Subliminal Talk

Here's hoping! But it's you who would heal it. UH gives the instructions. If it is possible for your body to heal, it will. Best wishes. This isn't a fun thing.

End of August
Back Pain Still there. Physically weak and have lost twenty pounds of mass due to inactivity and being depressed. All I do is go to work and come back to my apartment to rest. I can not walk properly and use crutches to move around. Neurologists and Orthopedics Doctors are perplexed by my condition as nothing they do seems to make anything better. Now they believe its a autoimmune disorder which has weaken my joints, vertebral discs, ligaments and tendons. They believe it is ankylosing spondylitis.

I continue to try to be upbeat and have a good positive outlook but it hard. I have done everything properly as stated by the specialists I see. Do every workout shown to me by physical therapy. Still no improvement to anything.

Internally seems to have no results. My voice shakes when I talk. I stutter more often. These are clear signs my anxiety is increasing. Just seem to be more socially awkward then before as well.

I will continue with UH for two more months