Fear, hopelessness and despir. This feels like DMSI V3.0.1 resistance all over again, just how much is there left uncleared! Mentally id wager im better than the average person with all i've worked on and went through yet this still takes time apparently!
There are no shortcuts, no magic pills and no way to avoid the cold hard truth. In a way the world is creul yet oddly fair at the same time! True power lies in achieving small tasks everyday and slowy build ones kingdom over the years. One step in the right direction is good enough.
Post dmsi update: Got laid with a new girl off tinder, met her twice and third time was at my house. She is very hot a solid 9. Why im i posting this in MLS thread? Simpily a follow up for anyone who is following my dmsi journey. I dont have the crazy aura anymore but the permenant results are there.
(09-23-2017, 04:05 AM)Illumi Wrote: [ -> ]Post dmsi update: Got laid with a new girl off tinder, met her twice and third time was at my house. She is very hot a solid 9. Why im i posting this in MLS thread? Simpily a follow up for anyone who is following my dmsi journey. I dont have the crazy aura anymore but the permenant results are there.
DMSI became a part of u. Now u don't even have to think about it
There was something wierd about the sex with the girl i met! which i could not make sense of! After 15 min foreplay i go down on her, now let me first say this: my foreplay game is impeccable since all i did with my infj ex was fool around. She didnt want me anywhere near her crotch. So back on topic, after going down on her and lots of teasing and waiting she stops me 3 minutes in. And i have just barly slipped a finger in. I was confused and asked her if something was wrong! She says she came and it feels uncomfortable.
15 min later we makeout and everything proceeds as normal. But that part was still confusing, im not sure she came since she wasnt screaming THAT loud. Her body was jolting alot though. I have no clue!
Later i ask her if she was lying and that i dont mind the truth ( since i really dont care ) and she says its true and that she never comes so easily!
I sure as hell dont think that i was that good to be honest! I barly did anything aside foreplay. Unless DMSI