Subliminal Talk

Okay i'm near to end of Stage3 the reason i can't say the exact day is i moved to a new city.and my docs are in old pc not the laptop

I'm now in the capital of my country ,got a new job. work there as a partner and get percent for every project i do.there are more to say but i prefer to keep it until it happen like this.

Saw this article about no fapping and it made me think if i don't fap how i'm gonna release the thing.cause it's not healthy to keep it for long period of time and this takes us to the next point

I might get a girlfriend , this city is one of the largest cities in the world and because of that has lots of beautiful girls.although girls from my home town are more beautiful in general.

Right now i got a good saving for several month and works gonna make money after 6-7 weeks i hope.even if it doesn't i'm ready for longer period.elon musk used to live on only 1 $ .at the end if i get good at my job i'm gonna make 3x-4x more than average in my country in short period of time.

So i have to go now i may update more later

Stage 4 Day 25

So Stage 4 is near to end and my personality is kind of stable right now.yes I have challenges but I know how to handle them and how to handle myself during different times.

I have developed some good characteristics during this months (fist run of AM to 3rd) and lots of them are so natural.i want to test new 6G ASC but don't know when it's gonna be downloadable.the more important sub for me is OP not because id procrastinate but it can help me get things done faster.


Business :

I joined a team of web developers.an small but effective company that works in 2 countries.i'm a partner there and even get company shares every year equal to others.

Relationship :

My ex was showing lots of indicators of interest but when I asked to get back together she said no.i didn't took it personally although I got angry at sad at first.it's like giving someone a really rare gift but they refuse it out of foolishness.it's not your fault it's their loss.

Now let's talk about subway girl! I was standing in a train when 1 girl and 2 men got on it.they were together.maybe father,husband and wife.girl was younger.around 23-24 and men 40 and 30.so I was reading an ebook on my cellphone and was holding it in front of my face and noticed the girl is checking me out.she would look directly into my eyes.it's now normal for me if women who are with their men check me out.i returned the look.it happened more than 7 times when I checked her finger that was without a ring.then checked her body language.foots,hip and whole body toward me.and she was playing with the iron people hold to don't fall in the train like it was my thing.at this point I was so turned on and horny.then she looked between my legs which made it even bigger I slightly winked at her and she looked to the man next to her to show me she can't make a move.i moved my head as the sign of “ok I understand” after that a lady with baby came in so I gave my place to here next to the door.then found out the other man-older one- was standing next to me.I asked in English are you Chinese sir? He said no and called the other guy and said but he's from Australia.younger man left the girl and came to talk to me.we chatted I made some jokes.was alpha of the group.i asked him if he had a Facebook account so we can add each other he said no I don't have one.(i wanted to add the girl from his profile)

When I checked the current station found out missed mine but didn't said anything about it.stayed cool said take care and left.the whole time girl was checking me plus I show some high value by speaking fluent English and gaining other men's respect.

Didn't knew really what to do.i could ask If she as her wife or sister but it passed my mind after that.in my culture it's not something you do but they were from some other country.any way.i have 3 questions

A : what should I do in situations like this? Since I first made guys frinedly
B : I still think about it and feel kind loss.how can I remove the bad feelings like regret from it?

C : How to remove any feeling about an Ex girlfriend?

That's all for now

Hey

My 3rd run of AM6 finished and it's been about 2 weeks that i'm doing OP.

Honestly i don' feel like writing about it mostly because got some important project right now but i should write about it asap.

@Shannon do you think it's a good idea to run refresher from now on? btw OP wasn't doing very well in AM6 in my opinion and experience

Thank you.