(04-08-2015, 12:32 PM)Womanizer Wrote: [ -> ]As far as rejection is there really such thing. IL just laugh at it and joke about it.
Totally man. Today in sales I learned there are what's known as "smoke screens". That's when someone is being polite but basically telling you they aren't interested at all. You can't sell those, you just can't. Same with women.
http://www.goodlookingloser.com/entry/sc...reen-girls
Stage 1 Day 28
I'm going through a Rollercoaster of emotions it's like I am chicken lol. From anger to aggression , to love sadness etc.
But I seem to be stable now , I'm hungry in terms of success. I know what I have to do now to reach the highest level of alpha I can reach. No matter which way I look at it martial arts is In the path , it's been there way before subs but I was to passive.
My goal is to quit my current job , move and learn and become a master or advanced student. I think it's a fear , I may to pstec this one. I have been thinking about my future as well and it involves women, yea the sub makes me higher value find my path but if women didn't exist I'd be the one of the first ones gone.
I'm also getting Amoged hard today , but I am brushing it off. I am questioning alot of things as well. It seems like most people I talk are getting married . I've always been against marriage so I'm thinking about my future in terms of that. Also how this is a lonesome path , women or friends. I realized with experience many of those around me are insecure and cannot be happy for those that are successful. It's hard to believe that there are people out there like that , fuck them.
Other then all these thoughts just thinking about success and women , how I can incorporate both of them into my life , a life of freedom of sorts.
S1 Summary
Increased sexual confidence
Conversations feel natural and just flow
Increase in acquaintances and friends
Sexual visualization , as in I look at a woman and visualize what sex with her would be like
Increase in checking women out
Increased respect from men and women
OGSF removed some shame and guilt and fear
Increased competition from others? It feels like guys are feeding from my vibe and be like minded
Auto detection on signals of interest
That's the only thing I can think of as of right now that worked internally. In stage 1, I approached a 19 and 18 year old , I taught I was going to hook up with a cute 18 year old but she couldn't keep up with my time.
But yea you definitely notice the changes for sure on 2 beginning of stage 2.
S2 7 hours in
Stronger sexier eye contact
Increased socializing
Teasing women naturally
Increase in joy when a woman is around
Women seem more responsive to me in this stage , friendlier and nicer. I had gotten a number from a coworker in stage 6 of Am and I approached herher a with honest game I am attracted to you blah blah but it was weak stuff.
Anyhow I bumped into her yesterday and we talked for a good 15 to 20 minutes she seem really into me , she gave some strong signals so far this stage is going well time will tell. Another thing is this stage is making me evaluate what I want out of my life , I'm considering writing a book or a pdf I'm going to think about it . I'm just starting to get motivated
(04-22-2015, 07:01 PM)Womanizer Wrote: [ -> ]S2 7 hours in
Stronger sexier eye contact
Increased socializing
Teasing women naturally
Increase in joy when a woman is around
Women seem more responsive to me in this stage , friendlier and nicer. I had gotten a number from a coworker in stage 6 of Am and I approached herher a with honest game I am attracted to you blah blah but it was weak stuff.
Anyhow I bumped into her yesterday and we talked for a good 15 to 20 minutes she seem really into me , she gave some strong signals so far this stage is going well time will tell. Another thing is this stage is making me evaluate what I want out of my life , I'm considering writing a book or a pdf I'm going to think about it . I'm just starting to get motivated
Great post! Very exciting to me, as I start SM3 the day after tomorrow!
I love how these programs have the other secondary benefits that you may not even predict, like you writing a book during SM3 haha, it's so cool. Everything is interconnected, these powerful programs can result in changes we could never even have imagined, due to all the interdependencies in our minds.
(04-23-2015, 10:18 AM)CatMan Wrote: [ -> ]I love how these programs have the other secondary benefits that you may not even predict, like you writing a book during SM3 haha, it's so cool. Everything is interconnected, these powerful programs can result in changes we could never even have imagined, due to all the interdependencies in our minds.
Yea , I intend on going out this weekend, and writing a book about women is on my to do list before hitting the hay. I'm very curious how it's going to go for you , because you may have less programming, not everything you learn from the PUA scene is healthy so I have to brush off somethings to the side.
S2 day 4
I haven't listened much today because of time constraining and work , so I have about 2 make up days. On a side note 2 women have added me in a game that I play so that's kool. On dating websites I just don't feel like paying, I rather go out and do it in person old fashioned . I don't mind meeting up with someone online but it's not one of my strengths. I have to turn that into one , including day game which is something that I don't do. I typically do night game or at least did so this sub is helping reinvent my style . That's all I got for now , I got homework to do.
How many hours per day are you listening on average?
(04-24-2015, 05:25 PM)essy Wrote: [ -> ]How many hours per day are you listening on average?
I'm getting 16 to 20 now ; I find 16 a good range though.
Stage 2 Day 21
So idk what exactly this stage is doing maybe building more on the attitudes. Idk. I have been trying multiple things now. I started using Pheros again and it seems to be helping my overall being and others. Started taking some Testosterone, this sub is really kicking my ass so I need energy and strength. I remember reading in sebastians journal about being having avoidance to the sub , i been feeling that way too like I don't want to do it anymore. But I've already committed to it so I'm going to finish. This was also the right choice I need to balance out alpha with more masculinity.
I'm sure there's alot of changes that I'm not aware of but I'm not to focused on them. It just feels so natural. One thing though I noticed that my sexual confidence has went up.
As of this week I started watching porn
lol. Part of me is happy but the other is like "F" it. I have been messaging a solid of Mount of women on pof so you could say the sub pushed me towards that. I did get laid as well I been having sex with a friend of mine she's cute , but I want to meet different women. Also today marriage popped in my head I believe is because most males I have a conversation with seem to glorify marriage lol , maybe I'm old or I'm conversing with the wrong people. Idk . I'm not a big fan of marriage at least not yet, partially because I haven't meet anyone suitable. Which reminds me I'm having a hard time connecting with women online. Online dating is one of weakeness im more old school approach in person and see where it goes. Lately I have been seeing if I can push things between me and this cute Latina girl I have met. I have this strong intuition that she likes me and wants me , but social conditioning just seems too strong uhhhh it's annoying. Other then that just trying new things out , it feels like I have been reborn ; being a natural is definitely more fun and alot less pressure. I'm hoping the situation improves and I get to meet some kool attractive women I can connect with. Hopefully I can take things between me and that Latina women in a different direction which I am very skeptical about. Also the sub is making me more focused on making money and getting money . Perhaps because I've realized that women are not priority and that eating is and living a comfortable life is more important.
I forgot to mention I've got into a couple random arguments with ppl trying to put me down but the alpha came out , I now see why alpha is such a key component to this sub I witnessed first hand. Also I've had ppl attempting to tease muah.
Keep going, my SM3 brother! Enjoying your thread man!
(05-13-2015, 05:09 PM)CatMan Wrote: [ -> ]Keep going, my SM3 brother! Enjoying your thread man!
Thanks man. Yea i realized it does take a lot of trust to share your life with others. I didn't know you used pheromones that's kool. Any recommendations? I've been playing around lately I got the wold by liquid alchemy labs and some copulins. I'm going to keep playing around. They definitely enhance my mood and others.
Stage 2 Day 24
I've been feeling real good today. Things didn't work out between me and the Latina woman. She has a boyfriend lol , I even gave her a pass to analyze her a bit more. She had this blank look when I said what I said like she never expect me to say what I said
. In other news my online persistence finally paid off. Im meeting a woman next weekend and one tomorrow. My intention is just to make friends, getting laid is secondary like a bonus. My mentality now is less is more. I want to do less ,get more and stick with it. It's Kool how the sub makes sex be what sex is ,instead of this overly glorified act. Main goal right now is get in better shape and master online dating, I check my online dating profiles everyday now as a result of the sub. I don't go out much anymore not too look for woman. Maybe that will change hear shortly , time will tell.
Stage 2 last day
Increased need to accomplish self goals
Decreased need for women
Increased pursuit of women through online dating
More is less attitude
Care free , I seem to forget what the days seem to be and time
Increased comfort around Women
Increased respect from women and men
I reactivated 2 online dating profiles so now I have a total of 4, I need to update the 4th. As far as results most girls seem to be flaky I had 2 that supposedly like me flake. Seems like most women just want a relationship.
Im sure theres some negatives , il have to focus on it and recall. That's all I can think of. I reduced my sub time a bit because I'm constantly tired this 5g is no joke , i can only imagine 6g.