I had a dream yesterday on the first day of Stage 5 where I was being not alpha (submissive, nice, appeasing) or whatever. What would be the possible reason for this?
It also happened to me several times.
Here some:
1. I dreamed about my weak. That dream presented that i'm the passive person, dependent, fool, and a person which can not do anything.
2. Dreamed about my lack of conficence.
3. I dreamed about my fear and shame. I am a lonely in that dream.
But when i was on the stage 1 (i din't know on what day) made so happy and emotional. I had a very clear and long dream. And that's the best and typical dream i've ever had.
I was in the school which has been modified like a dreamland. There's a girl that i love. We're talking each other, doing whatever.
That's all
- Shin
Interesting. What would be the reason for this dream occurring, Shannon? What is your speculation?
I'm on day 9 of Stage 5, and am getting dreams where I've regressed to the anxious, fearful, unconfident self for the past 4-5 days. I first started this stage great, but suddenly I started getting these negative dreams. Why would this be? Could my relapse into porn usage (thus causing subconsious self-loathing and inferiority complexes) be the cause?