with absolutely no sleep. Thanks for the advice i will check this app out.
I think its is a habit that i need to break; i meet a girl or think about a girl that turns me on and imagine sex with her etc. then feel the need to masturbate, it can be a very strong urge.
One thing i have cut out is all porn. I had an extremely bad porn addiction and it was making me feel deprived and frustrated and i think was contributing to my general anxiety and making me feel needy with women.
14/3/2019
Day 6
Typo in my last journal entry, it was actually day 5 not day 4.
Today was pretty similar to yesterday, had the morning off and worked in the evening. Had to pop a sleeping pill last night to get some sleep. It helped a bit but made me feel very woozy this morning.
Work was boring and dead, I badly need a new job which is more stimulating and where I can meet more people. I used to want a lazy job but now i have one I can't stand it. The only pleasurable moments are when I interact with interesting customers which are few and far between.
Listened to my loop at 6pm and feel a bit hyper. Other people report listening to DMSI making them feel sleepy but it seems to do the opposite to me. Just went to the pharmacy to pick up some meds and one of women was very friendly and comfortable with me, shes a bit older and is married (she told me she has a husband) but was very pleasant and responded well to me. I am definitely noticing women being more pleasant to me and smiling alot more. I haven't had much exposure to civilisation in the last few days so I haven't really been able to see many results at the moment but I feel like DMSI is working on me.
Planning on doing something on the weekend so I can put myself more into alignment with what i want
Day 7
Don't feel so great today, I feel insecure and needy for women in general. Doesn't help that I have had minimal to no contact with attractive females in the last 4+ days.
Set up a tinder account yesterday and so far only had 1 like and she didn't reply.
Rage in a cage.
I went into department store in my lunch break to buy a second pair of jeans and i ran into the same girl that i vibed with last week. Feel like i blew it i was not relaxed and felt nervous and insecure. Not very happy.
Am i resisting the program?
Went to the mall a while ago after work to get some stuff for dinner and some other stuff. Didn't feel very self confident or masculine but I noticed that my walk seems very relaxed and 'light'. I didn't get many looks at all but I did notice a couple of women I looked at looked away the moment I made eye contact with them, like they were already looking at me and when I noticed it they looked away.
It's funny because this is something I have done alot in the past, I will look at an attractive woman's face and the moment she makes eye contact with me i look down or look away.
When i was walking down one the main aisles I looked up at a girl walking past me with a couple of friends/family and she made eye contact with me and held it until she looked away, then I noticed she looked back up but I looked away. It's like she wanted to express via eye contact with me that she was attracted to me. I need to train myself to hold eye contact if I get it and hold it even after they look away in case they look back again, but then again I wasn't feeling particularly confident.
On the way home i went to get fuel and there was another car with this guy filling the tank and his girlfriend in the car. When i glanced into the car I noticed she was looking at me
I looked again after I finished filling my car and glanced again inside the car and she was looking at me again, her boyfriend didn't look very spectacular. Unsatisfied girlfriend maybe?
Anyway im not yet feeling this aura that others here are feeling, no electricity or horniness. But then again I might have sabotaged my energy by masturbating the other day
Changing to the hybrid trickling stream and lowering the volume to 50% in VLC media player.
(03-14-2018, 10:04 PM)Ymiraku Wrote: [ -> ]Day 7
Don't feel so great today, I feel insecure and needy for women in general. Doesn't help that I have had minimal to no contact with attractive females in the last 4+ days.
Set up a tinder account yesterday and so far only had 1 like and she didn't reply.
Rage in a cage.
I went into department store in my lunch break to buy a second pair of jeans and i ran into the same girl that i vibed with last week. Feel like i blew it i was not relaxed and felt nervous and insecure. Not very happy.
Am i resisting the program?
does dmsi have online dating scripting?
I honestly doubt that it does but I stand to be surprised.
I also think some things just take practice haha. I'm completely unversed when it comes to online dating and I live in a relatively small town where the pickings are slim which doesn't help. Maybe if Jake2015 sees this he could give me some pointers
17/3/2018
Day 9
Not much to report at the moment in terms of noticeable changes and results.
Went to the shops today, got 0 looks from any of the women around the mall. Not feeling particularly masculine and sexy, not like I did when I did affirmations. I hope things pick up soon, i will keep doing the sub daily but if i don't start seeing any improvements in ~4 weeks i am going to stop doing it.
If you're gonna stop, what is next?
Not sure but I think I am experience what others here are referring to as 'reversal resistance'. I feel like I am regressing. My confidence has gone down, I feel anxious now when I see attractive women, i'm getting virtually no attention or looks from attractive women. I don't feel masculine or sexy when I go out into public.
Not happy.
Should I persist with the subliminal? will it eventually get through to me and start working?
(03-17-2018, 04:13 AM)Ymiraku Wrote: [ -> ]Not sure but I think I am experience what others here are referring to as 'reversal resistance'. I feel like I am regressing. My confidence has gone down, I feel anxious now when I see attractive women, i'm getting virtually no attention or looks from attractive women. I don't feel masculine or sexy when I go out into public.
Not happy.
Should I persist with the subliminal? will it eventually get through to me and start working?
Why do you say you are regressing? Before using 3.2, were you getting attention or looks from women in public? I noticed in your journals from a few days ago that you were getting looks though.
Also if you want to reach a particular level with women, what other alternative is there? To stop using DMSI and quit? This is why I'm asking, cause I'm trying to understand your thought process as to why you're thinking of stopping.
The other thing is that are you working on yourself in the mean time other than using DMSI? Are you working out in the gym, dressing better, focusing on career, eating better, have passions and hobbies, etc? Do you go out to socialise with women? I'm just trying to get an idea of where you're at, so hopefully we can figure out the problem. I mean, you're expecting something to happen for you very soon, and maybe you need to be more patient. The other guys who are getting a lotta success already, a lot of them were already getting a lotta sex pre-DMSI, so that's why they are responding to DMSI a lot faster. Since I know you're reading my journals too, you know it's half working for me, lol. I get massive IOIs all the time, but that's because I've been on a lotta dates, since I've been actively approaching girls for the past two years or so. If I were using 3.2 before I got into pick up, back when I was still a shy nervous wreck, I would be getting way less attention from females right now, without a doubt. Bottom line is don't compare yourself with other guys. Shannon did say somewhere that 3.2 will still take longer for the majority of users. Just be patient, man. I'd say keep running it and keep working on yourself.
And please cut out masturbating too, cause it makes a world of difference. Another reason why I'm getting so many looks in public is because of semen retention. I'm on day 119 now. All that accumulation of sexual energy, my aura is hitting women everywhere I go. No wonder I keep getting looks. Perhaps you might wanna take no masturbation more seriously for the long term, and see how you progress.
(03-17-2018, 04:33 AM)wolverine_i_am Wrote: [ -> ] (03-17-2018, 04:13 AM)Ymiraku Wrote: [ -> ]Not sure but I think I am experience what others here are referring to as 'reversal resistance'. I feel like I am regressing. My confidence has gone down, I feel anxious now when I see attractive women, i'm getting virtually no attention or looks from attractive women. I don't feel masculine or sexy when I go out into public.
Not happy.
Should I persist with the subliminal? will it eventually get through to me and start working?
Why do you say you are regressing? Before using 3.2, were you getting attention or looks from women in public? I noticed in your journals from a few days ago that you were getting looks though.
Also if you want to reach a particular level with women, what other alternative is there? To stop using DMSI and quit? This is why I'm asking, cause I'm trying to understand your thought process as to why you're thinking of stopping.
The other thing is that are you working on yourself in the mean time other than using DMSI? Are you working out in the gym, dressing better, focusing on career, eating better, have passions and hobbies, etc? Do you go out to socialise with women? I'm just trying to get an idea of where you're at, so hopefully we can figure out the problem. I mean, you're expecting something to happen for you very soon, and maybe you need to be more patient. The other guys who are getting a lotta success already, a lot of them were already getting a lotta sex pre-DMSI, so that's why they are responding to DMSI a lot faster. Since I know you're reading my journals too, you know it's half working for me, lol. I get massive IOIs all the time, but that's because I've been on a lotta dates, since I've been actively approaching girls for the past two years or so. If I were using 3.2 before I got into pick up, back when I was still a shy nervous wreck, I would be getting way less attention from females right now, without a doubt. Bottom line is don't compare yourself with other guys. Shannon did say somewhere that 3.2 will still take longer for the majority of users. Just be patient, man. I'd say keep running it and keep working on yourself.
And please cut out masturbating too, cause it makes a world of difference. Another reason why I'm getting so many looks in public is because of semen retention. I'm on day 119 now. All that accumulation of sexual energy, my aura is hitting women everywhere I go. No wonder I keep getting looks. Perhaps you might wanna take no masturbation more seriously for the long term, and see how you progress.
Before 3.2 I was going through a breakup with my girlfriend (now ex). I felt like I wasn't getting what I wanted out of life and the relationship was not making me or her happy. I decided to start making some changes. I quit smoking and started working out more and cut back on my alcohol consumption. I stopped watching porn, which was a very bad habit for me. I also started doing affirmations again which I had not done for several years. I started getting more attention and looks from girls and started feeling more confident and dominant in my interactions but at the same time I was and still am somewhat heart broken and in pain inside.
The pain has lessened now and I don't plan to go back to my old habits, I am trying to turn a new leaf. I decided to look up subliminal shop because years ago I had a friend called Ryan who tried alot of their subliminals and had some success. So I thought I would try also. I stopped doing my new affirmations and decided to start this program.
At this stage I was feeling some inner turmoil. Whilst I felt confident in public I was still hurting inside and felt beaten down by everything that happened during the relationship. I have moved back into my family home and started working close to full time hours. At first I felt I was benefiting from the subliminal, but in the last week it feels like I have regressed somewhat. What more can I say. Maybe it was not a good time for me to embark on subliminals. Maybe what I really need right now is healing and other changes in my lifestyle. I desire sex with lots of different women, so do most men. But maybe that's not what we all really need straight away.
When you are developing a muscle, do you work it until it is where you want it to be? No, you work it enough to make progress, then you give it enough rest to be able to progress more when you work it out next. Then you keep going.
It's a common thing to see people making advancements into new experiences with subs by following this pattern too. Look at the bigger picture.
I suggest you keep running DMSI until A comes out, and then try that. It's not that far off at this point.