(11-03-2016, 04:11 PM)4Kingdoms Wrote: [ -> ] (11-03-2016, 03:58 PM)maxx55 Wrote: [ -> ] (11-03-2016, 03:56 PM)4Kingdoms Wrote: [ -> ] (11-03-2016, 03:29 PM)4Kingdoms Wrote: [ -> ]Now if... as you said, "In my mind I thought to myself today that in terms of girls, if things happened in my favor at least 50% of the time, I'd be much more likely to act. I'd be WAY WAY happier with a pure 50/50 chance everytime I talked to a new girl."
The girls met you halfway and said 'Hi' first or gave you an obvious smile and you didn't act on it, then you would be a 'jellyfish'. Until that happens, keep doing what empowers you; DO YOUR THING!!
(11-03-2016, 03:48 PM)maxx55 Wrote: [ -> ]What's an obvious smile in your opinion?
This is universal, it can be a man or woman that does this...
Eye contact with a smile!! They are locking eyes with you and only you!! The smile indicates they are happy to see you or interested in talking with you. Make your move!!
She has a nice smile lol.
But typically if I get eye contact and a smile, they do a closed mouth smile. No teeth showing, but still eye contact. What's that?
Same thing... an obvious smile!! (I didn't want to flood your journal with images)
It's all about eye contact. If they are smiling and looking at something else, keep doing your thing...
Okay well your perspective is appreciated.
I know I said this before, but I never thought a smile, whether with or without eye contact, held any significant meaning. It's just friendly people being friendly/polite. A "hi" definitely has always meant "Let's have an interaction" in my book though.
But thanks man.
(11-03-2016, 04:14 PM)maxx55 Wrote: [ -> ]Okay well your perspective is appreciated.
I know I said this before, but I never thought a smile, whether with or without eye contact, held any significant meaning. It's just friendly people being friendly/polite. A "hi" definitely has always meant "Let's have an interaction" in my book though.
But thanks man.
You're welcome and please...
Test out my perspective of "Let's have an interaction" the next time a girl gives you 'eye contact with a smile'. (showing/not showing her teeth)
I won't lie. The urge for porn is strong atm without a girl to fuck.
I'm doing what I can to resist.
I'm going to get straight to what I noticed today
I was kinda in a bleh mood. But then I ran into one of my friends that I haven't talked to in awhile. He invited to sit and hang for a bit. We ended up talking for a while and I enjoyed it. I left because I had to catch the last bus. I was in a much better mood after talking with him.
Then I go straight to Subway and a random girl in the line happened to see me when I walked in and she made eye contact and smiled with me. She was with some guy and she wasn't hot, but okay. The workers already knew what I wanted and asked me to confirm. The girl made some comment about the tuna there being good. I agreed. I didn't say anything to her beyond that. I just thought it was interesting how as soon as my mood changed, someone responded like that. I think this time it was co-incidence. As before, when nearly the same thing happened I didn't feel like talking at all.
I definitely do wonder though. If Shannon could give us a time estimate of how long it should take to see results, that'd be great. He said that headaches are a sign the script is being recognized by the subconscious. So how long after that until results show?
Also, the urge to fuck/watch porn is still strong. If DMSI could take care of that, that'd be great. I'm passing by girls thinking of throat fucking them and getting semis.
Thoughts
I'm thinking that 3.0 should be a turning point. If 3.0 has Luck Magnifier (aka "get lucky with girls"), NSFM, and it optimizes the brain, body, and hormones to be maximally attractive, then there should be some clear and real results. I just hope that you don't have to "clear" everything before you get to experience these things.
I'm still getting minor headaches. I may try the ultrasonic track over the weekend, I'll think about it. I still think that the clearing is beneficial even if the aura hasn't activated yet.
(11-04-2016, 03:25 PM)maxx55 Wrote: [ -> ]I definitely do wonder though. If Shannon could give us a time estimate of how long it should take to see results, that'd be great. He said that headaches are a sign the script is being recognized by the subconscious. So how long after that until results show?
The original instructions for DMSI used to say:
Maximum results are most likely to require at least 2 to 6 weeks of use to achieve.
I don't see it on the instructions on the product page for 2.5.
(11-04-2016, 04:04 PM)4Kingdoms Wrote: [ -> ] (11-04-2016, 03:25 PM)maxx55 Wrote: [ -> ]I definitely do wonder though. If Shannon could give us a time estimate of how long it should take to see results, that'd be great. He said that headaches are a sign the script is being recognized by the subconscious. So how long after that until results show?
The original instructions for DMSI used to say:
Maximum results are most likely to require at least 2 to 6 weeks of use to achieve.
I don't see it on the instructions on the product page for 2.5.
Interesting. I think only very few people have stuck with a single version for six weeks.
If I stuck with 2.4 for six weeks, I'd be using it until at least Dec. 3. And I know 3.0 with the clearing releases before then I'll be too eager to jump to it to stick with 2.4.
But I definitely think that if Shannon is targeting 6 weeks as being the time for results, we should either take the full 6 weeks to give feedback on the latest version or Shannon could start targetting a shorter time span like 3-4 weeks. Either way, I think it'd be best for the development of the program if each version had its full time to blossom.
Friday night I watched porn and busted a couple of nuts. I felt relieved but still very sexual for a bit afterwards. But I didn't get the urge to binge the next day as I usually do. Usually, I watch on Friday, then on Saturday I feel like doing it again (sometimes I do, sometimes I don't) and then I don't from Sunday till the following weekend.
Last night I finally was free and went out with two of my female friends I haven't seen since the semester started. It was awesome, we went to see Doctor Strange (amazing movie, highly recommend it), and we hung out till like 3 in the morning. I'm not attracted to either of them btw. I didn't notice anything out of the ordinary from them either. They want to hang out again before the semester ends.
We went to plenty of different places and I did see some attractive girls. Didn't see anyone responding to me any differently or giving me attention.
We did go to Steak and Shake and a guy was our server. I asked him if the egg nog shake was good, he said it was so I ordered it. He said to let him if I didn't like it and he'd get me a different one. This is the first time out of all the times I've been there that a worker openly said that to me. I did like the shake though so I didn't ask him to switch it. Also, when I went to pay for my bill, I paid with the app and on my email receipt it gave me an extra "$1 off". I don't know if the waiter did that (he rung me up at the register too) or if it was just a discount from the app. I doubt it was a discount from the app because I already had the $5 off from it and that was on the receipt as well.
Today, I felt very comfortable driving, more than last time. I even parked in my special parking spot flawlessly lol.
Thoughts
I had fun last night for sure, but when I woke up today I was kinda surprised that nothing out the ordinary happened from girls. But I definitely need to give the program time. I feel like running a DMSI version with clearing is going to pay off in the long run. I may run a no clearing version in the future just so I know how I respond to it, but that probably won't happen this year. I'll be going straight from 2.4 to 3.0A.
I haven't ran ultrasonic yet. I plan on running it on Thursday night. If it negatively affects me, I have no class on Friday so nothing to really worry about.
I had some time to think and I really questioned if I have been growing as a person for the last year, specifically regarding girls. I think this is a sign the clearing is kicking in.
I'm all for NSFM being in 3.0. I don't see how anyone can be firing on all cylinders with a program that has deep healing in it. I know I'm not on point with my off the cuff verbals like I was when I had the week off from E2. I think NSFM could correct that, that'd be very helpful. It may not make it to the final DMSI, but it should be tested.
I kind of wonder to myself if I'm gonna really go start initiating with random hot girls again (not the girls who make eye contact and smile. the ones who don't notice until I roll up to them). I'd just like things to be in my favor if I ever started doing it again.
This feeling of being "off" (don't know how else to put it) has been a bit annoying. I just keep thinking back that week I had off from E2 and how I was able to fire on all cylinders. I'd even say the healing weighs me down more than most pheromone mixes that gave me negative effects. But I will press on.
I saw a couple of guys today look at me longer than usual.
At that chinese food place where I get the military discount, this time the girl said "It's my favorite guy" when I showed up. I didn't really comment on it, I just thought she was messing around since she said that she does that later in her work day. And yep, still getting the discount. There was some new guy working there today and he was confused lol. He was surprised she knew exactly what I always get and that she just gives me the discount, but he was cool with it.
That's it for today.
Edit: Forgot to mention that last night I had a dream where I either had sex or messed around with my dance teacher. She was definitely hotter in the dream. In real life, she's okay but I never fantasize about her.
Thoughts
I noticed if I listen to masked at 1 notch above halfway full volume, I get a headache. That shows me how powerful the sub is.
I'm definitely going to download v1 (aka AOSI) when it goes up. I won't be switching to it, but it'll be nice to have it just in case I decide to run it down the road.
I'm working on manifestation stuff. I learned how the process usually goes. And I'm now more aware of making sure I don't allow myself to think any thoughts/intentions that conflict with what I'm manifesting.
Just wanted to put this here so I can easily refer back to it:
(11-07-2016, 10:17 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ] (11-07-2016, 08:36 PM)maxx55 Wrote: [ -> ]You missed this one Shannon. Please answer when you have the time 
(11-07-2016, 04:09 PM)maxx55 Wrote: [ -> ]Shannon, I have a question about volume for DMSI.
If I listen at a certain volume with the masked track and get a headache while listening (but the volume is comfortable for my ears), but I can lower the volume and not get the headache, which is better? Persisting through the headache at a comfortable volume or lowering it so I don't get a headache?
If you lower the volume, is the headache replaced with the morphine drip? (Pleasurable experience?) If it is, that means you've gone from resisting to executing.
If you lower the volume and it does not... the resistance is gone, but you may not be executing.
Beyond that, I don't have enough information on the sub to tell you what's a better option.
I don't always have headaches while listening or even after I've finished listening. They seem to be briefer and shorter as time has gone by. Sometimes though I don't feel headaches or any "morphine drip".
I've been saying the anti-resistance phrase that Shannon gave Swisston a little while ago and then imagining the script executing. I always feel something positive when I do that.
Today was objectively speaking one of my better days on DMSI
-I made sure to wake up, say the anti-resistance statements and imagine DMSI executing. I think doing this is key for me to make progress faster. I've been doing it once a day since starting the program. Starting today, I'm doing it more often.
Now something sticks out to me here. Feel free to comment. I was walking to my class. And then this really hot looking girl comes out of nowhere from behind me and walks in front of me. She was like 5-6 ft ahead of me. I had my reflective shades on. She turns to the side and is maybe looking over her shoulder. Either that or she's looking to her extreme right. She does this twice. I thought she might be someone I know. My heart started beating a million miles a minute out of nowhere. I walked a bit quicker so I could get ahead of her and see her face to see if I knew her. Right before I could pass her, she goes up the stairs of the building that I had to pass by to get to my class which is in a building further ahead. Soon after this my heart rate comes back down. I was thinking to myself wtf afterwards
I feel like I was more social than I have been lately which is nice. Interestingly, at the end of class, that girl I mentioned earlier in my journal actually came over to talk to me and walk out of the classroom at the same time as me. Of course, we always talk during class, but usually I have to engage her at the end of class if she's gonna stay around. She didn't take the elevator down with me and the others after class, but still her initiating with me after class was over and waiting for me to pack up and walk out was new.
My female friend who's in the same class who I usually talk to afterwards texted me that I didn't wait for her today. Ever since the first day I've been on DMSI, she has been walking straight to her shuttle after class. We talk and walk usually and when we get to the sidewalk that goes to her shuttle she says bye and leaves. Before DMSI we would talk, pass that sidewalk, keep talking, and maybe she'd even follow me while I grabbed food and keep talking. I'm not attracted to her at all, so I thought DMSI was "repelling" her. I guess not since she texted me "Thanks for leaving me" and then a couple of minutes later "I was just joking. (Didn't see either text until a few minutes later)
When I got on the elevator, I noticed this one girl look and make eye contact for a good second or two. I realized that's the same girl that I saw outside the elevator another day. Both this time and the last time it was my voice that grabbed her attention when I wasn't talking to her.
Oh yeah, this morning, a random guy on the bus asked me what date it was. I told him the 8th. Then I realized he has a fricken iPhone in his hand and yeah it's functioning because I see him texting on it. So I guess he just wanted to talk to me? I have been noticing extended looks from guys since I've been on this sub.
I went to subway today (second time today at the same one). I don't know if the guy messed up or if he did it intentionally. I asked for a deluxe (1.5x the meat), the guy gave me 2x the meat which costs a bit more, but I was still charged for deluxe. Nice.
Thoughts
If any of these girls are "manifestations", then I expect to cross paths with them again and for one of the two to happen:
A. I initiate with them, it goes well and we end up having sex and it's great.
B. The girl initiates with me, it goes well, and we end up having sex and it's great.
I definitely feel like I need to will myself into a good space, but I'm fine with that. If that willing myself is what I need to do to have more enjoyable days and help the sub then I'm fine with that.
I downloaded v1. It's sitting on my computer.
For v3, since Shannon is going to stop making additions on the 21st, I hope that he'll include the latest and greatest anti-resistance tech, enhance the celeb vibe, include NSFM, and have the brain and body optimized for DMSI success.
I'm tired, didn't get as much sleep as usual last night. And really, I just want all my fuckin classes to leave me alone. Seriously.
Nothing really to report today. Except it's apparent that I definitely need my sleep especially while on this sub.
For anyone who can answer:
Has anyone ran any version of DMSI and got to a point where there's no downside to running the sub (except maybe needing extra sleep)? I'd love to get this point. It just seems like anxiety creeps up at random times. And it didn't happen while I wasn't on subs.
Thoughts
3.0.1 can't come fast enough. I just really hope NSFM helps with freeing up my verbals and kicking all forms of anxiety to the curb. Those are the two big things I'd like for it to do. I just want to have a pleasurable experience running the sub. So far, I've only had "good" days when I really will it and even then it doesn't work on days like today when I haven't gotten enough sleep.
(11-09-2016, 04:00 PM)maxx55 Wrote: [ -> ]I'm tired, didn't get as much sleep as usual last night. And really, I just want all my fuckin classes to leave me alone. Seriously.
Nothing really to report today. Except it's apparent that I definitely need my sleep especially while on this sub.
For anyone who can answer:
Has anyone ran any version of DMSI and got to a point where there's no downside to running the sub (except maybe needing extra sleep)? I'd love to get this point. It just seems like anxiety creeps up at random times. And it didn't happen while I wasn't on subs.
Thoughts
3.0.1 can't come fast enough. I just really hope NSFM helps with freeing up my verbals and kicking all forms of anxiety to the curb. Those are the two big things I'd like for it to do. I just want to have a pleasurable experience running the sub. So far, I've only had "good" days when I really will it and even then it doesn't work on days like today when I haven't gotten enough sleep.
Sure. V2.4 was hell for awhile, and then suddenly the clouds seemed to clear and everything ran smoothly. V2.4 is a motherfuc*er of a roller coaster while clearing, seriously. Just look at what Chaos was going through.
Nothing that noticeable today. In one of my classes, a girl that doesn't talk to me often briefly talked to me. That's the only "new" thing.
Oh, and that girl at the chinese place told another worker to give me the discount.
I kinda felt like I should have more going on in my social and sex life today. It kinda hit me at the end of the day. I've been so busy with getting work done that other parts of my life suffered. I don't want to ever be in this position again. I'm doing my best to ensure this for next semester.
I was able to keep myself in a good state for most of the day though.
I started listening to the ultrasonic track. I felt a sense of calmness within 7 minutes of listening to it. It's kinda like the little things that frustrated me were still there in the background, but a sense of calmness was more prevalent.
Thoughts
I won't lie. Sometimes I get a bit discouraged passing by so many hot girls or even being in a crowd of girls and not having any/very little attention and at the same time feeling too stifled to initiate (again, that's mainly from programs with healing, wasn't the case while off subs). But then I think of how near the end of E2, girls initiated, and I thought that if that program could help me get those results when that's not even the goal, then surely DMSI can do better. Plus, I gotta keep in mind that it takes time.
I wish I already had plans for the extended weekend. I do have a lot of work to do, but it feels weird for me to not go out and hang with someone at least once this weekend.
And whenever I do start using the next version of DMSI, I look forward to an effective conscious sniper.
Ultrasonic DMSI is interesting. I was out briefly today (first time out since having listened to the ultrasonic).
I went with my friend to grab a good burger. Some things were different today compared to how they have been:
-After talking for awhile, I started to get into my flowstate. I wasn't 100% there, but it's the most joy I've had simply from expressing myself since my week off from E2. That's good
-at the burger place, I ordered a shake and got the extra in the silver cup. Some of the other customers had a silver cup on their table so they had extra too. My friend did not get the extra left overs in the silver cup. Might've been nothing, but worth mentioning
-as I was walking back to my place, some girl comes from the side of a car to the sidewalk, turns to see me and smiles. I don't see how she could have had time to look at me, register I'm attractive, then react. It happened in less than a second. So she may have just been polite. It was dark outside so I couldn't even see her that well. MAYBE, now that I think about it, MAYBE she said "hi" (or it may be my mind adding in things), but she was getting the car with someone. I just smiled back and went to my place
Also, while listening to the track, I drove to get food earlier in the day. Just as a warning people, don't do it. Traffic wasn't the best. And seeing all the cars moving messed with my mind. Like their movement distracted me. Nothing bad happened, and I only did it because I didn't want to break ASRB and it's not like stopping the track would stop my mind from processing it, and I was really hungry. I still felt emotionally calm despite the circumstances.
Thoughts
The ultrasonic doesn't seem to be bothering me and it seems to affect me differently. Great. I'll probably stick with ultrasonic this coming week.
The ultrasonic seems to hinder my focus of getting my work done while listening so I'll make sure to try to get my work done before listening, but I doubt that's possible most of the time.
I honestly just feel pretty chill right now. Like "Yeah, man". I could just sit back, play Owlboy, and chill for the night. That'd be great. But I still have a paper to write and stories to create.