08-16-2016, 03:48 AM
So, 21 days of Epraha 2.0 completed, and I think its just what the doctor ordered. Early on I felt the sub being super effective, I would cycle between depression and euphoria throughout the day. However for the last 10-14 days, I have been in a period of apathy, depression and anxiety, until today I literally burst into tears while listening to a song on the radio. This went on for a couple of minutes, and afterwards it was as if a fog had lifted, I felt clear, peaceful, free. And I felt a knowing, that I need to go back to AM6. I know E2 could definitely do more work, but at the moment, my life, my sense of personal responsibility and willpower, they need to be fixed more than my emotions. I feel that it has been enough, to provide me with clarity, and hopefully provide me with a less resistant run of AM6 than I have in the past. I will go back to E2 in the future for sure (or maybe it will be E3 by then), but its time to get my man on.