09-03-2019, 09:46 PM
So been writing stuff down since UMS came out, this may be a bit disjointed since im basically copying and pasting it and i didn't write any dates down for when stuff happened.
(this is when it was 1 loop, week off)
Stock i bought a couple days before sub release has jumped up 20 bucks so slowly making me some money
Everyday since first loop i listened to last week has been how to make more money, some days i think a lot more about it then others, Also been looking at houses even though i have no money for down payment but i know that will not matter soon
Loop i ran a got kid of a fill headed feeling cant really describe it.
Ran two loops yesterday think i might just stick with one though just a gut feeling, Also while writing this down (first time i wrote it not this time) i am shaking but in a full of energy way i wasn't feeling before until i began to write this down then i started.
(A little experimentation with loops started)
Stock that i bought has only kept going up it has gone down a couple of times by a dollar but that's it, it jumps two to three dollars a day
Listening to 1 loop a day for 5 days then two days off stock kept at same price then did 3 days 1 loop then 7 days off stock jumped 4 dollars this morning
This past 7 days off started alright then went down, I'm feeling very frustrated where im at in my life, everyday im thinking about UMS how am i going to achieve this? and the shit part is i still cannot take the first step to making money and that's selling on amazon but just thinking about taking that first step drains my energy.
I become negative because when i think on how to execute that idea my mind goes blank, i have no idea what to sell at all and i have even researched the steps on how to source products, listened to podcasts on it and i still cant take that first step i try and think of ways to do it and my mind just stops working like a mental wall is up blocking everything and it frustrates me because this shouldn't be happening, i want to make money, i need to make money to get out of this situation and i cant F'ing do it and it makes me angry at my apathy.
First loop after seven days off while i was sleeping, woke up feels like i never slept.
Seven days off mass resistance i believe i didn't do anything besides watch netflix and play video games.
Don't know if i should continue with 1 loops 7 days off or not getting frustrated because i want results now not 6 months from now I need to start making more money right now. Also sleep has been horrible only getting 2-4 hours a night
Realized i am limiting myself to just one source of income and not thinking about others.
Massive resistance i have been doing absolutely nothing but playing video games and binge on porn, only productive thing i did was clean some of my room up and that was a spur of the moment kind of think, I don't know what else to do besides set it and forget it and let it work through shit if there was a conscious way to help me get through it i would be all over that.
Also been having some pain no discomfort in my back where if i lean back while standing it is a bunch of pressure on my back like someone is trying to crack it
Switched to 5 loops at night been watching videos like the one Shannon posted in his journal on my lunch break, learning a lot of different things now doing visualizations every day, yesterday did one closed my eyes and visualized where i wanted to be in a year or two, the visualization was kind of blurry like i was picturing this in my mind but it wasn't it focus, guessing i just need ti practice more and then i thought to myself how would you feel when this happens and this warm fuzzy feeling spread out all over me weirdly started from my back where i was having discomfort before
Since starting 5 loops i have been finding information on money everywhere since i watched Shannon's video post, even in things that have absolutely nothing to do with money i am finding information on money its just manifesting itself.
(happened today)
Random guy i have never met before came up while i was shopping and started talking to me asked me if i was around here and if i grew up here, asked me what i did for work then he said he ran his own online business drop shipping, told him i was trying to do that as well but couldn't figure out my way past the barriers and he gave me his number to talk, also said the guy who taught him has made half a million this year alone. Also before he was started talking he picked something up first and asked me if i had ever used it before then started with the above questions then after he gave me his number he put it back and walked away, never came back to buy it.
Been up since 5 in the morning and its midnight so what i posted is all probably a jumbled mess
(this is when it was 1 loop, week off)
Stock i bought a couple days before sub release has jumped up 20 bucks so slowly making me some money
Everyday since first loop i listened to last week has been how to make more money, some days i think a lot more about it then others, Also been looking at houses even though i have no money for down payment but i know that will not matter soon
Loop i ran a got kid of a fill headed feeling cant really describe it.
Ran two loops yesterday think i might just stick with one though just a gut feeling, Also while writing this down (first time i wrote it not this time) i am shaking but in a full of energy way i wasn't feeling before until i began to write this down then i started.
(A little experimentation with loops started)
Stock that i bought has only kept going up it has gone down a couple of times by a dollar but that's it, it jumps two to three dollars a day
Listening to 1 loop a day for 5 days then two days off stock kept at same price then did 3 days 1 loop then 7 days off stock jumped 4 dollars this morning
This past 7 days off started alright then went down, I'm feeling very frustrated where im at in my life, everyday im thinking about UMS how am i going to achieve this? and the shit part is i still cannot take the first step to making money and that's selling on amazon but just thinking about taking that first step drains my energy.
I become negative because when i think on how to execute that idea my mind goes blank, i have no idea what to sell at all and i have even researched the steps on how to source products, listened to podcasts on it and i still cant take that first step i try and think of ways to do it and my mind just stops working like a mental wall is up blocking everything and it frustrates me because this shouldn't be happening, i want to make money, i need to make money to get out of this situation and i cant F'ing do it and it makes me angry at my apathy.
First loop after seven days off while i was sleeping, woke up feels like i never slept.
Seven days off mass resistance i believe i didn't do anything besides watch netflix and play video games.
Don't know if i should continue with 1 loops 7 days off or not getting frustrated because i want results now not 6 months from now I need to start making more money right now. Also sleep has been horrible only getting 2-4 hours a night
Realized i am limiting myself to just one source of income and not thinking about others.
Massive resistance i have been doing absolutely nothing but playing video games and binge on porn, only productive thing i did was clean some of my room up and that was a spur of the moment kind of think, I don't know what else to do besides set it and forget it and let it work through shit if there was a conscious way to help me get through it i would be all over that.
Also been having some pain no discomfort in my back where if i lean back while standing it is a bunch of pressure on my back like someone is trying to crack it
Switched to 5 loops at night been watching videos like the one Shannon posted in his journal on my lunch break, learning a lot of different things now doing visualizations every day, yesterday did one closed my eyes and visualized where i wanted to be in a year or two, the visualization was kind of blurry like i was picturing this in my mind but it wasn't it focus, guessing i just need ti practice more and then i thought to myself how would you feel when this happens and this warm fuzzy feeling spread out all over me weirdly started from my back where i was having discomfort before
Since starting 5 loops i have been finding information on money everywhere since i watched Shannon's video post, even in things that have absolutely nothing to do with money i am finding information on money its just manifesting itself.
(happened today)
Random guy i have never met before came up while i was shopping and started talking to me asked me if i was around here and if i grew up here, asked me what i did for work then he said he ran his own online business drop shipping, told him i was trying to do that as well but couldn't figure out my way past the barriers and he gave me his number to talk, also said the guy who taught him has made half a million this year alone. Also before he was started talking he picked something up first and asked me if i had ever used it before then started with the above questions then after he gave me his number he put it back and walked away, never came back to buy it.
Been up since 5 in the morning and its midnight so what i posted is all probably a jumbled mess