Subliminal Talk

I would say ive been off of DMSI for over 3 months.  havnt ran anything since.


I already notice a few changes already which are ones I quite like.


Ran 1 loop yesterday before bed due to gotta go sleep. got really tired towards the end of the first loop so went to sleep

Today i ran 4 full loops back to back same thing got tired towards the end of first loop fell asleep and woke up about an hour later. 

On my way to the gym.
When i looked at a cute girl. she looked right back at me and smile. usually, the girl looks back at me and just stares at me and occasionally smiles back at me. so i thought maybe this is the occasionally ones. 

Occurred again at the gym too again. usually it occurs if i am in a good mood and my facial expression has a tiny smirk while being relaxed. but i was more in a rush today so my expression is pretty flat relaxed. so this shouldn't occur.
and when they smile at me its very overt... like they are hiding it they are letting me know... 

Next is that this year i havnt been in a party mood at all.... just been dealing stuff internally myself. so didnt really focus much on women. more about myself and money. after i run it i can feel like all my past anchors of knowing how to seduce women came back....
my BL, the way i walk, my facial expression changed a bit. i notice these small things. 

Lastly, i also notice every girl just went up by 1 to 2 points in attractiveness lol.
I know myself pretty well.... the more attractive the girl... the more inclined i am to seduce them and succeed. 
so if shes a 10... u will see me walking up to her and seducing her in the next second lol its funny the hotter they are more i feel like doing something about it. i have no AA nowadays so it is easy for me to talk to any chick. on eof the problems i find these days is when i go out... i find like 1~2 girls only i find attractive and i get really bored. i have had enough sex in my life that its not the enticing to me anymore... of solid 9s and 10s interests me.
so i find it funny how DMSI made every girl's attractiveness went up by 1~2 points haha.

I havnt gone out in a long time but there so happens to be a party today my buddy is going . yesterday i didnt feel like going but now i wanna go so i am going lol.

lets see what happens haha

there weren't many girls i like. pretty average looking crowd.

I got a bit bored too. nothing out of the norm that i noticed. pretty standard night only made out with one cute girl.

was a funny situations party ended and her friends were just talking amongst them. i went and chatted with the cutest girl there. 10 seconds in i went for a kiss but noticed she wasnt ready. backed off a bit chat for 5mins. told her to come grab drinks with me. she really wanted to come but i can tell she doesnt wanna get judge by her friends. plus i didnt have time to work them all either.
I gaze into her eyes and said r u a good kisser.
her: lets find out
she made out with me really heavy lol

after we made out for good like 30 seconds...
funny situation their 6 friends just stares at us hahaha
she got so embarrassed lol.
her gf like teasingly pulled her away from me just a tiny bit
i introduced myself chat with them a bit and went home.
probably could of made it happen if i stayed and followed them around and then take her home later... but im too tired and its too much effort for what i was gonna get.

on my day 3... i got a bit of energy overwhelming and was a bit frustrating.

I was too sexually charged and I wanted to like release all these tensions from masturbation or sex.
option one was much easier of course it was Sunday night lol. but i didnt want to do it. My habit is i either have sex with someone or i masturbate only once or twice a week for physical health reasons so it doesn't build up forever lol.

It was incredibly hard for me to focus on anything else all day which is something i don't like. I managed to push through without watching porn or masturbate after hours of battling with my mind and used that energy to focus more on myself and direct it to a goal in a sense.

Anyways fast forward to today day 4. i don't feel the frustration much anymore. Now the energy is still high but feels more grounded... overall i would say i feel a lot more decent now.

For some reason... i thought i am on my day 8 today but today is my day 10. starting my 4 day rest today the Oct 6th.

this run has been pretty easy going for me. only a bit more exhaustion the first few days but seem to pass already. zero negative effects noticed. except I keep getting these dreams in the last 3 days on my break that its all different settings and scernario but the theme is I am getting chased by something or someone to be killed =_=.

so now I'm thinking what the heck am I running away from in real life?.....
nothing really comes to mind other than that i can surely put more work into my business thats all..

I think this is a symbolic dream of "running away from" FRM.

(10-09-2019, 01:46 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]I think this is a symbolic dream of "running away from" FRM.

But i feel like i am executing pretty well though. I am really aware of my own style of how i seduce with women i am quite good at it when i am on top of my game. Maybe it can be better and im not seeing it and running away from it (that i dont know) cause its hard to see beyond your own best game. 

2019 has been a really rough year for me cause i was so fixated on a girl (super depress all year)l. she moved away two months ago and. the first month i forced myself to work things out internally myself. was really rough but i made it through. i started getting on top of my stuff and focused more on business and myself. 

fast forward to the second month which is this month and 8 days ago started running DMSI. I noticed my game was back to when i was at my best in 2018. There were two incidents i could of probably made sex happen with the girls. one was noted above. and the other one was last Saturday it just the guy she was with made things difficult to make things happen.

(10-09-2019, 01:53 PM)FluffyBunny Wrote: [ -> ]

(10-09-2019, 01:46 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]I think this is a symbolic dream of "running away from" FRM.

But i feel like i am executing pretty well though. I am really aware of my own style of how i seduce with women i am quite good at it when i am on top of my game. Maybe it can be better and im not seeing it and running away from it (that i dont know) cause its hard to see beyond your own best game. 

2019 has been a really rough year for me cause i was so fixated on a girl (super depress all year)l. she moved away two months ago and. the first month i forced myself to work things out internally myself. was really rough but i made it through. i started getting on top of my stuff and focused more on business and myself. 

fast forward to the second month which is this month and 8 days ago started running DMSI. I noticed my game was back to when i was at my best in 2018. There were two incidents i could of probably made sex happen with the girls. one was noted above. and the other one was last Saturday it just the guy she was with made things difficult to make things happen.

But remember, we are dealing with a part of the subconscious that appears to be not only irrational, but instinctual and with a very different point of view and ability to perceive and comprehend things than the conscious mind.

(10-09-2019, 02:09 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]

(10-09-2019, 01:53 PM)FluffyBunny Wrote: [ -> ]

(10-09-2019, 01:46 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]I think this is a symbolic dream of "running away from" FRM.

But i feel like i am executing pretty well though. I am really aware of my own style of how i seduce with women i am quite good at it when i am on top of my game. Maybe it can be better and im not seeing it and running away from it (that i dont know) cause its hard to see beyond your own best game. 

2019 has been a really rough year for me cause i was so fixated on a girl (super depress all year)l. she moved away two months ago and. the first month i forced myself to work things out internally myself. was really rough but i made it through. i started getting on top of my stuff and focused more on business and myself. 

fast forward to the second month which is this month and 8 days ago started running DMSI. I noticed my game was back to when i was at my best in 2018. There were two incidents i could of probably made sex happen with the girls. one was noted above. and the other one was last Saturday it just the guy she was with made things difficult to make things happen.

But remember, we are dealing with a part of the subconscious that appears to be not only irrational, but instinctual and with a very different point of view and ability to perceive and comprehend things than the conscious mind.

Looks like we just have to wait to let it do its things.

Whats also interesting is i dont feel any reaction emotions with the dream. zero to none fear etc...