Subliminal Talk

Your journal has been interesting on revealing some of the negative patterns of thought I'm trying to overcome in the script. Thank you for that. Very helpful.

Glad my reports were useful.

I had a realization about PUA. I often saw it in a negative way as it is some form of manipulation but yesterday I started to see it different. It is not negative (or positive) anymore, I see it like some sort of tool that need to be applied to make the sexual dynamic between men and women work. And I feel the urge to re-read a program which at least caused attraction and interest in women when I applied the rules. It's funny, because before I saw a post in the offtopic section saying that being yourself doesn't work but I think being yourself can work IF a) you are a natural, or b) you already applied and integrated the major attraction triggers into your personality. Obviously if neither a or b applies than being yourself doesn't lead anywhere.

Other than that I noticed that I start to feel good about myself, hard to describe in detail, simply good.

I wrote a reply there hours ago saying how I believe in being your best self rather than simply yourself but I concur with your findings

Thanks Jake.

In the last few days I noticed more and more longer looks from women. I also had a really strange coincidence meeting a certain person by accident and I also won something (no, I am not a millionaire, lol), it wasn't even money. However, usually I didn't win anything, like never.

On the dark side I experienced intense headaches yesterday which also doesn't happen for me and my sleep was really bad in the last few days, like 2 - 4 hours per night and I feel really tired but at the same time like on coffee. I hope I can sleep soon normally. However, this is somehow created by my aura firering when the girlfriend of my neighbour is there. Last thing to mention I also barely ate something, not hungry and too tired and sometimes also nausea. So far.

Last post in this journal. Haven't been running 3.2 yet as I was at a business trip. My hunger/appetite got better but sleeping is still bad. I feel frustrated due to bad sleep and all the tiredness during the day. I realized that in the past when something difficult had to happen I often slept bad and as result couldn't do whatever planned - as long as wasn't really required like work. So great escape mechanism. However, I am curious how running this sub will affect me when I start tomorrow.

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