Subliminal Talk

Sounds like Stage 2 is doing a lot of work.

I totally agree.

(09-21-2020, 09:42 AM)Raz Wrote: [ -> ]

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Stage 2  |  Day 11

Cycle #3

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Ever since starting Stage 2 I am experiencing severe tiredness. It's increasing from day to day. Sleep on ON days is very light and not refreshing. Sleep on OFF days is dream rich. Sleep time average from nine to ten hours. I feel totally tired only a few hours after getting up, independent of ON or OFF days. Unable to muster willpower and motivate myself.

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I have been experiencing exactly the same, on all fronts you mention, since starting Stage 2 (am now in Cycle 3.) I hope that the turmoil will smooth out in the last cycle, that’s what happened in Stage 1.

This too shall pass.

This cycle I am having the opportunity to run LTU during the day. It is trickling away as I write this. This definitely helps with sleep and tiredness. But I am still unmotivated to the point of escapism. And I don't really care. Totally lazybones. 

Instant gratification is my buzzword here. More mindless media consumerism, more food, more nothing. In the span of just a few days I regressed a lot. And I don't really care, except for a few minutes while I am semi-somnolent.

On the flipside: no brain fog, feeling physically well.

Sleeping 10+ hours a night and still every day it's a struggle to get out of bed. I am not tired but physically exhausted. However, I feel physically well. Not only well, but great. Mentally I am a bit slow - a big chunk of my resources is being used elsewhere. Where exactly I don't know.

In this state I feel useless. I can scrape together the willpower to do most of my day-to-day tasks, but that's about it. Not surprisingly I am pretty uninspired and lacking motivation. Even answering messages is a major hurdle right now. I simply don't know what to say. And like this the days are trickling away. A major turn-off.

Zero creativity, zero inspiration, zero interest. Not even trace amounts of motivation. Tiredness. Strange nightmarish dreams.

Sleep is much better in Stage 3. Still sleeping a lot with myriads of dreams. Dreamscape is a lot more versatile than usually with recurring themes of building houses, living in new flats, learning/explaining things and sex.

I enjoy Stage 3.

(11-07-2020, 07:10 AM)Raz Wrote: [ -> ]

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Stage 3  |  Day 28

Cycle #4

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I enjoy Stage 3.

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Hope you're well, Raz.  Haven't heard from you for awhile.  Where are you at w/ LTU6 right now?

Things are reasonable well. Physical healing and fear removal are consistently the areas where I get the most out of LTU. On the flipside my self-discipline has totally tanked, probably because fear-based motivation is removed.

Stage 6 (5.75.5G) is smooth, albeit a bit mentally exhausting.

Looking forward to Stage 7.