03-17-2016, 03:47 PM
Hi Everyone,
I am currently working thru AM v6 and am on stage 3. I started my journey on Dec 31st. I’ve been keeping a private journal which I plan to edit and post here when I complete all the stages. Or, I may end up editing what I have, posting and then continuing to post.
I’ve really enjoyed @CatMan journal (along with the others too) but am trying to find if stage 3 really hit anyone hard. In my first week of stage 3 now and it almost feels like I am going backwards. I am feeling more down than I did during the first two stages. During the first two I noticed significant changes in myself (how I carried myself, posture, mindset) and also noticed an increase in respect in how people treated me. But now with stage 3 I’m starting to feel worse in some ways. Maybe it’s my job, which for the longest time I have just looked at how easy I have it but now am starting to get fed up with the ridiculousness of what we put up with, so maybe frustration in myself for not looking to make a change. Also though, my dog passed on the 2nd day of running this stage. This has had a significant impact on me…it was a devastating blow that really tore me up, and still does but is lessening now.
So, my question, respectfully to everyone online here…did you notice significant impact during stage 3 of AM v6, or is this perhaps a ripple effect of the passing of my dog.
Thanks everyone. I appreciate all of you and the time you put into posting online. I will be a more active participant here. - JJN
I am currently working thru AM v6 and am on stage 3. I started my journey on Dec 31st. I’ve been keeping a private journal which I plan to edit and post here when I complete all the stages. Or, I may end up editing what I have, posting and then continuing to post.
I’ve really enjoyed @CatMan journal (along with the others too) but am trying to find if stage 3 really hit anyone hard. In my first week of stage 3 now and it almost feels like I am going backwards. I am feeling more down than I did during the first two stages. During the first two I noticed significant changes in myself (how I carried myself, posture, mindset) and also noticed an increase in respect in how people treated me. But now with stage 3 I’m starting to feel worse in some ways. Maybe it’s my job, which for the longest time I have just looked at how easy I have it but now am starting to get fed up with the ridiculousness of what we put up with, so maybe frustration in myself for not looking to make a change. Also though, my dog passed on the 2nd day of running this stage. This has had a significant impact on me…it was a devastating blow that really tore me up, and still does but is lessening now.
So, my question, respectfully to everyone online here…did you notice significant impact during stage 3 of AM v6, or is this perhaps a ripple effect of the passing of my dog.
Thanks everyone. I appreciate all of you and the time you put into posting online. I will be a more active participant here. - JJN
Yeah stage 3 is where the " big guns " are being deployed, i am halfway through stage 2 and i've felt some of what you are describing. Just keep going and also feeling resistance/tried usually means that the sub is in effect.