stage 1 day 6
hi all, started again AM. Run 4.
Ocean, 10-14 hours/day.
- First day, instantly felt change in my aura. A few guys that I dont know started to talk me in gym, joking, smiling etc.
- 5th-6th day, interestingly some guys showing some interest, looks into me like they try to know me, want me talk to them. I was describing these guys as "have some alphaness on them", they look muscular, tall etc. Now it is like they saying "who is that new guy?" I was there for at least 3 months but seems like I was invisible to them.
- I love AM6, god knows how much potential it has if one accepts it completely, literally life chancing.
Impressive that you've ran AM6 so many times without having the temptations to use other newer subs.
I have a few other subs, which I enjoyed using but AM was my first sub and it really helped at first run.
My priorities are very related to AM points, thats maybe.
stage 1 day 14
Losing more and more tolerance for bs from me and everybody.
I have accomplished one of my goals which is been waiting for a long time, but finally finished, more to grind.
Some dreams, most of them about running from some elite forces, demons. Atmospheres is big, vivid, I jump or fall from very high places.
I was forgotten, about looks from other people especially girls for a long time. Now I can see girls are try to check out me.
- I was on Nofap for 12 days, but I relapsed, started again.
(02-28-2022, 12:58 PM)tolgaocal80 Wrote: [ -> ]I was forgotten, about looks from other people especially girls for a long time. Now I can see girls are try to check out me.
- I was on Nofap for 12 days, but I relapsed, started again.
I feel your pain. I know what your going thru.
hi
stage 2 day 1
15 days of nofap and relapsed. this shit is takes time to develop.
when you think about it, most of the men doesn't even see how their abs looks in their entire life, We don't even know how our body will look when get a lean body.
Now there is a perception change here, a paradigm change. I said "I couldn't be able to see myself have a lean body with abs, I never been able to see myself with a muscular body with six pack". But for a few months, I am progressively getting where I want as regard to body shape.
We dont know anything about ourselves. Nothing. We don't know what spectacular things we can achieve. Because of lack of discipline, lack of self-belief.
This nofap-semen retentation thing is really an important subject. I really do respect guys who got 6 months or even longer. It is not like stopping yourself from getting a pie or a soda, or some dessert. Nofap requires much more high level of self-control, self-know. I can fast for 3 days and dont think about it much, but never been more than 35 days on nofap.
I have a strong will but it has its own limit, push it to some degree to the edge and it will crash, it gets weaker if I try to do many things that challenge it. I understood that if I want to be succesfull on life, nofap, money,dating I need to strengthen my will. Otherwise it always returns to the vicious cycle.
stage 2 day 13
8-12 hours.
stage 2 starting to hit me again, not much like past runs though, weird feelings starting to come out from past.
Not much to say.
stage 2 day 19
switched to bluetooth earpods. this way much more versatile. I hope bluetooth will not affect subliminal script.
I finally find an internship job. Applying another better ones also. Currently working on improving my financial status as there is none for now. AM is starting effecting my thoughts (actually helps me to execute them) around a few very important topics, but still I dont do anything about women, though my physicall appreance (body fat) and dress style improved significiantly, it still not enough for me while using AM.
This time stage 2 is not tough as previous runs. Maybe it's because of my insufficient listening time but idt thats why. Maybe I am not as emotional as I was.
stage 2 day 22
I am realizing that I have a self confident problem. AM shows me how looks like a real self confidence. Stage 2 not hard as previous runs this time, self-confident increasing, self-love increasing, people around me looks me like I am different.
Body fat dropping.
Sometimes I cant work on what I should, relapsing on nofap but overall, this sub works in long run (I guess very long). I hope we will see an AM update not very future.
Hey man, did you notice any permanent changes in between these AM runs?
(04-14-2022, 11:03 AM)risingwarrior Wrote: [ -> ]Hey man, did you notice any permanent changes in between these AM runs?
well lets say %50 of how AM helped me was permanent. Aura effects definitely not permanent, they almost last 2-3 weeks but some of effects like "wanting to improve constantly" were permanent.
Also self-confident effects, had a lightweight permanent effect. I am more open to meet with new people, girls, etc. Definitly effected well me on this.
There are other permanent effects like intolerance (and figuring out quickly) for being manipulated etc. which is really important and valuable.
Oh that's great progress nonetheless! Pretty sure after your 4th run, most of the programming will become permanent. Did any manifestations occur (from AM/SE) and did those stay after stopping the program?
I did certainly see "friend manifestation" from AM product page but nothing more that. Though this is very big if you keep developing your friendships into something that give more value to both of companies. It contuined for me.