01-25-2015, 06:47 AM
Also, another thing is that I have that extreme boredom, but I don't know what to do! It is soooo frustrating. I remember this from before.
01-25-2015, 06:47 AM
02-03-2015, 12:36 AM
Completed 32 days AM5 refresh.
I now know what I gotta do. Overcome Fear, directly.
I now know what I gotta do. Overcome Fear, directly.
02-07-2015, 03:57 AM
I have decided to return to study, I gotta improve some basic things first, so I am starting there. I am currently using Overcome Fear but I will eventually (I don't know when) move on to ''Improve Your Grades & Study Habits'' or ''Study Aid: Mathematics''.
What it comes down to basically, I want to strengthen my weaknesses, and go in a direction I am interested in. Over the years I have had a lot recurring dreams of being in the past and being back at school. I am pretty sure there is emotional stuff there, relating to confidence, regret and avoiding what I was not good at, because I did not care etc.
I have come down to that I want to resolve things from my past and returning to study and actually putting in effort now and actually learning, does feel good and the right thing to do. And It feels like resolving unfinished business from my past.
What it comes down to basically, I want to strengthen my weaknesses, and go in a direction I am interested in. Over the years I have had a lot recurring dreams of being in the past and being back at school. I am pretty sure there is emotional stuff there, relating to confidence, regret and avoiding what I was not good at, because I did not care etc.
I have come down to that I want to resolve things from my past and returning to study and actually putting in effort now and actually learning, does feel good and the right thing to do. And It feels like resolving unfinished business from my past.