01-02-2016, 11:26 PM
So I wanted to start a No Fap thread cuz it's really needed. I'm on day 4 of my streak and I gotta promise that I won't have PMO or sex for the next 5 years. I wasted 4 years wallowing in my pain and I can't have that again. All the bad things that happened in my life in women trampling over me etc can be traced back to the fact that I wasn't polarized and had low testosterone and I was castrating myself with every wank. I have these urges to step it up to bad porn genres but I definitely cannot do that. Sin the end it was all for a higher purpose because if I didn't fap I would have still been a Christian and not seek out the higher esoteric knowledge and also I wouldn't have learned the invaluable lessons that came with this experience and lastly I would have never discover Shannon's subs if it wasn't for Fapping. So I can't really say if it was good or bad but I can now say it. no longer serves me as a young human being. I realized that all my problems were because of parts of myself that I didn't deal with manifest in my daily life and so I am now working to sort out my psche and intergrate and heal my shadow side into me. I realized my true destiny is to help people and I must be the greatest amoung my peers to be a servant.