It's my first day back on DMSI, I'm feeling excited to explore it further. I was using UMS v2 for the last 6 months plus, I have taken a break before switching.
I just finished reading the PDF and a few things stood out to me in this new version. I haven't used DMSI since 3.3.1 the soap showers only ever 3 days. I wonder if that's the reason my gym never seems to have soap in my favourite stall.
Another one, was that the it script to counter effects of injested substances. Which I could see how it may not have been helping meet the design goal. I used to use it as an Excuse to continue to smoke weed and drink alcohol. Also, according to my doctor I no longer need my ADHD meds. I'm sure it was affecting my results in previous version with the script enable.
Lastly, the stuff on "energy flooding" I've been feeling it pretty hard. However, I well now no longer edge or release the energy. I know the first few days we'll be difficult. That's all for now, time to start this journey.
(01-10-2023, 06:20 PM)Dutchman610 Wrote: [ -> ]I haven't used DMSI since 3.3.1, the soap showers only ever 3 days. I wonder if that's the reason my gym never seems to have soap in my favourite stall.
I'm sorry, what now?
Also your title says DMSI 5.8. I'm all sorts of confused lol. Welcome back
Steve_ Wrote:Dutchman610 Wrote:I haven't used DMSI since 3.3.1, the soap showers only ever 3 days. I wonder if that's the reason my gym never seems to have soap in my favourite stall.
I'm sorry, what now?
Also your title says DMSI 5.8. I'm all sorts of confused lol. Welcome back
I changed it, I haven't since 5.5g version of DSMI. So, I was just going over all the things that were new to me.
Day 2
Today, I failed at the no alcohol, no weed today. However, so good things I cleaned my room. I made dinner for my family, I've been kind of down lately. I used to love cooking, it was nice to get back to it. I even wrote down the recipe from today, I'm thinking of starting my own food blog.
Last night, I didn't finish but I did do a bit of edging. I got lost in the moment, I normally listen to audio porn. I'm not big into porn, however I do watch it 5% of the time. My goal for tonight is to completely go cold turkey in this department.
First day back at the gym tomorrow. A friend gave me a program and I have it all set up in a tracking app. All my gym bags are packed and ready to go. The biggest thing was finally did my first day one, on scroll marked from the book "The Greatest Salesman in the World".
(01-11-2023, 09:59 PM)Dutchman610 Wrote: [ -> ]Steve_ Wrote:I'm sorry, what now?
Also your title says DMSI 5.8. I'm all sorts of confused lol. Welcome back
I changed it, I haven't since 5.5g version of DSMI. So, I was just going over all the things that were new to me.
Oh, so what you mean by 5.8 is 5.8G the technology built for DMSI. That's solve the confusion for me too.
Day 3 & 4
A few things a have forgotten came back to the surface of my consciousness.
1. To keep my frame strong just believe everything is as it should be, no more complaining.
2. I am the reason on why, I've been worried about money. Once I released that limiting though more good news regarding my investments.
3. It's good to look to the past but not in resentment. I do it now to see on what worked for recreation purposes.
I've started doing a few different hobbies to occupy my time. I have to no worries now about not being as skilled right off the bad. Just have fun and turn them into career of my choosing. The future seems extremely bright, so much progress for my first week.
Instead of using the generation number, how about using the version number of the program?
Day 5 & 6
I've been very productive last few days, I nearly have my room fully cleaned. I have been just chipping away at it slowly. It reinvigorated my purpose and today I made up myself a timetable / schedule . I'm trying out a bunch of different skills to see what really sticks. All of which lead to a bigger goal that I've had for a while.
I believe the autopilot turned on for a bit during a shower on a no soap day. After it kicked off I said to myself "I guess that just happened I used soap".
I am noticing more girls in my reality I would consider my type.
I've been still running DMSI for the last few months. Something that is weird happened and I'm wondering if it is intentional. According to the instructions you are not supposed to use any mind altering substances aka caffeine, nicotine, alcohol, marijuana.
As for the caffeine I switched to decaf and I don't ingest nicotine. I have been struggling with alcohol consummation for a while, which I am getting better with. As for marijuana I smoke maybe once every 1 - 2 weeks.
The last two times I have smoked marijuana is cause me to become sick for multiple days. I know its not the batch since others have not fallen ill from it.
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Shannon My question is could it be something in DMSI causing me to have this reaction in order to get me to quit? Or is it an unintended consequence of me messing with the state shift of DMSI?
I've been feeling really angry lately. I've been able to transfer some of it into determination. I'm slowly working on healthy habits. I was sick for a while but I still did my best to keep up with my habits. This week I am feeling better so I well learn more into habits I was harder to do during the time I was more incapacitated.
(05-12-2023, 09:49 AM)Dutchman610 Wrote: [ -> ]I've been still running DMSI for the last few months. Something that is weird happened and I'm wondering if it is intentional. According to the instructions you are not supposed to use any mind altering substances aka caffeine, nicotine, alcohol, marijuana.
As for the caffeine I switched to decaf and I don't ingest nicotine. I have been struggling with alcohol consummation for a while, which I am getting better with. As for marijuana I smoke maybe once every 1 - 2 weeks.
The last two times I have smoked marijuana is cause me to become sick for multiple days. I know its not the batch since others have not fallen ill from it.
@Shannon My question is could it be something in DMSI causing me to have this reaction in order to get me to quit? Or is it an unintended consequence of me messing with the state shift of DMSI?
Most likely it is the part of you trying to accomplish DMSI's goals trying to get you to stop either attempting to sabotage or hide from DMSI's goals through marijuana.