01-05-2022, 08:35 AM
This might not be a regular journal...until I have valuable feedback to share...
Copied from a post I made here:
I ran one cycle of 3.4 and then switched to 3.5. (TS Masked FLAC- bedside speakers - quite loud) Increased one loop per cycle to arrive at 3 loops per evening on, with 1 day off per cycle.
I'm now on my 4th week.
About a week into 3.4 I came within a hair's breath... I was invited by a woman back to a hotel for after pub drinks. There was a tube strike the next day and I would've been struggling to get home the next day across London to make a midday appointment so I declined. She was clearly disappointed as she saw me heading in the other direction to my platform.
I got my tube home out East, upon arriving home I decided I would jump in my car and drive to the other side of London at 1am... about 40 minutes or so drive and 'continue to party.' (btw I was drinking only tea..). I texted my male friend who was at the hotel in question to tell him I'm on my way and he said they would all be asleep by the time I arrived.
My male friend then was contacting me before Xmas & New Years with a view to invite me for more drinks so I can continue where I left off with his friend, the woman in question. I had a very sore throat so had to decline the invite. This woman once had a short dance with me years ago when I was using pheromones..I guess I lacked the skillset to close the deal back then. This time I came very close..
Additionally I'll say that the self growth I'm experiencing on DMSI 3.5 is phenomenal. Its become my new favourite sub.
I'm getting deer in headlights effects pretty much everywhere I go. I went to the shopping centre/mall last week with my sister. Whilst there, to me this wasn't just Celebrity Effect, this was more like I was an International Rock Star.I literally was not looking to make eye contact with anyone as I was getting so many looks. I now truly understand how an International Rockstar feels.
Its like I'm walking around in a love bubble, and everyone is feeling it around me and wanting to connect with this energy (semen retention helps...).
As I was driving on Monday, to my right I noticed a crow was flying in synch with my movement - like we were flying as one.
I've been looking at event listings and shall be attending events and will socialise more.
Another woman in a 'meet up" group, I felt the energy flooding with her and I feel like I'm falling in love with her. Should be in another group meeting with her in a week or so...
For me, this is a phenomenal sub.
I have no neediness at all. Its only a matter of time now for me...
In the meantime, keep up the good work @Shannon
Edit: on reflection the previous occasion where I danced with this woman, the reason I didn't follow through was not because I lacked the skillset, it was because I was not sure if she was still an item with my friend so I wasn't going to step on his toes.
Copied from a post I made here:
I ran one cycle of 3.4 and then switched to 3.5. (TS Masked FLAC- bedside speakers - quite loud) Increased one loop per cycle to arrive at 3 loops per evening on, with 1 day off per cycle.
I'm now on my 4th week.
About a week into 3.4 I came within a hair's breath... I was invited by a woman back to a hotel for after pub drinks. There was a tube strike the next day and I would've been struggling to get home the next day across London to make a midday appointment so I declined. She was clearly disappointed as she saw me heading in the other direction to my platform.
I got my tube home out East, upon arriving home I decided I would jump in my car and drive to the other side of London at 1am... about 40 minutes or so drive and 'continue to party.' (btw I was drinking only tea..). I texted my male friend who was at the hotel in question to tell him I'm on my way and he said they would all be asleep by the time I arrived.
My male friend then was contacting me before Xmas & New Years with a view to invite me for more drinks so I can continue where I left off with his friend, the woman in question. I had a very sore throat so had to decline the invite. This woman once had a short dance with me years ago when I was using pheromones..I guess I lacked the skillset to close the deal back then. This time I came very close..
Additionally I'll say that the self growth I'm experiencing on DMSI 3.5 is phenomenal. Its become my new favourite sub.
I'm getting deer in headlights effects pretty much everywhere I go. I went to the shopping centre/mall last week with my sister. Whilst there, to me this wasn't just Celebrity Effect, this was more like I was an International Rock Star.I literally was not looking to make eye contact with anyone as I was getting so many looks. I now truly understand how an International Rockstar feels.
Its like I'm walking around in a love bubble, and everyone is feeling it around me and wanting to connect with this energy (semen retention helps...).
As I was driving on Monday, to my right I noticed a crow was flying in synch with my movement - like we were flying as one.
I've been looking at event listings and shall be attending events and will socialise more.
Another woman in a 'meet up" group, I felt the energy flooding with her and I feel like I'm falling in love with her. Should be in another group meeting with her in a week or so...
For me, this is a phenomenal sub.
I have no neediness at all. Its only a matter of time now for me...
In the meantime, keep up the good work @Shannon
Edit: on reflection the previous occasion where I danced with this woman, the reason I didn't follow through was not because I lacked the skillset, it was because I was not sure if she was still an item with my friend so I wasn't going to step on his toes.