Day 16 it seems like the sub is making me afraid and shy and shame... I thought the sub is supposed to overcome shame and fear ???? I noticed I sleep good at night and have awkward dreams
(09-29-2016, 12:09 PM)pcrepair951 Wrote: [ -> ]Day 16 it seems like the sub is making me afraid and shy and shame... I thought the sub is supposed to overcome shame and fear ???? I noticed I sleep good at night and have awkward dreams
You'll be going through a lot of growth and at times feel worse, its all just a part of the process. Just stick to the program as outlined in the directions and you'll come out on the other side greater than ever
Day 23... I noticed I been taken care of business no matter what had a argument with my mom...the women I'm talking to sent me money for a bill I'm unemployed right now that's all I noticed so far
Day 28 nothing new lately but I expect that because stage 1 is boring seems like I'm back to my normal self I went to gym workedout conversated with the women in front thats all
STAGE 1 LAST DAY
1 things i noticed is my voice changed a Lil got a Lil louder
2 people listen to me more often
3 i do seem to get annoyed and irradiated quicker by people
4 the women i talked to paid for a reservation for a week for the both of us to get together for the fisrt time
that's all i noticed so far but i expect it
Day 2 of stage 2 I'm going to write everytime I finish a stage from now on
Day 11 been looking for a job lately...haven't been making excuses i just do it don't care how my hair looks I just get dressed and walk out the door my cousin girlfriend asked my name girl at ups told me to take my time in the store so far that's all
Day 17 stage 2 nothing new to report I feel worst at time feels like the sub is not doing anything at times but it's still early so I expect that
I heard that Stage 2-3 are really tough one.. But after that its all sunshine. So don't give up
Thanks hope I will start noticing changes soon maybe when I hit stage three
Stages 3-6 are rough... and I don't mean in terms of depression... I mean you might actually get yourself into some serious trouble
BLACKWING Z arent you the guy who called all people who weren't whit COLORED
(11-02-2016, 10:36 PM)Zane Wrote: [ -> ]I heard that Stage 2-3 are really tough one.. But after that its all sunshine. So don't give up
stage 1 and two haven't notice much but i heard thats expected until stage 3