Listening to 3.2 with earphones hybrid flac.
Day 4/5
Couple things I noticed;
-Anger but can't put my finger on why/who/what is causing it.
-Stopped looking at porn, but have felt more of a desire to masturbate.
-Felt more confrontational and aggressive.
-Hungry
-Unfollowed girl on instagram who I was getting fed up with and getting pissed off at general lack of connections with women.
-Felt REALLY tired, mentally and physically the first 2/3 days. Getting more energy now.
-Not felt aura particularly, though noticed increased heartrate and also some strange stomach cramp/pain.
Haven't exposed myself to many women so can't speak for the programs overall goal.
To put in perspective I'm on a furniture making course with all dudes so unfortunately not much chance to really test DMSI, Maybe I should join a gym again.
my goals for DMSI is to manifest a circle of FWBs
I see a lot of reports of tiredness, myself included, must be some resistance that is happening and fighting the sub, we just have to fight on. I also felt anger with no apparent reason.
Day 5
-Definitely having some resistance, mainly in the morning from about 9am til around lunch.
-Feelings of giving up in general, anger,resentment, unproductive sometimes just for no reason.
-Had a horrible headache earlier in the day and I VERY rarely get headaches, was a sharp pain at front of head.
-Acid reflux wtf...
-Managed to shrug those feelings off by the end of the day and became more productive
-Some people being dicks, I was in the classroom earlier and one of my fellow students comes in and says to the guys in the room "hey mind if I close this door to keep the heat in" I casually replied "yeah that's fine" and then he suddenly goes "Wasn't fucking asking your permission" In a sort of half jokey way. I was like WOAH ok then lol. I remember having these types of confrontational amogging on 2.5 and 3.01 maybe its other people noticing a different vibe and not liking it because it's not what they are used to?
-Desire to watch porn has just gone, I still want to masturbate though.
also has anyone else found that music is more amazing and even entrancing after starting DMSI, I'm addicted to playing tool real fucking loud on my BX5s in a state of elation lol
Yes absolutely. Music is amazing.
(02-28-2018, 01:22 PM)Kol Wrote: [ -> ]Yes absolutely. Music is amazing.
wonder if this is some sort of "surprise module" or if it's an effect of the design goal.
I have read similar reports of "music being more amazing" when people have been on nofap for a while. You can find many reports/posts like that on reddit. Which due to increase in Dopamine receptors and stuff
But inshort its all DMSI's doing.. Which is great.
Day 6
-Today I missed going in to my furniture school as I felt like hiding away and recovering energy. First day I have missed since starting school.
-broke noporn fapped like 4 times
-feel like im cocooning and trying to run away
-resentment towards women thoughts such as "why would I even bother trying to game women it seems impossible to win" and "Why should I do all the effort"
-went to bed at like 10:20pm last night which is the earliest I have gone to bed in a LONG time.
-being an asshole to women online
-I'm a dick
-Had first sex dream last night, dreaming of doing this black chick with a huge booty doggystyle, it was awesome, woke up rock hard. Noticing more erections and horniness.
Going to be experimenting with lower volume on Hybrid FLAC listening now at 25% volume
(03-01-2018, 04:00 AM)Zane Wrote: [ -> ]I have read similar reports of "music being more amazing" when people have been on nofap for a while. You can find many reports/posts like that on reddit. Which due to increase in Dopamine receptors and stuff
But inshort its all DMSI's doing.. Which is great.
Yeah I was on a nofap streak for about 40 days about a month ago and experienced this but nowhere near to the extent of this past week using DMSI.
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Ok definitely been noticing as of late that I'm shooting cum out with more force as well as being more horny and being able to jerk 4 times yesterday... WTF sexual prowess module?
Shit. All I can think about is sex.
I'm being forward as fuck to girls on tinder , I have been talking to a 8/10 on pof and she's been admitting that she's frustrated sexually I've been sexting her a bit. I like her she's pretty honest seeming. Come on DMSI let's get her to pull the trigger and invite me to hers :p
I can't focus on work I'm loosing motivation for it. It's like it isn't even important compared to me having sex. I need to be careful as I need to work hard as and focus as I'm on my personal project. I hope this evens out a bit.
I think I can feel the warm aura at times. Usually when I'm sitting down with nthing else important on my mind. If I get up and move about or talk to people it dies down.
I have been using masked for past 2 days. Going to stick with it til the 14 day then take a day break
(03-05-2018, 07:48 AM)Rocket13 Wrote: [ -> ]Another one on masked ?
I am indeed
Masked seems to work better than ultrasonic and hybrid for me as well. I wonder if I would’ve got better results on the masked versions of 3.1 and under as well.