09-12-2017, 12:02 AM
Day 6
The residual effects of DMSI are wearing off as MLS ramps up but they're still there.
Women are still placing themselves near me for attention. Most notable incident was in the gym today. The one lift I do better than anyone else is the wide grip pull up. Despite being overseas for the last 4 weeks and not training I still managed 3 sets of 20 wide grip pull-ups. This girl that was hovering around me before started monkeying around on the pull-up bar infront of me as I was waiting in between sets. She was stretching and posing for quite sometime. I just sat there patiently and started doing some breathing meditation until she left. Then back to routine. This isn't a norm for me btw just another pleasant surprise.
Oddly enough I noticed that the women I only find of average attraction end up doing the above while the women I do find attractive get anti snipererd. My guess is that since we perceive our value to be less than the attractive woman, the anti sniper kicks in to prevent possible future negative consequences that would arise from an imbalance of value I.e men who feel their value is less than their date will make up for it by paying for stuff to "even" the balance so to speak.
I found that when I shifted my mentality from "she's attractive" to "she's just another girl" she ended up coming near me and started working out right next to me. Interesting insight and frame shift.
MLS is ramping up. I had an unusual dream last night which sent me a novel solution to a unique problem I'd been having. During the day the detox the mind script kicked in and without realising it I went through a process of mental detox where I identified some addictive behaviours I have that my mind can't get enough of and I removed them. While my mind is now in withdrawal I know that it'll pass and soon my processing will be better of for it. Mind you since I was overseas I didn't have any contact with these habits so the contrast is very real to me as to how clear my mind is without them. All in all making good progress.
Still deciding about the short DMSI run. As mentioned for aforementioned reasons I'm loving the ego boost from all the attention and I'd like to have a gf for the next short term. I personally dislike indecisiveness so this is a bit of a tease for me. In my ideal world I'd run both but I know that it's both frowned upon and counter productive. I'll have to ask my SubC mind what the best course of action is here.
The residual effects of DMSI are wearing off as MLS ramps up but they're still there.
Women are still placing themselves near me for attention. Most notable incident was in the gym today. The one lift I do better than anyone else is the wide grip pull up. Despite being overseas for the last 4 weeks and not training I still managed 3 sets of 20 wide grip pull-ups. This girl that was hovering around me before started monkeying around on the pull-up bar infront of me as I was waiting in between sets. She was stretching and posing for quite sometime. I just sat there patiently and started doing some breathing meditation until she left. Then back to routine. This isn't a norm for me btw just another pleasant surprise.
Oddly enough I noticed that the women I only find of average attraction end up doing the above while the women I do find attractive get anti snipererd. My guess is that since we perceive our value to be less than the attractive woman, the anti sniper kicks in to prevent possible future negative consequences that would arise from an imbalance of value I.e men who feel their value is less than their date will make up for it by paying for stuff to "even" the balance so to speak.
I found that when I shifted my mentality from "she's attractive" to "she's just another girl" she ended up coming near me and started working out right next to me. Interesting insight and frame shift.
MLS is ramping up. I had an unusual dream last night which sent me a novel solution to a unique problem I'd been having. During the day the detox the mind script kicked in and without realising it I went through a process of mental detox where I identified some addictive behaviours I have that my mind can't get enough of and I removed them. While my mind is now in withdrawal I know that it'll pass and soon my processing will be better of for it. Mind you since I was overseas I didn't have any contact with these habits so the contrast is very real to me as to how clear my mind is without them. All in all making good progress.
Still deciding about the short DMSI run. As mentioned for aforementioned reasons I'm loving the ego boost from all the attention and I'd like to have a gf for the next short term. I personally dislike indecisiveness so this is a bit of a tease for me. In my ideal world I'd run both but I know that it's both frowned upon and counter productive. I'll have to ask my SubC mind what the best course of action is here.