What I have noticed that for the first few hours after listening i feel tired like I want o spend the rest of the day asleep. After the first few hours the feeling subsides.
Day 15
Not so tired today after listening to 3 loops. Got chatting to two finnish girls sitting in a coffee shop. One of the girls began touching her face and rubbing her leg as she was talking to me. I got her number an arranged a date with her. Cannot say 100% this was the sub it may well have been my fashion sense, my past experience most blondes from foreign countries tend to show me strong IOI's when I flirt with them especially scandanavians this was happening before any exposure to the DMSI product. Especially back in the AMS days.
What's AMS? Do you mean v5 or v6?
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(07-30-2016, 09:58 PM)LeonidasXVI Wrote: [ -> ]What's AMS? Do you mean v5 or v6?
Day 16
3 loops before getting out of bed trickling stream. Continue to have weird dreams of past women I have dated. There was a feeling of sadness like a dark cloud over my head when I wokeup today. One of the definitive results from the sub I am happy to announce if one wants to give up masturbating without having to fight it. This sub will do the job !.
Was chatting to a couple of girls today in a conference meetup. Noticed as I walked up the corridor to grab a glass of water on 2 occasions the girls were walking very close to me whilst I was talking to them to a point where their shoulders were rubbing against me.
This might have been the effect of the sub may not have been. Both girls were from mainland europe (holland and germany). Intimate zones vary from culture to culture.
Day 17
4 loops before getting out of bed trickling stream. Late afternoon I struck up a conversation with an english girl ten years younger then me. Instantly she started blushing, smiling and rubbing her palms repeatedly over her forearm. We chatted for nearly 15 mins i then asked for her number she said that it might not be a good idea. I asked her why she just giggled and started palming her face. Then made an excuse that she had to dash. This may/maynot have been the sub as I was dressed in a suit and I look pretty good when in a suit so I am told.
However I am not seeing this everytime I talk to a girl. One in every five girls that I talk to may act that way.
Day 18
Ran 3 loops of tricking stream early morning whilst relaxing in bed. Then ran an additional one loop whilst working out at the gym. Hours later I was struggling for some reason having a normal conversation with those around me. Maybe it wasnt such a good idea running a loop whilst at the gym. Booked flights to go and visit Latvia and Bulgaria in the next few weeks.
Its been nearly 3 weeks now and still not had any urge to masturbate or even play with my cock. Its almost like I want to conserve my sexual energy.
Day 19
Whilst running 3 loops in bed last night. I could both feel and hear my heart rapidly beating it was a weird sensation. Then the feelings and sounds subsided as I fell asleep. I am going to listen to just the one loop on the way to work as thats all I can fit in.
20 days
Lots of internal changes have happened in the last 3 weeks e.g anger towards girls who letme down in the past gone, masturbating down to zero, cocky, flirty but also humble and understanding. I have found myself asking questions like how ? why ? what is the best way of achieving XYZ if that makes sense.
In terms of external changes not observed anything in terms of the aura, women making the first move on me. I am still making the first move on them maybe I am smoother. Not seen any of this women showing me their buttocks and stuff.
21 days
Did 3 loops of trickling stream at night followed by one loop at the gym whilst pushing weights. Felt extremely fatigued had to chill for a couple of hours. Before heading out to a open air bar. Hit on a number of girls who were friendly. I am certainly smoother in my interactions. I calm and focused.
No obvious IOI's from women or women coming up and making conversation with me.
22 days
Reduced listening to 2 loops as I was getting very tired again early morning before I wokeup. Had a nasty dream of me turning into a werewolf. A greek girl i had texted the other day as i wanted to organize a date. She called me and left me a message saying shes up for a drink anytime (met her on a cold approach in a coffee shop).
Its a rare for a young girl to call and leave a message. They usually ping back with a text or on whatsapp. Whether this was the sub that made this happen I feel its rather subjective at this stage if there is an emerging pattern over the next few weeks then I can happily say the sub must be doing something.
Day 22
Seemed to be getting less tired over the last few days so I moved to 7 loops as i want to see pump up my aura before i head off around europe. Nothing out of the ordinary to report yet.
The thing is I was considering the SM path because i feel that the DMSI has helped remove all kinds of emotional blockages. Ah yes the cybernetic brain enhancement i hope people realized i was joking
(08-10-2016, 03:21 AM)yeah! Wrote: [ -> ]This has gotta be the best name for a DMSI journal (Rise of the Doomsday Machine). Actually it might be the best name for a journal I have seen.
Remember when you wanted the cybernetic brain enhancement, god I love this shit, seriously.
Would you run SM or DMSI, are you concerned to be locked in to SM for 6 months?
Day 25
I was going to push for 7 loops listening over night however i only managed 5 loops before I realized that I had to wakeup
. First 5 to 10 mins was groggy as hell after a hot shower was back to normal.
I think I am smoother in my interactions with women however still no IOI's , butt displays or women initiating conversations with me.