01-04-2014, 12:38 PM
Hello mates! This is my first journal and i will explain how i feel after 4 months of AM 5.0 and its been incredible results.
Before i started, i was a completely nice guy (80% the description of John Alexander on his book). It was really funny to read it, because i was feeling very stupid, a lot of things there were happening on my life.
On my first stage i was feeling weird, a strange feeling about myself, a bit depressive but i read many journals and i was prepared for that so i tried to carry it and let it go.
The bests things happenned during the firsts stages were the NIGHTMARES! I love them! After waking up the first time i contacted with a friend (psicologist) and explained her my situation, she told me than it's because my brain was getting very important changes. Since this conversation i love nightmares, i want them every night!
Yesterday i started with stage 5, I'm not having nightmares anymore (since stage 2-3, i don't remember exactly). Results are obvious, i can look on the past and laugh, i don't identify myself with my past.
Now i feel very confortable in all situations, i feel very confortable with myself and my thoughts, meeting new people is not a problem anymore. I can do everything, it's like a OFSG with ASC.
In the bussiness side it's obvious than i have an aura, i think it's the body language but people treats me like a important person, they believe on me It's like a leadership without talking, it's not even needed and i feel it.
I want this 2 months to get passed, because i'm just wondering how better can it go. After that i will apply for BAMM, i will do whatever is needed for that. AM seems like a candy compared to it.
Shannon i don't know how you did it, but it's awesome. Your work deserves my gratitude.
Before i started, i was a completely nice guy (80% the description of John Alexander on his book). It was really funny to read it, because i was feeling very stupid, a lot of things there were happening on my life.
On my first stage i was feeling weird, a strange feeling about myself, a bit depressive but i read many journals and i was prepared for that so i tried to carry it and let it go.
The bests things happenned during the firsts stages were the NIGHTMARES! I love them! After waking up the first time i contacted with a friend (psicologist) and explained her my situation, she told me than it's because my brain was getting very important changes. Since this conversation i love nightmares, i want them every night!
Yesterday i started with stage 5, I'm not having nightmares anymore (since stage 2-3, i don't remember exactly). Results are obvious, i can look on the past and laugh, i don't identify myself with my past.
Now i feel very confortable in all situations, i feel very confortable with myself and my thoughts, meeting new people is not a problem anymore. I can do everything, it's like a OFSG with ASC.
In the bussiness side it's obvious than i have an aura, i think it's the body language but people treats me like a important person, they believe on me It's like a leadership without talking, it's not even needed and i feel it.
I want this 2 months to get passed, because i'm just wondering how better can it go. After that i will apply for BAMM, i will do whatever is needed for that. AM seems like a candy compared to it.
Shannon i don't know how you did it, but it's awesome. Your work deserves my gratitude.