Results wise, the sub did what it was supposed to do. Had plenty of women chasing me and got to know plenty of women.
I stopped because I was content with life. Just in bliss and pretty much happy, exactly how I always wanted to be. Then all of a sudden I return home from school this month. Some days pass and BOOM! In one moment like an avalanche of negativity fell in my mind. I became severely depressed like I was a few years ago. The intense anxiety feeling came back. I can feel it all over my body. I had no clue what was going on. I went into panic. I thought I was over this and dealt with. I thought it would go away and just pass by. Its been a week and still feel the same. Since then my mind as been racing and endless thoughts. I don't know what is going on. I can't explain why but no matter what I do, I just can't seem to shake it off. Really Really hates this.
I did EPRHA last year for 6 months. So I don't think I need to do that again.
Thought SM3 because that was the sub I feel I'm lacking the most out of the six stage subs. Already did AM and WM seems similar to what BIATBW already did to me.
SM is a huge sub. uses a lot of energy.
All in all SM makes you healthy physically and emotionally. Tons of penis power. Lifestyle becomes irresistible manifestation occurs and IOIs from women turn to action. The caliber of women you hookup with changes and it's quite a moral booster
Okay Everyone, I've decided to get back into Subs and have chosen to do SM3. I know it will be one hell of a ride with many, many hard times but I'm ready for it. What I want from the sub is to become better at seducing and attracting women. And also become more masculine in nature. Excited to see what happens in the next couple of months.
Oh wow, I completely forgot I never finished AM6. Thanks for bringing that up. The resistance was so bad I had to stop.
I've done AM5 in 2014, but now rethinking if I should do AM6 again or just go ahead and do SM3 since I just bought it.
Alright I decided that I'll be running AM 6. It was a tough decision because of the fear of doing a sub that caused me so much distress in the past but I'm ready to give it another go. What I'm expecting from the run is to just become more masculine and get rid of all the unwanted negativity and limits I have. Also to reduce the anxiety and uneasiness I have been feeling in the last couple of weeks. Beginning tonight!
Well. It sounds good to go through the Alpha Male 6 program... It will get rid of Neediness from others as well as bring as your Masculine qualities
Day 1:
It was a weird day. Woke up feeling like I was back to normal. Just calm and natural. Which surprised me because the last couple of weeks I woke up with feelings of dread and misery. I was good throughout the day and I was actually thinking why I am not feeling the same as I did for the past weeks. I was looking for the same feeling and it wasn't coming up. Sweet!
BUT later in the day I returned to being the same way. I was anxious again and filled with fear for some reason. I didn't like it one bit especially how my morning went. I was back to being back in my head, filled with countless thoughts. Couldn't focus on anything. This was with only one night of listening. Glad Stage 1 is meant to clear the garbage away.
Day 2 and 3
Already feeling much better than how I was in the past couple of weeks. I feel like I'm slowly becoming myself again and the negative emotions are going away. Anxiety was reduced by alot. I felt it very little today. My friends also commented that I seem to be in a better mood today than I have been. All these are great signs that the sub is working. I'm amazed it took only three days.
Day 4 and 5
Felt great. Mornings were hard as my head felt like it was hit by a truck. I felt like sleeping alot more. By the afternoon I would feel better. Anxiety was near zero. It was great! I felt like 100% me again. Had so much fun each night. Being free of the clouded mind I had just made everything much more fun. I was back to my usual self and enjoyed the night with my friends.
As I write this tho, it feels the Anxiety is back. I don't feel like talking or socializing and my throat is clogged up. I have to clear my throat anytime I want to speak. This will be interesting as I'm attending a party later tonite. Hopefully it goes away by then
Day 6 and 7
This sub is draining. Every morning feel my head is about to explode. I also have been sleeping alot more. Just always so tired. I have taken naps in the middle of the day which I usually don't do.
Things I have noticed is mood swings. I would feel real good and the next moment feel down. Another is that I have reached out to friends and contacted them just to chill and hangout. The clogged up throat thing still happens. This is something similar I have felt before and remembered it from long ago. When I was going thru puberty, my voice would crack and I found it embarrassing. I wouldn't want to talk and kept quiet most of the time. Well I feel like that now, which is odd because I'm not one to be quiet and usually talk alot.
Today an interesting thing happen to me that has never happened before. Working out at the gym on a machine. I feel on top of the world, just in my on zone with my music playing and just feel great. An attractive woman comes by. I have no clue what she wants but was thinking she just wanted to know how many more sets I probably have on the machine. Nope. She actually wanted to introduce herself and get to know me. Now this surprised me and in my head I couldn't believe it and was angered. I was in my zone and into my workout and it got interrupted by her. But instead of showing the anger, I kept it inside and just was friendly towards her. I made a new friend at the gym.
Are you jake from the skype group for magnetic lifestyles I had ?
(07-07-2016, 09:12 AM)rayrocanaldo Wrote: [ -> ]Are you jake from the skype group for magnetic lifestyles I had ?
Nope
No Clue what you are talking about
Day 8 and 9
Still very tired most times. Been sleeping alot more. Throat problem still there and makes me not want to talk. I sound like I'm sad when I open my mouth. Feel good tho. Half the day feel like a zombie and stuck in my mind, the other half I'm upbeat and enjoying life. Also Notice that I get angry alot more easily. Anything someone says that agitates me, I'll respond to it. Feel like fighting everybody.