Subliminal Talk

Hey guys

a little about me. ive used a couple subs before. ive tried asc, but it was while i was smoking weed. I felt results that were inconsistent that time. Ive used pheromones, Cory skyy's affirmations, and even george hutton's programming videos from youtube.

Since i just started browsing this forum and eventually joining, I starting looking into tapping and doing subs again. Tapping i got from geodude's journal

Ive had mild success with women. 26 and just broke up with this girl I was dating. More of an us being busy thing, but also a lot of me not being comfortable with my sexuality

Last august me and a friend were doing cory's affirmations consistently and having bomb ass nights going out, so live girls were approaching us all the time. We're pretty good looking guys, and when we go out we dance like mofos and have a good time

in novemember i had a somewhat traumatic experience with a girl. its led to some guilt and fear, which has led to some guilt, fear, and shame in regards to my sexuality especially when escalating with girls

right now im on day 2 of asc. Im already feeling effects like being tired and just feeling confident.

ive been shy, ive been confident. its like im rediscovering myself, especially combined with the affirmations. btw if you guys want more women, please listen and do cory skyy's magnetic mindset affirmations, specifically the mirror affirmations, just take 20-30 minutes a day

i was playing the ultrasonic on my phone at work. i work(ed) at a call center. I received an email from a prospect complaining about a vm i left him. we sell home warranties, he called and wanted more info. i tried reaching him for days leaving messages and emails.

finally he picks up once and hangs up. i cb and leave a vm saying let me know if you want it or stop wasting my time. he emails back complaining, i say ill find out who sent it (lol).

so im doing other work and he replies calling me a spineless ass for not replying to him and i called him out saying i hope his bruised ego feels better by calling me names.

my boss didn't like that, so im here at dunkin donuts starting my journal before applying to new jobs. When I was fired I was really chill about it, i just accepted responbsibility for my actions, i understood why they had to let me go

in terms of how i usually am, im 190 pretty muscular. african american, and pretty intelligent. Not bragging, just saying i still have insecurities too. I get into my head a lot when talking to girls, part of why things fell apart with my last girl. on top of that some neediness and hitting her with too much attention at times

I walk tall, I have pretty good eye contact when i talk to people. when i meet eyes with someone, male or female, i usually nod or say hi. I haven't been approaching much lately. I do get a lot of looks from women though. Even at the club I have girls who come up and dance with me, or grab me, or even come dance right next to me.

im doing the tapping, affirmations, and subs consistently more. I'll also be doing some more natural grounding, those videos worked wonders. here's my sub schedule:

1) ASC - 90 days (more like 100)
2) daos + biatbw - 90 days (together)
3) AM 5g - 6 months (6 stages)
4) Sex magnet - 6 months (6 stages)

Then figure it out from there, its 18 months out anyway.

ask any questions. ill be on here as much as possible. Im pretty emotionally mature. i havent meditated a lot lately, but I will again soon.

I did a sensory deprivation tank for 2 hours last week, it helped me learn a lot about myself and how I handled certain situations.

After things ended with my girl, im 100% dedicated to shifting my positioning with women and dating at least 3 at a time.

when i met her she was qualifying herslef all over, and saying how she knows im probably dating other girls. it was perfect positioning. i lost that over time, but i gained a very indepth understanding of female psychology lol

my boy is heavy on affirmations and met this beautiful girl who he spent last weekend with as she bought him food, pampered him, and *****.

also let me know what you guys think of my sub schedule. i might do a success/money affirmation in between daos/biatbw & AM, or do the success/money after SM

Ive owned my own business before. Im in between jobs right now as I work on another business and some other things on the side.

Also why I said w/o weed, i realized smoking weed brings a lot of negatvie self talk and can bring up negative memories in the mind. I think smoking weed is why i didnt get the best results from subs before, or why my success with affirmations were inconsistent.

It also could have resistance building in my mind, which im tapping regularly to increase.

all feedback is welcome. I hope my experiences are helpful to others, I'll detail everything best as possible. By the way, I already know this stuff works, so my subconscious is already behind it. This is gonna be a fun journal Let's get rocking!

Hi Forbes welcome to the forum. I like the title of your journal You might be best off skipping the DAOS/BIATBW as SM3 has those in it, in 5G format as well.

forbes - welcome! great to have you here on the forum.

thanks guys im looking forward to some crazy stories and helping forward the science of subs. this stuff is amazing

the reason i want to do daos/biatbw next is because i want to use some more attraction subs efore doing alpha male, and ive read i should definitely do alpha male before sex magnet. but then I also dont want to do alpha male right after asc because i want to work in attraction subs, and I may or may not have the money for it at that point. thanks for the advice though ricardo

and thanks again, for all you lil wayne fans (and life in general fans lol) out there. its pretty fitting too. I realised the 2 worst things for me ever:

1) internet porn - ruined my productivity, goal setting, reward mechanism in my brain. i was satisfied with mediocrity in areas of my life, or satisfied with putting forth subpar effort

2) weed - i loved it because it led me to be more social, and to other drugs which all helped me learn a lot about myself and life. On the flip side it brings up repressed and negative thoughts/feelings a lot, ruins consistency, and again fucks up my reward mechanisms. There was a 5 month period where I lived with my parents, jobless, and just smoking weed everyday, and i was okay with myself

id recommend staying away from both if you want to succeed in life

im on a mad dash to further growth and development now. My next moves include getting a job for cashflow. Work on my side business (network marketing company), learn to trade futures (I have a millionaire who will be training me), work on my blog (around my side business), quit my job, then travel the world. oh yeah, and the bitches

day 3
went to dunkin donuts today to get some work done and apply for jobs after getting fired yesterday.

i was sitting right next to the door, pointing away from it and towards the registers. there were two instances where a girl came in and stared me down even though i was off to the side, then checked me out again on the way out.

also some girl who was with her mom kept staring at me. I was very clam the entire time, taking up a lot of space and focused on getting stuf done.

ive come to expect girls to stare, it comes with doing affirmations, but i felt more confident about it and comfortable with it today. im shifting my reality subconsciously and consciously to understand women find me attractive. I do a lot of positive self talk daily too

i was at the table closest to the door, there were two 4 person tables to the right of me. a mom sat their with her two girls, didnt notice anything from the mom.

a kid came and sat in the table next to me, then when his parents came to sit his dad moved him a table over. i was also playing the sub most of the time on ultrasonic. dunno if that would cause anything extra

ive been using the ultra sonic from my iphone, my only problem now is making sure I dont use it too much. i keep it running all the time, even in my pocket

it's better if it's playing than not. For your choice's journey with sub I like what you chose.

Wow man. 190lbs of muscular black man? You do these subs and you can enter the porn biz yourself. Just sayin'. Welcome and good luck!

lol im good sarge, im not interested in doing porn unless its homemade with girls im dating. i really dont like what internet porn does to your brain and is doing to men everywhere. its a large reason why men's T levels are on average lower nowadays and ed is at an all time high among guys in their 20's. sorry for the rant, but check out yourbrainonporn.com for more on this

day 4
yesterday i had 2 sales job interviews, got both jobs. one starts monday, if i dont like it i can try the one starting wednesday. ive done a lot of sales so i usually get jobs like this easily, but damn they barely asked me anything in the interviews and just told me when training started

at the first job i noticed a black girl staring at me. i attract black girls a lot, but im more into spanish girls.

as i was waiting on the second interview i was extremely calm just staring out the window waiting. no anxiety, just chilling

at night i was washing dishes, i decided to start tapping on some pent up emotions. i started in my kitchen, i brought up guilt i had about a situation last year where i was arrested along with 2 friends. After sentencing, i was put in a solitary cell and i remember pacing and just blaming myself for everything and thinking my life was over. Also pent up shame in my sexuality which on a level, led to the situation happening

as i brought it up, i tapped starting in the middle of my forehead, to the corners of my eyes, then under my eyes, under my nose, middle of my chin, under collar bone, then under shoulders

i tapped on each 5 times, while repeating "let it go" and bring the guilt to the surface. a coupe rotations and i felt this intense wave of emotion, my legs buckled and i just started crying. i held myself and just repeated "its ok" "let it go" "you were a victim of circumstance".

at this point i had to go into a room and sit down and i just kept crying, and kept bringing up the emotions and letting go.

i have to say that was the most amazing feeling ever. i feel amazing, i felt happy afterwards. i loved it.

im gonna keep tapping on that daily to flush it out, i dunno how deep the emotions are inbedded. day 2 of cory skyy's affirmations in a row

im doing the mirror ones and making sure i hold eye contact with myself the whole time. my favorite effect is what i like to call "remembering the sexy" where you look in the mirror and really realize how attractive you are. The affirmations help with this a lot

that was yesterday

today day 5

just woke up and stopped by a friends house whose going on a cruise today. iwalked in and said hi to his fam i didnt know, then went over to say hi to two people around my age going on the cruise too

the guy's behavior was interesting, when i went over he shot up and came over to shake my hand and introduce himself, like a heavy respect response. thought it was interesting

thats all for now, still only 11am day 5.

important note guys, consistency is godlike! stay with these subliminals, or affirmations, or whatever your self development tool is daily, like your life depends on it, BECAUSE IT DOES!

remember that

That's crazy about the crying man! Too bad you didn't know about tapping when you were in solitary,eh?

(08-14-2014, 07:41 AM)forbes Wrote: [ -> ]lol im good sarge, im not interested in doing porn unless its homemade with girls im dating. i really dont like what internet porn does to your brain and is doing to men everywhere. its a large reason why men's T levels are on average lower nowadays and ed is at an all time high among guys in their 20's. sorry for the rant, but check out yourbrainonporn.com for more on this

Yeah I'm well aware of "yourbrainonporn" and while I agree with them in many respects, I also know how to counter the effects of porn. Basically, it's a dopamine thing, and you just have to have a good diet so that your dopamine and other sexually-essential nutrients are replenished and abundant. Most guys don't eat healthy, that, coupled with the porn addiction, can indeed cause the issues they mention, but it's not because of PORN so much as it's because of bad dietary choices and (I'd wager to guess) lack of exercise.

Forbes, I strongly suggest you not do AM while you do NG, and vice versa. They totally conflict in what they're trying to do. It's a good way to waste your time.

thanks for the info sarge, you make a good point. im gonna stay away from it as a personal preference though. and i think i actualy knew a lil about tapping back then, but not enough to be effective. i ended up meditating as i waited that day, it was stressful as fuck

btw the whole case is going great. charges are about to be dropped, then me and my boys will be suing the city for wrongful imprisonment and unlawful bond (ours was $500,000 each, for 3 of us!). so im also able to better get over it as the case itself blows over

thanks for the NG/AM advice shannon, is it ok to do NG while using ASC? i think after my biatbw/daos combo, ill do life tune up for a couple months. im liking the testimonials im seeing. ill figure it out as i go. adding my cory skyy affirmations from everything is really bolstering my confidence and my sexual comfort

i see a lot of guys wondering about what to say to girls. im of the rsd mentality, it never matters, worry about the vibe. the great thing with subs is that i feel it produces the necessary vibes for you naturally, like you just exude these feelings

as far as the second part of day 5 today. no big noticable things. im decently confident already, im using this mainly to bolster myself and to get more comfortable with myself, while growing to know myself better

i hit the gym. i was walking and this girl was staring at me, when our eyes met she had this deer in the headlights look. noticed some staring from some other girls too. nothing major

im also working on my confidence to get back approaching girls again. i havent done it in months, at least not regularly. overall im felling great from asc, and i just recommended it to a friend.

btw thanks for these shannon, im super excited to see where my journey takes me

The sensory deprivation tank thing is super-interesting.

Could you talk about it? What it did to you, what emotional responses it induced?

hey lifelabs, yea ill talk about it

i did a lot of research prior to doing the sensory deprivation tank. I listened to joe rogan talk about it, and my friend whose been doing affirmations did it a couple weeks back

he did a lot of psychedelics back in college, many he was still feeling effects from. he said the tank helped him close all those loops from the psychedelics

i saw him a week after, his energy was a lot more lighthearted. He said he forgave himself for a lot of things, and reached new levels of self love

for me, it was hard to completely let go. i kept hitting the sides of the tank or touching my face. i spent two hours in there total, the best way to describe it is a really intense discussion with the core of yourself

i gained a lot of clarity on my actions, my views on things, i looked at how i handled certain situations and realized a lot of things i need to change.

another thing about the tank that both my friend and the guy who owns it says is of course its gonna be different for everyone. It was very different than what i initially thought. I thought it would be more trippy like an acid/shroom trip and maybe id see things, none of that

also each time you go in, you peel away more layers of your ego and get deeper to the core of yourself. they say its like an onion, and it can sometimes get very visual and crazy. I want to take a couple more dips, I felt like if I didnt move at all, I couldve concentrated more and gone deeper

when i got out i was super relaxed. My neck hurt a little from a weird position, but the rest of my body felt great, its filled with 700 lbs of epsom salt which does the body good

id highly recommend it to everyone, do a couple dips in the tank. I'll be buying my own some day.

btw day 6

i went to pay my car note, i spoke loudly clearly, and felt confident.

usually when i dont pay attention, my voice can come out to soft or not very deep, happens all the time. usually to speak deeply or even project properly, i have to do it consciously

today i spoke up loudly in a normal fashion. i like what asc is doing to my mindset, i feel so present and calm overall. even when i stare into space, i used to stare and my mind wander. Now i stare and my mind is clear, im just chilling

my friend whose doing affirmations just started asc today since he heard me raving about it. ill see how it goes for him

i might be heading out to the club tomorrow night. i used to be more apprehensive about it, i think a lot of it was my guilt/shame from last year. now im really looking forward to it, plus i get in free

i hope my journal entries arent too long guys lol

I don't see why ASC would conflict with NG, but AM does.

thanks for the update shannon.

day 7

had a crazy dream last night

i was hanging out with two girls, then had to drop one to class cause we had the same class. weird because i graduated college 3 yrs ago lol.

we drive along these weird roads, and finally get to the classroom. get there, and its also a job orientation for telemarketers.

all of a sudden people burst in the room with guns and start threatening to kill anyone. its a militia of people who were on the do not call list and are angry at telemarketers lol

they have us hddle in the corner and begin to ask us questions and threaten to start killing if no one answers. I raise my hand to answer, then theyinvite me to the front of the room to speak to everyone

i talk about how we try to sell good products that do what they say, and everyone has a choice in life.

next scene im outside as cops arrest the bad guys. apparently my speech was enough to convince them to surrender.

im walking back to my car with the girl i brought, waving bye to all these people whose live i just saved. just feeling really calm and glad i didnt get killed

then i woke up, super weird. maybe i need to get out of call centers