12-15-2021, 03:03 AM
In the past I was keeping journals so that they help Shannon to get feedback for future updates and products. My impression is this is DMSI's last update so I was hesitant to make a journal at first but now I believe I'll do it to get some of my questions answered and possibly post results.
My profile: 33 y.o., male, in relationship.
Running it as instructed 4 days on, 1 day off. This is Day 7 and today I will replace with the 3.5 version.
Day 1, immediately after the loop I found myself wanting to fix my messed up beard.
Day 1-5, the usual women that I have been attracting when I run any version of DMSI (older women above 40) have been responding again. I am relationship type of guy but the idea of having sex with an older women sounds interesting and a bit exciting but never came up to me until DMSI brought it to surface. What I noticed from the last couple of runs of DMSI over time is that I have also been attracting younger women 19-25 but I did not noticed at first as it's been difficult for me to spot them. Older women immediately open conversations, joke or test me. Younger women I subtly noticed have been more feminine and the signs they give are stares and trying to be close or next to me.
Day 1-7, I am feeling an increased desire of sexual intercourse, continuously.
Day 5, had a party and most were young women. One of them was staring all night, when i was looking back she was either frozen or laughing and tried to start conversations several times. Not sure how she was engaging that much as she is a good friend of my girlfriend and my girlfriend was around all night.
Day 6, was feeling anger. Not sure if it was from DMSI as the last year I've been unstable emotionally. This anger was similar to bringing things from the past on surface. I remember it when I was doing emotional healing subs. In the night I felt fear coming up. Fear connected with survival.
Day 7, my girlfriend smelled me while hugging and she told me "Why do you smell like that?" and I asked back "How do I smell?" and she answered "You smell sperm". Not sure what that was.
Switching to 3.5 from today and will be monitoring if the play pattern needs to change. On Day 6 in the morning I though I need another break day but this subsided until afternoon and I restarted my 4 days on, 1 day off.
My profile: 33 y.o., male, in relationship.
Running it as instructed 4 days on, 1 day off. This is Day 7 and today I will replace with the 3.5 version.
Day 1, immediately after the loop I found myself wanting to fix my messed up beard.
Day 1-5, the usual women that I have been attracting when I run any version of DMSI (older women above 40) have been responding again. I am relationship type of guy but the idea of having sex with an older women sounds interesting and a bit exciting but never came up to me until DMSI brought it to surface. What I noticed from the last couple of runs of DMSI over time is that I have also been attracting younger women 19-25 but I did not noticed at first as it's been difficult for me to spot them. Older women immediately open conversations, joke or test me. Younger women I subtly noticed have been more feminine and the signs they give are stares and trying to be close or next to me.
Day 1-7, I am feeling an increased desire of sexual intercourse, continuously.
Day 5, had a party and most were young women. One of them was staring all night, when i was looking back she was either frozen or laughing and tried to start conversations several times. Not sure how she was engaging that much as she is a good friend of my girlfriend and my girlfriend was around all night.
Day 6, was feeling anger. Not sure if it was from DMSI as the last year I've been unstable emotionally. This anger was similar to bringing things from the past on surface. I remember it when I was doing emotional healing subs. In the night I felt fear coming up. Fear connected with survival.
Day 7, my girlfriend smelled me while hugging and she told me "Why do you smell like that?" and I asked back "How do I smell?" and she answered "You smell sperm". Not sure what that was.
Switching to 3.5 from today and will be monitoring if the play pattern needs to change. On Day 6 in the morning I though I need another break day but this subsided until afternoon and I restarted my 4 days on, 1 day off.