(04-04-2015, 03:27 AM)somebodynew Wrote: [ -> ]with metal pipes - i dont think so.
A girl set me up
Lol, not with metal pipes. But still, 6 years of beatings > 2x metal pipe beatings any day of the week yo. I've got loads of trauma because of it. O.O
(04-04-2015, 03:27 AM)somebodynew Wrote: [ -> ]with metal pipes - i dont think so.
A girl set me up
Hey man, how old are you? how old were you when that shit happened? she was your girlfriend? who she set you up with ? did you do something to deserve that shit or was because the girl was a huge bitch? did you get some kind of revenge ?
Im insterested in this i don't know why. Maybe talking(writing) about it helps you release that trauma, or look at it differently
i am 27.
Girl i was dating with was dating one of criminal gang guys here. She never told me, and when he found out she is sitting on 2 chairs ... she said i made her do it, instead of the truth.
You know what goes after that.
Anyhow...
Why am i so tired? I cant get out of bed
tired / depressed / irritated....
wtf... i will loose my job if i continue like this, i cant lay down whole fuckign day in bed
Eat better. Reduce artificial sugar. Workout. Absorb energy from people by socializing. Walk.
The more you enjoy being in weak state the more you feel weak while if you keep on having active lifestyle tiredness will reduce.
Key things:
- Your body will adapt
- Active lifestyle
- Better diet
Problem solved.
still..
Depression / Tired / sleeping a lot / Fear / stuck
Having blast from the past while i walk. I reamemer all the bad stuff that happend.
Also have repeatedly not while i sleep but while i am awake.
My friends/ girls taking a rock and hitting me while i am on the floor bleading.
and this pops in my head like 10x a day.
Stage one is garbage removal, my pain while using AM is on stage one too.
I'm dreaming my ex for 32 days straight. What a pain in the *ss.
But now I'm in the middle of stage two, now I can see that our broken relationship is just a history.
Time goes on. Time to move on. Time won't stop. I choose to stand firm and fight back.
Keep up your progress, as time goes by, everything is just getting better and better.
