Currently downloading.
I'll be doing another post about my experience with the first loop because I usually see something on the first loop every sub. Not sure DRS will be as dramatic, but if I notice anything I'll timestamp it, compile them, and then post it.
Have at them!
(09-20-2019, 02:34 PM)Wharrgarbl Wrote: [ -> ]Currently downloading.
I'll be doing another post about my experience with the first loop because I usually see something on the first loop every sub. Not sure DRS will be as dramatic, but if I notice anything I'll timestamp it, compile them, and then post it.
You may have to wait until someone obliges you and throws some negative energy your way. Make my day.
(09-20-2019, 02:55 PM)Paul1131 Wrote: [ -> ] (09-20-2019, 02:34 PM)Wharrgarbl Wrote: [ -> ]Currently downloading.
I'll be doing another post about my experience with the first loop because I usually see something on the first loop every sub. Not sure DRS will be as dramatic, but if I notice anything I'll timestamp it, compile them, and then post it.
You may have to wait until someone obliges you and throws some negative energy your way. Make my day.
I have one person in mind that this could work very well with. All I have to do is, as Gandalf said to Frodo in LOTR, "all I did was give a little nudge out the door". She's a salty old wench
on my delivery route that will only take a little provocation on my end. However, I have actually noticed that I am less and less influenced by the subtle stuff on UMS. It'll be interesting to see what happens on DRS because as Shannon put in the product description people unconsciously or consciously do this on a regular basis. The combination of me not waffling to others energies and them getting what they sent will most likely produce some interesting results.
It's an interesting thing sometimes (though not exactly pleasant) that I usually can tell who's sending what my way (especially when I try to "clear" it, so to speak, for instance through H&C in Shannon's subs). Sometimes I feel like "will wonders ever cease".
Someone might truly and really hate you and not show it in the slightest, for the weirdest reasons, and sometimes even based on little to no contact, and keep it up for *years* on end. Heh, never underestimate the human potential for petty malevolence.
I would advise against intentional provocation though.
(09-20-2019, 04:13 PM)Have at ye Wrote: [ -> ]It's an interesting thing sometimes (though not exactly pleasant) that I usually can tell who's sending what my way (especially when I try to "clear" it, so to speak, for instance through H&C in Shannon's subs). Sometimes I feel like "will wonders ever cease". Someone might truly and really hate you and not show it in the slightest, for the weirdest reasons, and sometimes even based on little to no contact, and keep it up for *years* on end. Heh, never underestimate the human potential for petty malevolence.
I would advise against intentional provocation though.
To be sure intentional provocation is not my ideal goal. However, this situation may come to a head whilst on DRS and that might be ideal. It is an amazing fact how we are all affected by each other in subtle and overt ways. I'm hoping DRS will minimalize certain, and obvious, less than desirable influences on my person from others.
Brilliant Wharrgarbl ....love the Handel man " Right back at Cha!!-DRS",Love it !! I hope they git all that they deserve! Maybe just maybe once they've dished it enough,maybe their hatred/negative flipped up energy will turn to Love and respect Wharby,ya know it's possible!! After all even Scrooge WOKE TFU !!;-)
1st Loop Hybrid trickling stream
1:06 skin on arm, nose, jaw, ears, chest/lungs and topside of my thighs increased in temperature.
2:45 various other parts of my body have a noticeable increase in temperature
while typing, heart area seems to be radiating a large amount of energy as compared to before the sub.
3:02 Seems to be a noticeable shift in subconscious focus.
5:15 Face feels warmer.
since about 2 or so minutes in, I can sort of feel the energy radiating off of my body stop at a certain point and make a shell-like layer externally around me. If I had to put words to it, it feels like the chocolate balls with prizes inside them. solid, but "hollow". Not sure if that is a decent description.
8:32 bottom of my feet have "lit up" and feel like energy is coming out of them. Hands as well.
9:30 Scalp is pulsing.
Sidenote: it feels like the energy coming out of my face is rather dense.
10:30ish: ASRB, my body feels warmer but skin temperatures do not seem to reflect the perceived increase in temperature.
16:20 forearms seem to be warmer.
18:26 slight feeling of change in pressure in the head resulting in mild dizziness, not sure about this one being sub related. Face still far warmer than the rest of my body.
That's pretty much it. The rest of the loop not much to note besides that.
Well, work was interesting today.
One of my coworkers is a rather caustic person with a rather low level of self-control. He threw out some lines to me today that I thought were generally normal and not really all that bad, but then maybe I have accepted a certain level of insulting humor that I shouldn't allow. Anyways, 2 times he threw out some poor jokes, BUT, it looked like very early on in the delivery he stuttered for a bit which is unusual but was committed to the delivery so finished it but in a rather mechanical method rather than his usual tone. knowing that this was a possible DRS response it was rather interesting as one of these jokes was about a coworker and not me.
For the next part, it was really interesting because as someone who drives for a living I have come to the realization that everyone interperets their driving style and others in a different manner. I am a rather bold driver and if I see an opportunity I think is safe I'll take it. Now others may not see that same opportunity as safe and it might not actually be as safe as I think it is so driving is a rather interesting experience to me.
I say that to say this, to me it felt like DRS fired up a few times while I was on the road. Makes me wonder what the other person was thinking. I didn't notice the NDRS fire up but I noticed I didn't really care about others opinions as much. I felt the DRS fire up so once again that's rather interesting.
I have also come to a possible thought on the DRS as well. It might cause a certain level of disdain for humanity if you are aware of how often people try to manipualte eachother. That was a personal hurdle for me when I started getting better at spotting manipulation and became very pessemistic about people for a while. I decided on a more passive approach toward manipulators and generally avoided the more habitual ones. DRS is an interesting product and I'm going to run it until DMSI comes out.
At that point this journal will switch names and become a DMSI journal.
NOW THEN ON TO DMSI TID
Today, about halfway through the day I started getting TID from DMSI. First I saw the celebrity effect kick in, then I got better treatment from women and some IOI's from some in my age group. For me there seems to be the ability to know when someone is looking at me because they find me on some level attractive. I personally consider myself an 8/10, and I say that after years of degrading myself or being indifferent about my looks. Since starting subs I get little moments of "oh I actually am good looking". Anyways, I can tell when women look at me with attraction and this one girl gave me the thirtiest look today and tried to do it on the sly, but you cant fool the feelings and I felt her look before she even tried.
THE NEXT PART I CONSIDER THE MOST EXITING TID I HAVE EVER EXPERIENCED!!
At about 1pm today I felt a flash of something I have never felt before. It was like the world regained color I didn't know it had lost. It felt like the shackles of fear came off and in a general sense not just a DMSI related effect. In that time internally the only think I could think was "holy crap, holy crap, holy crap, holy crap, holy crap!!!!!!" I had this flash of freedom that was the most addictive thing I have experienced, but then regained a sense of normalcy afterwards.
I think Shannons found it.
I've actually put some money aside for the DRS myself. I work part time as an instructor and deal with a wide range of age groups plus I also work retail/customer service. I'm glad to finally see a report on the DRS. I believe based off what we know about the DRS that your coworker was most likely feeling the effects of his own caustic behavior in real time which is where the stuttering may have come from.
While this was going on did you feel any different? Any mood changes?
(09-21-2019, 05:54 PM)K-Train Wrote: [ -> ]I've actually put some money aside for the DRS myself. I work part time as an instructor and deal with a wide range of age groups plus I also work retail/customer service. I'm glad to finally see a report on the DRS. I believe based off what we know about the DRS that your coworker was most likely feeling the effects of his own caustic behavior in realtime which is where the stuttering may have come from.
While this was going on did you feel any different? Any mood changes?
I agree as he is not a stutterer at all I've never heard him do it before. No change in mood and I could feel DRS or the celeb effect firing all morning so I didn't feel it "fire up" in the moment. I work on Monday again and I deal with a lot of negative people so we'll see if some more odd happenstances occur.
DRS is making it hard for me to fall asleep. After 2 loops ubfeel energized.
(09-21-2019, 05:35 PM)Wharrgarbl Wrote: [ -> ]Well, work was interesting today.
One of my coworkers is a rather caustic person with a rather low level of self-control. He threw out some lines to me today that I thought were generally normal and not really all that bad, but then maybe I have accepted a certain level of insulting humor that I shouldn't allow. Anyways, 2 times he threw out some poor jokes, BUT, it looked like very early on in the delivery he stuttered for a bit which is unusual but was committed to the delivery so finished it but in a rather mechanical method rather than his usual tone. knowing that this was a possible DRS response it was rather interesting as one of these jokes was about a coworker and not me.
For the next part, it was really interesting because as someone who drives for a living I have come to the realization that everyone interperets their driving style and others in a different manner. I am a rather bold driver and if I see an opportunity I think is safe I'll take it. Now others may not see that same opportunity as safe and it might not actually be as safe as I think it is so driving is a rather interesting experience to me.
I say that to say this, to me it felt like DRS fired up a few times while I was on the road. Makes me wonder what the other person was thinking. I didn't notice the NDRS fire up but I noticed I didn't really care about others opinions as much. I felt the DRS fire up so once again that's rather interesting.
I have also come to a possible thought on the DRS as well. It might cause a certain level of disdain for humanity if you are aware of how often people try to manipualte eachother. That was a personal hurdle for me when I started getting better at spotting manipulation and became very pessemistic about people for a while. I decided on a more passive approach toward manipulators and generally avoided the more habitual ones. DRS is an interesting product and I'm going to run it until DMSI comes out.
At that point this journal will switch names and become a DMSI journal.
NOW THEN ON TO DMSI TID
Today, about halfway through the day I started getting TID from DMSI. First I saw the celebrity effect kick in, then I got better treatment from women and some IOI's from some in my age group. For me there seems to be the ability to know when someone is looking at me because they find me on some level attractive. I personally consider myself an 8/10, and I say that after years of degrading myself or being indifferent about my looks. Since starting subs I get little moments of "oh I actually am good looking". Anyways, I can tell when women look at me with attraction and this one girl gave me the thirtiest look today and tried to do it on the sly, but you cant fool the feelings and I felt her look before she even tried.
Strange. I actually had a girl give me like, the thirstiest look I’ve ever seen today as well. Weird thing is, I have no plans to run DAMSI any time soon.
(09-22-2019, 12:03 AM)Paul1131 Wrote: [ -> ] (09-21-2019, 05:35 PM)Wharrgarbl Wrote: [ -> ]Well, work was interesting today.
One of my coworkers is a rather caustic person with a rather low level of self-control. He threw out some lines to me today that I thought were generally normal and not really all that bad, but then maybe I have accepted a certain level of insulting humor that I shouldn't allow. Anyways, 2 times he threw out some poor jokes, BUT, it looked like very early on in the delivery he stuttered for a bit which is unusual but was committed to the delivery so finished it but in a rather mechanical method rather than his usual tone. knowing that this was a possible DRS response it was rather interesting as one of these jokes was about a coworker and not me.
For the next part, it was really interesting because as someone who drives for a living I have come to the realization that everyone interperets their driving style and others in a different manner. I am a rather bold driver and if I see an opportunity I think is safe I'll take it. Now others may not see that same opportunity as safe and it might not actually be as safe as I think it is so driving is a rather interesting experience to me.
I say that to say this, to me it felt like DRS fired up a few times while I was on the road. Makes me wonder what the other person was thinking. I didn't notice the NDRS fire up but I noticed I didn't really care about others opinions as much. I felt the DRS fire up so once again that's rather interesting.
I have also come to a possible thought on the DRS as well. It might cause a certain level of disdain for humanity if you are aware of how often people try to manipualte eachother. That was a personal hurdle for me when I started getting better at spotting manipulation and became very pessemistic about people for a while. I decided on a more passive approach toward manipulators and generally avoided the more habitual ones. DRS is an interesting product and I'm going to run it until DMSI comes out.
At that point this journal will switch names and become a DMSI journal.
NOW THEN ON TO DMSI TID
Today, about halfway through the day I started getting TID from DMSI. First I saw the celebrity effect kick in, then I got better treatment from women and some IOI's from some in my age group. For me there seems to be the ability to know when someone is looking at me because they find me on some level attractive. I personally consider myself an 8/10, and I say that after years of degrading myself or being indifferent about my looks. Since starting subs I get little moments of "oh I actually am good looking". Anyways, I can tell when women look at me with attraction and this one girl gave me the thirtiest look today and tried to do it on the sly, but you cant fool the feelings and I felt her look before she even tried.
Strange. I actually had a girl give me like, the thirstiest look I’ve ever seen today as well. Weird thing is, I have no plans to run DAMSI any time soon.
It's possible it's from UMS as well. I've had women notice me a lot more on UMS. The reason I classify it as DMSI TID is because of the feelings associated with it on my end. Lots of things I never felt on UMS happened yesterday but they cant also be from DRS either.
Desire to view anything pornographic is at almost zero.