(10-22-2016, 11:07 AM)eternitys_child Wrote: [ -> ] (10-22-2016, 10:47 AM)kalmah0804 Wrote: [ -> ]Would you say you like 2.5 a lot better than 2.4? I've been thinking about running DMSI next and kind of feel like I'd benefit more from the healing process that was a part of 2.4 but was eliminated in the 2.5 version.
Ya know bro... I don't think it's fair to say. 2.4 was in the middle of digging me out of a major hole which was indicated by a rough depression. So I never actually felt the aura kick on during 2.4. Who knows, maybe if I gave it another month I would have seen goal#1 results.
2.5 has been blatant and obvious for me, so far, and I'm a bonafide extrovert attention w***e... so I love 2.5
If you are completely honest with yourself and even so much as slightly suspect you have a tiny bit clearing to do, then you probably have a lot of clearing to do. Lol.
We're still helping smooth out the kinks in dmsi. =)
Alright, cool. Would you say, then, that 2.5 has increased your confidence a lot? Does the aura apply to situations around just like random dudes, too? Not meaning like you get random gay guys coming up to you, but rather you mentioned before that you felt your true AM training coming out in 2.5... would you say that alpha-ness has applied to all situations, or only when girls are around?
I MIGHT HAVE IDENTIFIED A POSITIVE LEAD TO WHY I SELF SABOTAGE when it comes to escalation.
well, i was in a deep discussion with L... i started telling her about this bock that i don't really understand why i have. which is my block when it comes to escalation.
the deeper we got into the conversation, i started to realize.... i have the information at my fingertips, as far as "what to do". I have all the knowledge I already need. It's the APPLICATION of the knowledge, which IS BLOCKED by something illusive. and i think it might have something to do with a fear of the power i will have over women, being able to successfully utilize "game techniques" to get into bed with them. OR, it might have something to do with fear of being congruent with the attitude of a player, because i know i would hold in my hand the power to crush a woman to smithereens.
WOW....... i am blown away by this discovery. however, i still don't think i've locked into the cause of the block. I'm dancing around the edges of it, finally, but I've still yet to discover what's holding me back.
edit: and with that, i think it's my cue to continue 2.4
i did 5 days on 2.4. restarting 2.5 tonight because i'm giong to a convention where there will be a lot of beautiful young horny women all weekend, and i don't want the priority to be on clearing ;P
anything notable from the 5 days of 2.4? productivity spiked to an ungodly level. i accomplished so much this week. set up 2 dates, went on 1 date already. next one is tentative for next week.
i think the clearing is almost done with deep issues, but i'm sure there's way more to be done... a job best reserved for E2.
really not much to report though, to be honest
(10-27-2016, 07:10 PM)eternitys_child Wrote: [ -> ]i think the clearing is almost done with deep issues, but i'm sure there's way more to be done... a job best reserved for E2.
Remember, the deep cleaning reserved for E2 touches on many topics from our past.
The deep cleaning reserved for DMSI is
laser focused to "clear" issues related towards sex.
(10-27-2016, 07:10 PM)eternitys_child Wrote: [ -> ]i did 5 days on 2.4. restarting 2.5 tonight because i'm giong to a convention where there will be a lot of beautiful young horny women all weekend, and i don't want the priority to be on clearing ;P
Smart decision to change back to 2.5 before the convention!! Have a great time!!
(10-28-2016, 02:56 AM)4Kingdoms Wrote: [ -> ] (10-27-2016, 07:10 PM)eternitys_child Wrote: [ -> ]i think the clearing is almost done with deep issues, but i'm sure there's way more to be done... a job best reserved for E2.
Remember, the deep cleaning reserved for E2 touches on many topics from our past.
The deep cleaning reserved for DMSI is laser focused to "clear" issues related towards sex.
Yes sir, I wasn't clear when I posted. But I meant deep cleaning in general, on things that partially have something to do with sex, but mostly doesnt. E2 is best for that.
Contemplating running e2 for 32 days after thanksgiving
(10-28-2016, 08:05 AM)eternitys_child Wrote: [ -> ]Contemplating running e2 for 32 days after thanksgiving
Seriously??
3.0 A and 3.0 B should be out by then!!
