Dmsi upgraded to god mode
Let's see what it can do
Day 2/ 3
So far I feel really confident, like almost fearless.
I do have concerns I may say or do something hazardous in the moment if something sets me off.
More respect at work and all women seem to be friendlier towards me
Nothing too notable in terms of hits but it is the first few days
Bit of irritability today but nothing major
More to come!
Full of confidence today and I must say since tid effect I haven't masturbated for over a week and no urge to do that it look at porn
Had more respect hits at work and some more head snapping and foot movements my way from some of the females
I assume this is like charging the engine and once this baby gets going it will literally snowball effect into action
Still going strong a week into the sub
Got a tad bit of tiredness and resistance today but nothing major, as the evening progressed I now feel good again
Had some interesting interactions at work as my respect continues to grow and girls showing more iois
I ink after a week the sub will start generating the good shit as the frm continues to destroy fear
I am still curious as what these new additions are to this one. I feel like he women I can now attain will be very much hotter than what I could get before
Day 2/3 of rest period and I'm getting headaches lol
Not too badly but I think it's frm related
I have to say while no sex as of yet the respect and iois from women are getting better
My confidence is at an all time high and I feel completely different from I used to
I feel like my personality has changed which I can only attribute to frm
Also have abstained masturbating and porn so that's really encouraging
So far so good (minus sex of course)
How do you think your personality has changed?
I feel way more confident and less in my head in situations now. I can understand subtle nuances in social situations which I otherwise wouldn't have and I'm being more co-operative with people over things I do or get wrong, instead of my usual ignoring the issue or denying it.
I'm also a lot more eager to stand up for myself and establish my worth to the group so they can respect it
Also working out now as well
Smiling more, laughing more either it's personality or my actions and behaviours are miles ahead of where I used to be
Last days of rest, still get headaches and I'm a lot more tired on this sub. Catching women looking at me at work and still iois here and there. I'm sure things will ramp up soon. There are some nice looking girls at work I hope get sniped so it's just a matter of time before sex this time round
More to come
Been a reduction in the confidence or should i say it plateaued a little in a sense.
Being tired is the only thing I'm feeling at the moment although I'm certain the sub is still doing a strong amount of stuff in the background.
0 desire to release with masturbation and I've abstained nearly 3 weeks now
Quite remarkable the, I hope this means I'm executing and it's only a matter of time before I see external results
Upping the loops to 5 per night as my mind seems to wish to do this so what the heck
Feel like I'm in between resistance and executing and there's just a blind spot where there is a momentary nothingness.
After reading some journals there seems to be a trend. All on the tipping point but need a more convincing shove to get going
I'm gonna run increased loops until I wake instead of the 4 I've been doing. See if this can force start some executing some external results
Another thing I've noted is that things that I do to procrastinate or keep me inside like the ps4 or just internet browsing seem to be developing faults and not working for me anymore. It's as if my subc is trying to stop me from not executing? That's what seems to be happening as if late
Day 1/4 of bloom let's see if things ramp up
Seems like the sub is really affecting me internally instead of externally tbh, not much in terms of the woman front although some iois are still there.
However I will say this
The sub seems to be doing everything it can to execute and if it cannot it's trying so hard to change my environment in some way. Like for example at home with my technology and now my job pissing me off as my mind finally awakens to the bullshit that goes on in work places sometimes. It quite frankly makes me wanna get a new job somewhere and I was never suddenly like this until 3.3.2
So while sex is yet to happen, some mega growth and exiting of the comfort zone is happening right now and it's pretty cool I guess
(10-21-2019, 04:52 PM)LiquidMind Wrote: [ -> ]Seems like the sub is really affecting me internally instead of externally tbh, not much in terms of the woman front although some iois are still there.
However I will say this
The sub seems to be doing everything it can to execute and if it cannot it's trying so hard to change my environment in some way. Like for example at home with my technology and now my job pissing me off as my mind finally awakens to the ***** that goes on in work places sometimes. It quite frankly makes me wanna get a new job somewhere and I was never suddenly like this until 3.3.2
So while sex is yet to happen, some mega growth and exiting of the comfort zone is happening right now and it's pretty cool I guess
You seem to be experiencing some serious forced growth deep inside at the moment brother. I feel you. The past two days I've felt more assertively masculine and higher conviction in my own frame than ever.
Starting to feel like my status is higher and it should automatically be apparent to those around me also. I feel all the disrespect i got when younger and now start taking what I want from people. My sense of entitlement is growing stronger
I feel like I should be making moves to move myself up the ladder quickly, almost like straight elevator to the top only one floor and no one else can ride it with me
A great but slightly concerning feeling lol I do take it as a good sign though
4 loops seems too weak right now so I'm upping the loops while I'm listening to the sub
So far still good for internal results, nothing in terms of being seduced yet
I have not masturbated since the TID for this so that's pretty good right now.
Urge to workout has gone down and all I wanna do it f**k right now
Confidence and ability to be assertive is way up. I'm really feeling so entitled when it comes to things now. Like I feel I should be in a way better job and paid way more money, I'm gonna shop around for new work
Side note the girl from my earlier stories is showing more interest in me again, now I am over what she did to me last time and we 're on cordial terms but I'm not gonna make the same mistake twice