10-15-2016, 06:00 AM
Maybe but they haven't appeared as deer in headlights or starstruck. Guys are understanding me though. One of them a male colleague just repeated exactly what I said and she got it. Very bizarre.
(10-15-2016, 06:00 AM)Minititan Wrote: [ -> ]Maybe but they haven't appeared as deer in headlights or starstruck. Guys are understanding me though. One of them a male colleague just repeated exactly what I said and she got it. Very bizarre.
(08-21-2016, 06:45 AM)Minititan Wrote: [ -> ]I feel like I'm running v1 or v2.1 again. Feel in state and on top of my game. Feels like I'm a few weeks in already. Just had a runner in the shop wearing spandex. Solid 9/10, non affected felt natural and probably the smoothest sale I've done in a while. Defo noticing an effect compared to last version. Not really hungry, but my stomach was growling like crazy around 12, I had ate breakfast only 2 hours prior. Ate a sandwich at 1 been fine since.
(10-17-2016, 01:39 AM)Minititan Wrote: [ -> ]Wow reading a few other journals and some people seem to be pretty down at the moment, working through something. I'm the total opposite right now, I'm on fire, my cockiness is through the roof that even recalling some recent interactions I'm thinking "mini were you flirting or just being a dick" very out of character for me but I will ride it and see where it goes. Probably gonna get a slap soon. One of the hottest girls working in the mall I was flirting with all day yesterday. I'm saying down to autopilot, she is a shit person and even during flirting so much about her turned me off, it's odd behaviour for me because I don't normally bother with the shallow ones
(10-17-2016, 09:13 AM)DisneylandUSA Wrote: [ -> ](10-17-2016, 01:39 AM)Minititan Wrote: [ -> ]Wow reading a few other journals and some people seem to be pretty down at the moment, working through something. I'm the total opposite right now, I'm on fire, my cockiness is through the roof that even recalling some recent interactions I'm thinking "mini were you flirting or just being a dick" very out of character for me but I will ride it and see where it goes. Probably gonna get a slap soon. One of the hottest girls working in the mall I was flirting with all day yesterday. I'm saying down to autopilot, she is a shit person and even during flirting so much about her turned me off, it's odd behaviour for me because I don't normally bother with the shallow ones
Glad your seeing 'tangible' results. Yes, some of us are feeling 'down' because, we have a lot of hope in this version with the upgrades and the many revisions to it. :angel:
(10-17-2016, 10:25 AM)Minititan Wrote: [ -> ](10-17-2016, 09:13 AM)DisneylandUSA Wrote: [ -> ](10-17-2016, 01:39 AM)Minititan Wrote: [ -> ]Wow reading a few other journals and some people seem to be pretty down at the moment, working through something. I'm the total opposite right now, I'm on fire, my cockiness is through the roof that even recalling some recent interactions I'm thinking "mini were you flirting or just being a dick" very out of character for me but I will ride it and see where it goes. Probably gonna get a slap soon. One of the hottest girls working in the mall I was flirting with all day yesterday. I'm saying down to autopilot, she is a shit person and even during flirting so much about her turned me off, it's odd behaviour for me because I don't normally bother with the shallow ones
Glad your seeing 'tangible' results. Yes, some of us are feeling 'down' because, we have a lot of hope in this version with the upgrades and the many revisions to it. :angel:
It's very bizarre. I think chaos may be experiencing something similar based on one of his recent posts but my attitude has done a complete 180, it's not what I was expecting, no obvious signs of the aura, but definite change in attitude, the past few days conversations have just flown by and I've been blunt as hell with people, probably more blunt than I have been during all my am runs, but it's just happening I don't pick up on it until after the interaction, conversations in retrospect I'm analysing and thinking "are you trying to be this super cool bad boy type", no obvious signs that it's working on building attraction but still early days, if this is the autopilot or sniper then I'm amazed at how fast it's causing this change, it's changing the way I'm interacting quicker than I can accept the change, I'm looking back on the day and thinking "whoa! Why did you say that? Why did you act like that?"
(12-16-2016, 05:24 PM)Minititan Wrote: [ -> ]After 2 weeks of running V3.01A, I moved onto the B-side last night.
Noticed effects from A,
- Constant feeling of relaxation
- No neediness at all in interactions
- Improved Sleep
- I would say slightly more energy, but definetely less exhaustion than previous versions
- Less food consumption, which goes against a lot of what I read, alot of the time when I went to choose food I would feel too full to eat anything, I'd say about 9 days out of 14 I only ate 1 meal a day.
- Huge increase in need for water
- Heat surges at random
- Being spaced out occassionally and completing stuff with no conscious effort (autopilot?)
- Less sex drive and increased disinterest in women, I've been so disinterested that I have made 5 new female friends that I've bonded strongly with but for some reason I am feeling no sexual desire, even when first meeting them
-Increased Happiness, elevated mood, more conversational
- A lot of pulsating in groin, both when listening and at random moments
- A lot of moments of realisation of past events and closure in the first week, the last week felt like I was going with the motions, the euphoria drip was present but did phase out, although everything still felt pleasant
- Celibrity vibe I've experienced on a few occasions,
- I don't actually feel like confidence has improved, out in the real world its like a measure that no longer applies to me, theres nothing on the scale between not confident and confident that feels relatable, it's a variable that has vanished
- A lot of pressure on my face, and my cheeks seem bigger, like they have had a good workout, looks healthier
24 hours into V3.01B,
-I have the worst headache in existence, pain in centre of head and in right eye, I know what this headache is, I've felt pain like this before, Years ago when I was on antideppressants, I had to cycle through a lot of different ones, This is the horrible life stopping, curl up in a ball screaming headache that some people get when they first start taking Antidepressants especially SSRI's, I actually have felt like I'm startin back up on medication all day, the pain is unbearable. If its anything like antidepressants messing with your brain chemistry, then hopefully that will just settle naturally overtime and the headache will phase out as a new hormonal balance is adjusted. fingers crossed I'll wake up tomorrow in slightly less pain, if B is like this everytime you switch back to it then it could be hard physically for me to cycle A+B every 7-14 days
(12-16-2016, 05:24 PM)Minititan Wrote: [ -> ]After 2 weeks of running V3.01A, I moved onto the B-side last night.
Noticed effects from A,
- Constant feeling of relaxation
- No neediness at all in interactions
- Improved Sleep
- I would say slightly more energy, but definetely less exhaustion than previous versions
- Less food consumption, which goes against a lot of what I read, alot of the time when I went to choose food I would feel too full to eat anything, I'd say about 9 days out of 14 I only ate 1 meal a day.
- Huge increase in need for water
- Heat surges at random
- Being spaced out occassionally and completing stuff with no conscious effort (autopilot?)
- Less sex drive and increased disinterest in women, I've been so disinterested that I have made 5 new female friends that I've bonded strongly with but for some reason I am feeling no sexual desire, even when first meeting them
-Increased Happiness, elevated mood, more conversational
- A lot of pulsating in groin, both when listening and at random moments
- A lot of moments of realisation of past events and closure in the first week, the last week felt like I was going with the motions, the euphoria drip was present but did phase out, although everything still felt pleasant
- Celibrity vibe I've experienced on a few occasions,
- I don't actually feel like confidence has improved, out in the real world its like a measure that no longer applies to me, theres nothing on the scale between not confident and confident that feels relatable, it's a variable that has vanished
- A lot of pressure on my face, and my cheeks seem bigger, like they have had a good workout, looks healthier
24 hours into V3.01B,
-I have the worst headache in existence, pain in centre of head and in right eye, I know what this headache is, I've felt pain like this before, Years ago when I was on antideppressants, I had to cycle through a lot of different ones, This is the horrible life stopping, curl up in a ball screaming headache that some people get when they first start taking Antidepressants especially SSRI's, I actually have felt like I'm startin back up on medication all day, the pain is unbearable. If its anything like antidepressants messing with your brain chemistry, then hopefully that will just settle naturally overtime and the headache will phase out as a new hormonal balance is adjusted. fingers crossed I'll wake up tomorrow in slightly less pain, if B is like this everytime you switch back to it then it could be hard physically for me to cycle A+B every 7-14 days