Stage 2 Day 30 : had an argue with a woman in my university,and she called security lol the security guy is my friend back to when i worked there.it was funny how he reacted when saw me there.we went out together and had a cup of tea.he said i know you are right but she don''t understand even i have problem with her.i said i know but just wanted to show her what happens if she repeat that behaviour
then talked to her boss...
rarely things can bother me.i'm chill most of the time.for example :i have little time to study? so what.i will study that time and make best of it even if i can't pass this i can take it again.
with this mind set i let my brain to work better.
if feel like a PC in standby mood.
my biggest hope in life is finishing the book and creating a passive income.
Stage 2 Day 33: my parents got divorce it is possible they get back together in 2-3 months.
i give my dad advice and help on his business i hope he can use the opportunities he got right now.
today my friend insisted on showing me to his girlfriend.she picked up us
she:you look so familiar.i think i know you.
me: do you watch porn?
she laughed
i get more invited to events and can see my reality is shaping the way i want it to be.i'm more relaxed with my height,kind of accepted it.right now having a girl friend is not a problem at all but i prefer to spend the money on myself instead of dating although in the past i let girls pays sometimes it's really odd and interesting for them.
Stage 3 Starts right now.
Stage 3 Day 1 : i'm gonna watch victoria's secret fashion show 2013 and tap
dating a model on that level is most men deepest fear but not me.
(06-22-2014, 05:58 PM)MJ1 Wrote: [ -> ]Stage 3 Day 1 : i'm gonna watch victoria's secret fashion show 2013 and tap
dating a model on that level is most men deepest fear but not me.
Are you saying you're dating a model? Do tell!
(06-22-2014, 07:29 PM)SargeMaximus Wrote: [ -> ] (06-22-2014, 05:58 PM)MJ1 Wrote: [ -> ]Stage 3 Day 1 : i'm gonna watch victoria's secret fashion show 2013 and tap
dating a model on that level is most men deepest fear but not me.
Are you saying you're dating a model? Do tell!
Not right now.
i used to date a girl with models attributes.the interesting part is " I " dumped her.
(06-23-2014, 02:41 AM)MJ1 Wrote: [ -> ] (06-22-2014, 07:29 PM)SargeMaximus Wrote: [ -> ] (06-22-2014, 05:58 PM)MJ1 Wrote: [ -> ]Stage 3 Day 1 : i'm gonna watch victoria's secret fashion show 2013 and tap
dating a model on that level is most men deepest fear but not me.
Are you saying you're dating a model? Do tell!
Not right now.
i used to date a girl with models attributes.the interesting part is " I " dumped her.
My hero dude lol. So what is it you do? I'm guessing businessman, am I right?
(06-22-2014, 05:58 PM)SargeMaximus Wrote: [ -> ]My hero dude lol. So what is it you do? I'm guessing businessman, am I right?
i sent you a PM.
what i learned from my last lover was i prefer to be with girls that are NOT part of my life already.so when we get separated it's easier to forget about her.
Stage 3 Day 3 : i'm freaking out about copy protection
you can see it
here
honestly i think IML needs some changes in copy right policy.it's our right to know what's exactly in copy protection script.many people found about IML after pirating.
when i bought AM6 had no idea previous version can effect it.
but what's odd for me is i'm seeing results with sub " fortunately "
i'm waiting for Shannon answer.
let me tell you about my situation.right now i'm surviving until get my hands on new BASE to change the game.
Keep your calm, everything is fine. I freak out the first time too though
But the most important you will still see the results even with pirated sub.
(06-25-2014, 11:38 AM)maniac360 Wrote: [ -> ]Keep your calm, everything is fine. I freak out the first time too though
But the most important you will still see the results even with pirated sub.
I'm calmer now thanks.i delayed university so i can buy AM6.
it means a lot to me.
Stage 3 Day 5 :
wow it's already day 5! i think my progress is reasonable
i read books at least 45 minutes a day and tomorrow gonna start a micro expression training which teaches how to read face fast expressions.i feel sub aligning many things together.if i feel like go eat X , search Y , now it's time for Z i do that.
i want to list my final goals and master required skills.now i see singers ,actors and think " i can be that "
tapped a really good session while watching Victoria's secret fashion show.i'm not finished with those angels but i decreased some issues from 10 to 8.5.
i value my time more than before and just go with the flow.i used to worry like " what if i can't finish all of this tonight? " .
i'm happy where i am because i'm heading where i want to.i got angry once today and throw a plastic cup.had an argue with my dad.i get angry when people does disrespectful things and my family thinks it's okay.
approach anxiety decreased noticeably .especially online.i used to think if i go after a girl it's shows i'm weak/beta but now i think alpha male goes after what he wants and keeps in mind to invest my efforts on girl whom i find loyal.i can't hide my hate about sluts that are only after men's money.
almost forgot to say: added 2 kg and my body is more manly.i didn't workout at all although i like to also desire for being a model is getting stronger every day.i had idea to how get a modeling job.
Stage 3 Day 10 : i see people get what i what without even trying.like universe throw it in there hands.i'm happy for them but what makes me crazy is why i can't have that easier.
i tapped on what stops me from finishing my book? and stuffs about money.
is ramazan here so i'm fasting.before ramazan i was thinking.how can i do fasting and still gain weight? so i get the regular calories but because of fasting my metabolism is way lower now plus you can't get ejacuated during fasting so that save a lot of energy too.that being said i added 2 kg in about maybe 4 days.
i was on taxi and saw my ex.wasn't sure at first that's her. then turned my head.i didn't felt ok afterwards but it was shorter and different.wasn't deep as it use to be.Iftar time ( meal we eat at sunset) is close so got to go.
What's your native language?
You should add some uppercase in your writing. It's a lot easier to read like this. It doesn't feel natural without them. I hope you doesn't mind
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You also wrote ramazan instead Ramadan which mean you speak Turkish.
It must be hard to do fasting when you are doing AM6.
(07-02-2014, 07:58 AM)maniac360 Wrote: [ -> ]What's your native language?
i will say that in private message.
(07-02-2014, 07:58 AM)maniac360 Wrote: [ -> ]You should add some uppercase in your writing. It's a lot easier to read like this. It doesn't feel natural without them. I hope you doesn't mind .
i actually wish more people were like you.with feedbacks i can make English better.you added something to my to do list.know English better than a native.
girls find my accent sexy but speaking English effortlessly needs practice.
i learned English via my Leitner Box and watching series like Friends(best Sitcom ever) and Prison Break.
(07-02-2014, 07:58 AM)maniac360 Wrote: [ -> ]You also wrote ramazan instead Ramadan which mean you speak Turkish.
Ramazan is an Arabic word actually but used by Ottoman empire.
(07-02-2014, 07:58 AM)maniac360 Wrote: [ -> ]It must be hard to do fasting when you are doing AM6.
it is.especially if it's in summer.but you get used to it after a while.it's not just about eating or drinking for me it increases my self trust and teaches you how to develop any habit you want.
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EDIT: yesterday i was watching best moments of friends and that remind me how i like Chandler's humor.
I have learned through every way possible. Through chat room website at first then reading then series then movie then writing. I'm now improving my speaking skill, I think it's the hardest part but the most enjoyable too. If done properly