04-12-2013, 09:50 AM
Stage 5 is something else!
My confidence is back, and I have to admit I'm turning into an asshole. In a good way though, some gratitude is back like from stage 3. The crazy part is I've had three reoccurring themes in my dreams where some there's some guy who is aggressively trying to push me around starting shit and I stand up for myself but a fight never happens even though I get on his face about it. Completely different dreams though, and every instance it's getting closer and closer to an actual fight. All three of them also included a woman who I was flirting with and he would budge in cockblocking me and saying that she should choose him over me. I just don't let people walk over me anymore, I won't let it happen.
I'm impressed Shannon, I'm feeling like THE MAN! I agree wholeheartedly with Ryan (again) about how wherever I go I just feel like high value male, almost like royalty where I deserve respect. Of course I'm very respectful to people and I'm not arrogant about but it's a very powerful feeling.
My confidence is back, and I have to admit I'm turning into an asshole. In a good way though, some gratitude is back like from stage 3. The crazy part is I've had three reoccurring themes in my dreams where some there's some guy who is aggressively trying to push me around starting shit and I stand up for myself but a fight never happens even though I get on his face about it. Completely different dreams though, and every instance it's getting closer and closer to an actual fight. All three of them also included a woman who I was flirting with and he would budge in cockblocking me and saying that she should choose him over me. I just don't let people walk over me anymore, I won't let it happen.
I'm impressed Shannon, I'm feeling like THE MAN! I agree wholeheartedly with Ryan (again) about how wherever I go I just feel like high value male, almost like royalty where I deserve respect. Of course I'm very respectful to people and I'm not arrogant about but it's a very powerful feeling.