07-29-2019, 12:58 PM
I have reconsidered about what I have said earlier and think that if it does do as advertised that yes the price is very much justified to go up.
Cheers
Cheers
07-29-2019, 12:58 PM
07-29-2019, 01:26 PM
I don't think it is a question of whether or not it's doing what it was designed to do. The question is, is the design goal going to become obvious before people start getting impatient? E3 is making this program dig into people deeply trying to get out of them everything they have emotionally holding them back from wealth, and that will potentially take some time.
There's no reason it shouldn't work. It's all about using it for long enough.
There's no reason it shouldn't work. It's all about using it for long enough.
07-29-2019, 01:56 PM
Hi Shannon,
After my first session, I took the recommended 7 days off. I would say the effects seemed to fade after 3 days. Specifically, I am talking about my luck and intuition. Also, my fatigue was gone by the 3rd day off as well.
I ran a loop on Sat night and Sun night, so this past week instead of 7 days off I took only 5. I do not feel fatigue now from doing only the 5 day rest, so I will try to keep the 3x1 and 5x0 schedule going. If I am chomping at the bit to run a loop before the end of the 5 day rest I might consider that as well, but my intention is to stay with the 3x1 and 5x0 for now.
I am not sure about the bloom effect. Hopefully I will have more to report on this in the future.
I do not feel the "interdimensional portal effect" that you talked about, but there is a quiet confidence (regarding money) that seems to be building in me at the same time that my dissatisfaction with my current job is increasing. Perhaps that is akin to the "rocket launcher firing at the berm", but so far nothing has been blown apart.
I think while I was on USLM3, I had the undeniable knowing that I could still love my parents but not their negative beliefs. I am still in the process of letting go of a lot of that stuff.....I am definitely not yet through with that. This involves both money and relationships. After I have fixed the money issues, I will be looking for your next sub to throw out all the relationship garbage that I got from both of them over the years. I have a lot of love and compassion for both of my parents, but I never wanted to end up like either one of them. I do love them, but I definitely do not want their baggage and I feel ok about recognizing that. So I know the grief and sadness you speak of and I think I have been letting go of a lot of that over the past 10 years.........and I'm not through with that either.
As far as the "celebrity effect" I noticed that more people want to talk to me and I am somewhat friendlier and more patient than in the past. I am more centered and I am having an easier time with people I disagree with. I think that is part of the detachment I have been feeling. So yes, as others have commented..........."lots going on under the hood". I am just getting started.
Wow....I just realized how long my post is. I should start my own journal and not monopolize yours Shannon. Thanks for everything you do to make the best subs out there !
After my first session, I took the recommended 7 days off. I would say the effects seemed to fade after 3 days. Specifically, I am talking about my luck and intuition. Also, my fatigue was gone by the 3rd day off as well.
I ran a loop on Sat night and Sun night, so this past week instead of 7 days off I took only 5. I do not feel fatigue now from doing only the 5 day rest, so I will try to keep the 3x1 and 5x0 schedule going. If I am chomping at the bit to run a loop before the end of the 5 day rest I might consider that as well, but my intention is to stay with the 3x1 and 5x0 for now.
I am not sure about the bloom effect. Hopefully I will have more to report on this in the future.
I do not feel the "interdimensional portal effect" that you talked about, but there is a quiet confidence (regarding money) that seems to be building in me at the same time that my dissatisfaction with my current job is increasing. Perhaps that is akin to the "rocket launcher firing at the berm", but so far nothing has been blown apart.
I think while I was on USLM3, I had the undeniable knowing that I could still love my parents but not their negative beliefs. I am still in the process of letting go of a lot of that stuff.....I am definitely not yet through with that. This involves both money and relationships. After I have fixed the money issues, I will be looking for your next sub to throw out all the relationship garbage that I got from both of them over the years. I have a lot of love and compassion for both of my parents, but I never wanted to end up like either one of them. I do love them, but I definitely do not want their baggage and I feel ok about recognizing that. So I know the grief and sadness you speak of and I think I have been letting go of a lot of that over the past 10 years.........and I'm not through with that either.
As far as the "celebrity effect" I noticed that more people want to talk to me and I am somewhat friendlier and more patient than in the past. I am more centered and I am having an easier time with people I disagree with. I think that is part of the detachment I have been feeling. So yes, as others have commented..........."lots going on under the hood". I am just getting started.
Wow....I just realized how long my post is. I should start my own journal and not monopolize yours Shannon. Thanks for everything you do to make the best subs out there !
07-29-2019, 09:00 PM
The 29th was interesting. The night before, I listened to another loop of UMS, making that 2 days in a row for 1 loop. I got it in my head that I wanted to do 3:7, but two days of 1 loop was too much: I ended up so exhausted I was forced to sleep most of the day, and gf was definitely not handling it well either. It seems to make us both irritable when we overdose. So much for 3:7! I'm about to go to bed "the next day" and we will be doing 0 loops tonight.
The exhaustion this creates is odd. I'm familiar with the mental exhaustion of overdosing on subs, but this one creates a combination of emotional overload and a physical exhaustion I haven't encountered before; it's literally hard to move when I get it. In order to stay productive, I have to stick to 1 loop on one day and then take a break. So that part is verified now, and now I need to nail down the optimal number of days off. Models seem to be indicating that right now, optimal for me is 5 days off. I have been having a very hard time getting the models to stabilize recently, so I will take note of that and re-run the models again later a few times to verify when I have had more rest and have more stability and higher confidence ratings.
The exhaustion this creates is odd. I'm familiar with the mental exhaustion of overdosing on subs, but this one creates a combination of emotional overload and a physical exhaustion I haven't encountered before; it's literally hard to move when I get it. In order to stay productive, I have to stick to 1 loop on one day and then take a break. So that part is verified now, and now I need to nail down the optimal number of days off. Models seem to be indicating that right now, optimal for me is 5 days off. I have been having a very hard time getting the models to stabilize recently, so I will take note of that and re-run the models again later a few times to verify when I have had more rest and have more stability and higher confidence ratings.
07-31-2019, 10:48 AM
Last night another night off. Woke up this morning feeling a cross between a pleasantly relaxed muscular state that was cozy, and what I'm guessing is the tail end of the exhaustion from yesterday.
I realized that yesterday I started thinking very differently. Part of it was less fear; part of it was being more realistic about what I need to do to get to my goals.
Today I had a really mind blowing realization of a path I could take to becoming incredibly wealthy. I know what the end of the path is, and I know where I am now, but I don't know what's in between. That's okay, though, because I know that my subconscious does know, and I don't think this would have come to my conscious awareness if I was not working subconsciously on making this actually come to pass.
UMS is definitely doing some very surprising things with opening my eyes and realizations. None of this so far is stuff I didn't know or think of previously, but now it's not being ignored out of fear anymore.
GF tells me she is really unmotivated to work, but then gets up and works anyway. Like me, she works for herself, so that's rather impressive, even if some part of her is fighting the process. Especially if, actually.
I realized that yesterday I started thinking very differently. Part of it was less fear; part of it was being more realistic about what I need to do to get to my goals.
Today I had a really mind blowing realization of a path I could take to becoming incredibly wealthy. I know what the end of the path is, and I know where I am now, but I don't know what's in between. That's okay, though, because I know that my subconscious does know, and I don't think this would have come to my conscious awareness if I was not working subconsciously on making this actually come to pass.
UMS is definitely doing some very surprising things with opening my eyes and realizations. None of this so far is stuff I didn't know or think of previously, but now it's not being ignored out of fear anymore.
GF tells me she is really unmotivated to work, but then gets up and works anyway. Like me, she works for herself, so that's rather impressive, even if some part of her is fighting the process. Especially if, actually.
07-31-2019, 03:38 PM
(07-29-2019, 01:26 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]I don't think it is a question of whether or not it's doing what it was designed to do. The question is, is the design goal going to become obvious before people start getting impatient? E3 is making this program dig into people deeply trying to get out of them everything they have emotionally holding them back from wealth, and that will potentially take some time.
There's no reason it shouldn't work. It's all about using it for long enough.
Shannon I'm so glad you said that!! I've had a semi-shit week!! I truly NEEDED to "hear" this !!
I need to come here & read it again!! Thank you. Oh I've decided to run UMS 3X1 off 5 days before I even read ur other post!;
07-31-2019, 03:54 PM
I some times feel that interdimentional portle effect ..as recent as yesterday. Sorry I couldn't add this to the above post. On my phone it won't let me edit and repost. On my lappy it will. Keith.
08-04-2019, 05:46 AM
Lately, things have been going better for me and GF financially. GF has recently had a record number of sales and is making sales more consistently. This has her significantly happier in general, which means she's more playful. Happy, playful GF makes me happier.
Recently I have felt very drained. I'm trying 1x1, 5x0. Night before last was my last loop, and both days I have felt significantly wiped out. It is a physical wiped out as well as mental. It seems to hit hardest in the morning when I wake up and at night before bed. I hit the pillow recently, and I'm gone. Last night GF and I were planning to have sex, and by the time that came around we were both so tired that I just figured, "Meh, we'll do that tomorrow." But she showed up in my office a little later wearing lingerie and she made it happen.
Interesting thing about this program, the exhaustion doesn't seem to prevent the goal at 1 loop one day.
I'm not sure what's causing the exhaustion. It could be resistance and it could be extreme exertion and it could be expending a huge amount of energy on manifestations, or it could be some combination of those. But I'm no longer getting back aches, so I think it has to be executing the script more fully, which is apparently using a huge amount of energy while I sleep.
I had a very odd dream that I remembered last night. On UMS, I typically remember my last dream of the night. In this dream, there was a postal theme. What I remember doesn't make enough sense for it to be worth posting, but there were some really interesting ideas. Thinking outside the box, I guess. Interesting stuff. We tend to have blinders on in a lot of directions because we assume that "it's like this and it always has been, so it always must be", and we don't think or explore past that. This dream was exploring past that.
I get a faint and general sense that feels like I and my future are like a super-jumbo jet ( representing a lot of influence and huge amounts of power) and that jet is being lined up on the runway right now. The route has been calculated, and the jet is approaching where it will take off. I have a faint sense of the destination, too, but this is all felt with a serious degree of gravitas. Whatever this means, it's very serious and major in how it's affecting my life and my future.
Today is my official day off, and yesterday I worked until I was exhausted and had to stop. I feel like I needed more rest yesterday than I expected. Still very impressed with how powerful this program is that it requires only 1 loop to be processed for one day on and then 5 days off. I'm pleased with the amount of time off not just because of the power level that it indicates, but because it means that resistance triggered by the input process will be minimized or eliminated with this new level of power. Maybe I should re-name this 5.75G?
Whatever the case is, I get the impression now that part of my exhaustion is making so many deep and profound adjustments in my life all at once to get to my goal, and that when they have been made, the exhaustion will fade. I'm really looking forward to the rest of this journey!
Recently I have felt very drained. I'm trying 1x1, 5x0. Night before last was my last loop, and both days I have felt significantly wiped out. It is a physical wiped out as well as mental. It seems to hit hardest in the morning when I wake up and at night before bed. I hit the pillow recently, and I'm gone. Last night GF and I were planning to have sex, and by the time that came around we were both so tired that I just figured, "Meh, we'll do that tomorrow." But she showed up in my office a little later wearing lingerie and she made it happen.
Interesting thing about this program, the exhaustion doesn't seem to prevent the goal at 1 loop one day.
I'm not sure what's causing the exhaustion. It could be resistance and it could be extreme exertion and it could be expending a huge amount of energy on manifestations, or it could be some combination of those. But I'm no longer getting back aches, so I think it has to be executing the script more fully, which is apparently using a huge amount of energy while I sleep.
I had a very odd dream that I remembered last night. On UMS, I typically remember my last dream of the night. In this dream, there was a postal theme. What I remember doesn't make enough sense for it to be worth posting, but there were some really interesting ideas. Thinking outside the box, I guess. Interesting stuff. We tend to have blinders on in a lot of directions because we assume that "it's like this and it always has been, so it always must be", and we don't think or explore past that. This dream was exploring past that.
I get a faint and general sense that feels like I and my future are like a super-jumbo jet ( representing a lot of influence and huge amounts of power) and that jet is being lined up on the runway right now. The route has been calculated, and the jet is approaching where it will take off. I have a faint sense of the destination, too, but this is all felt with a serious degree of gravitas. Whatever this means, it's very serious and major in how it's affecting my life and my future.
Today is my official day off, and yesterday I worked until I was exhausted and had to stop. I feel like I needed more rest yesterday than I expected. Still very impressed with how powerful this program is that it requires only 1 loop to be processed for one day on and then 5 days off. I'm pleased with the amount of time off not just because of the power level that it indicates, but because it means that resistance triggered by the input process will be minimized or eliminated with this new level of power. Maybe I should re-name this 5.75G?
Whatever the case is, I get the impression now that part of my exhaustion is making so many deep and profound adjustments in my life all at once to get to my goal, and that when they have been made, the exhaustion will fade. I'm really looking forward to the rest of this journey!
08-04-2019, 07:03 AM
(08-04-2019, 05:46 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]Lately, things have been going better for me and GF financially. GF has recently had a record number of sales and is making sales more consistently. This has her significantly happier in general, which means she's more playful. Happy, playful GF makes me happier.
Recently I have felt very drained. I'm trying 1x1, 5x0. Night before last was my last loop, and both days I have felt significantly wiped out. It is a physical wiped out as well as mental. It seems to hit hardest in the morning when I wake up and at night before bed. I hit the pillow recently, and I'm gone. Last night GF and I were planning to have sex, and by the time that came around we were both so tired that I just figured, "Meh, we'll do that tomorrow." But she showed up in my office a little later wearing lingerie and she made it happen.
Interesting thing about this program, the exhaustion doesn't seem to prevent the goal at 1 loop one day.
I'm not sure what's causing the exhaustion. It could be resistance and it could be extreme exertion and it could be expending a huge amount of energy on manifestations, or it could be some combination of those. But I'm no longer getting back aches, so I think it has to be executing the script more fully, which is apparently using a huge amount of energy while I sleep.
I had a very odd dream that I remembered last night. On UMS, I typically remember my last dream of the night. In this dream, there was a postal theme. What I remember doesn't make enough sense for it to be worth posting, but there were some really interesting ideas. Thinking outside the box, I guess. Interesting stuff. We tend to have blinders on in a lot of directions because we assume that "it's like this and it always has been, so it always must be", and we don't think or explore past that. This dream was exploring past that.
I get a faint and general sense that feels like I and my future are like a super-jumbo jet ( representing a lot of influence and huge amounts of power) and that jet is being lined up on the runway right now. The route has been calculated, and the jet is approaching where it will take off. I have a faint sense of the destination, too, but this is all felt with a serious degree of gravitas. Whatever this means, it's very serious and major in how it's affecting my life and my future.
Today is my official day off, and yesterday I worked until I was exhausted and had to stop. I feel like I needed more rest yesterday than I expected. Still very impressed with how powerful this program is that it requires only 1 loop to be processed for one day on and then 5 days off. I'm pleased with the amount of time off not just because of the power level that it indicates, but because it means that resistance triggered by the input process will be minimized or eliminated with this new level of power. Maybe I should re-name this 5.75G?
Whatever the case is, I get the impression now that part of my exhaustion is making so many deep and profound adjustments in my life all at once to get to my goal, and that when they have been made, the exhaustion will fade. I'm really looking forward to the rest of this journey!
I noticed I was so exhausted yesterday. I hadn’t ran a loop since Tuesday. Today I feel a desire to run the sub today.
Is five days looking like to be the optimal days off amount?
I’m shocked at how exhausting this sub is.
08-04-2019, 08:52 AM
5 days off is right for me personally. That doesn't mean it's right for general usage. You should rely on the original instructions unless your gut tells you otherwise. You are finding optimal usage for yourself. Most people seem to be concluding that 1:7 or 3:7 is good.
08-04-2019, 10:55 AM
GF went to a different city today to buy inventory for her business. She found not only exactly what she needed, but it was on sale for 90% off. The high end good stuff.
08-04-2019, 11:45 AM
(08-04-2019, 05:46 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]Lately, things have been going better for me and GF financially. GF has recently had a record number of sales and is making sales more consistently. This has her significantly happier in general, which means she's more playful. Happy, playful GF makes me happier.
Recently I have felt very drained. I'm trying 1x1, 5x0. Night before last was my last loop, and both days I have felt significantly wiped out. It is a physical wiped out as well as mental. It seems to hit hardest in the morning when I wake up and at night before bed. I hit the pillow recently, and I'm gone. Last night GF and I were planning to have sex, and by the time that came around we were both so tired that I just figured, "Meh, we'll do that tomorrow." But she showed up in my office a little later wearing lingerie and she made it happen.
Interesting thing about this program, the exhaustion doesn't seem to prevent the goal at 1 loop one day.
I'm not sure what's causing the exhaustion. It could be resistance and it could be extreme exertion and it could be expending a huge amount of energy on manifestations, or it could be some combination of those. But I'm no longer getting back aches, so I think it has to be executing the script more fully, which is apparently using a huge amount of energy while I sleep.
I had a very odd dream that I remembered last night. On UMS, I typically remember my last dream of the night. In this dream, there was a postal theme. What I remember doesn't make enough sense for it to be worth posting, but there were some really interesting ideas. Thinking outside the box, I guess. Interesting stuff. We tend to have blinders on in a lot of directions because we assume that "it's like this and it always has been, so it always must be", and we don't think or explore past that. This dream was exploring past that.
I get a faint and general sense that feels like I and my future are like a super-jumbo jet ( representing a lot of influence and huge amounts of power) and that jet is being lined up on the runway right now. The route has been calculated, and the jet is approaching where it will take off. I have a faint sense of the destination, too, but this is all felt with a serious degree of gravitas. Whatever this means, it's very serious and major in how it's affecting my life and my future.
Today is my official day off, and yesterday I worked until I was exhausted and had to stop. I feel like I needed more rest yesterday than I expected. Still very impressed with how powerful this program is that it requires only 1 loop to be processed for one day on and then 5 days off. I'm pleased with the amount of time off not just because of the power level that it indicates, but because it means that resistance triggered by the input process will be minimized or eliminated with this new level of power. Maybe I should re-name this 5.75G?
Whatever the case is, I get the impression now that part of my exhaustion is making so many deep and profound adjustments in my life all at once to get to my goal, and that when they have been made, the exhaustion will fade. I'm really looking forward to the rest of this journey!
Word !! 5.75G,ah? hummm no fooling! :-) Im hella impressed that the man who created this heavy hitting Mofo,is so impressed with this magnificent program Ultimate Monetary Success,also!! Now thats saying somethin'!!
Shannon,once in a while,while being 'lead' by this program be it the day I run it or on days off,I can 'see' Infinity...I can look directly right into it....as ifs an every expanding tunnel,spiralling....outward...hard to explain in physical terms...
Back on Earth,I AM a helluva LOT more aware and consciois of my physical material world. the thingsI own and just HOW many of them I do infact claim as my own. the balancing of MY Material World and the Energectic World of awareness is something Im sooo digging and appreciating as well. I have been aware for a long time that these two worlds VERY MUCH NEEDED balancing and re-aligining . Alas.these things are happening. Hence,slowly as such, the suffering is being reduced and the joy,awareness and prosperity are increasing! The program is amazing!!!
08-10-2019, 08:43 AM
The night before last was my last exposure to UMS. The day before that and the day before that I was noticing that GF was responding as if she needed another exposure, and I was kind of wanting one too. The models told me that I should wait until the night before last, so I did. But this time when I pinged how things would go if I did 1 loop, they showed me abject failure in achieving my goals. Again... and again.... and again.
So after analyzing those results I realized that some part of me had adapred to be able to resist one loop, and was intent on blocking my progress. I modeled what would result if I ran 2 to 8 loops instead of 1, expecting to see that 2 or 3 loops was the best choice. 2 and 3 loops did show up as good choices, but the best achievement of the goal was indicated for 8 loops. I was having a hard time believing that, but time after time running the models, they showed 8 loops was best, 2 loops was second best and 3 loops really wasn't going to work after all.
I thought about it. 8 x 84 minutes is 11 hours, 12 minutes. That would eat my night and my breakfast and then some. Would I be able to function after having been exposed to that much? I have a lot of things to do right now!
But after considering, it seemed the best course of action. So I decided to run 8 loops that night.
Immediately I developed a headache on the left temple area and into the middle of my brain. It wasn't bad - maybe a 3 out of 10 - but it was there. I ended up having to take some ibuprofen a couple hours later because I didn't want to run a pain relief sub and potentially interfere with this. I also noted that I was generally more out of it and exhausted from the point of decision on, and I didn't have the capacity to work as much as I wanted. But I did end up running 8 loops. And as expected, I woke up half way through the 7th loop and had breakfast while listening to the 7th and 8th loops.
To my amazement, I was not exhausted yesterday until the end of the day, around 10 PM. Unfortunately I did not get as much done as I would have liked, because I kept having to take care of ridiculous errands. (Got to go return this bath faucet and exchange it for a fixture set and set up an appointment to get it installed, since I can't figure out how; and then post office, followed by have to go to a store to get something for GF's business; then I have to go interview my pet sitter applicant; and so on.)
I did get some things done yesterday though, and when I think about it, what I got done was important enough that the amount of time I got to work was more than made up for by how important the results I achieved turned out to be.
At 10, I was ready to drop. I went to bed. GF wasn't done with her business or taking a bath, so she did those things before joining me. For some reason I was able to dream, but not fall asleep fully. I kept hovering right on the edge of sleep, and I was not asleep when she joined me in bed 30 or 40 minutes later. After she joined me and the lights went out (finally) and the noise stopped (from her cleaning the tub and running a bath), I dropped off pretty quick.
One thing I noticed was a backache yesterday. It wasn't bad, but it was there enough to tell me that some sort of subconscious tension was present. I remember no dreams from last night or the night of the exposure. But yesterday I did note some unusual changes in my thought patterns. Seeking win-win options I would not have thought of before, in directions I would not have gone before.
Today I feel tired, but both today and yesterday I have felt the auric shield projecting strongly. I have not noted a lot of celebrity effect, though, with the exception of possibly yesterday during dinner. We went to Ruby Tuesday's in our local mall, partly because I was in the mood for a ribeye and partly because the energy there was what I was in the mood for and partly because I like the staff there, and partly because one of the servers who works there has a super cute booty, and I enjoy seeing her walk by.
We actually went not so I could enjoy her backside, but because I wasn't sure she still worked there. Hadn't seen her in a while. After a while I noted the following:
1. The bartender, who is also a cutie, was giving very subtle signals of interest, but trying hard to hide them because I was sitting next to GF. The more playful and silly GF got with me, the more obvious it became that the bartender was amused by this, and seemingly, wishing she could join in or have that for herself. Not sure if she's attracted to me or just wants that sort of relationship for herself or both.
2. There was a new server present who was a skinny blonde. I usually don't go for skinny or blonde, I like my women curvaceous and maximally female. Blonde isn't a hair color that "does it for me", in most cases. But this girl had a super cute booty, too. Very rare to see that much curvature on the butt of a skinny woman. I noticed, but could not seem to get a glimpse of her face. Later I discovered that she was relatively small chested and had a semi-nerdy face with glasses. Not the sort who is very beautiful in the face, but cute nerd girls with super cute booty syndrome are not going to go un-noticed by me.
3. The server I was there to see turned out to be there, and when she noticed me, she smiled and waved in a cute way. In the last few times I have been there the way she's started responding suggests that she's noticed me as someone who is attractive to her. I'm always with GF so there's not much she can do, but she was noticing me. And she's gained weight... which over time is changing the shape of her butt and making it slowly less the right shape for me, but it's still very cute. If I wasn't involved, I'd still play with her.
Overall it seemed like I was getting more attention from the BT and the girl I came to see, than I could explain. So maybe it was the celebrity effect.
I can say that I definitely feel different, but I'm not sure how to describe that. I am enjoying work more though. Today I'm putting dev on DMSI down and starting a program build. So far it's likely to be an auric shield, but may be something else. Whatever the case, it will hopefully be something that balances our income with your desires. I have a few different directions I can go, but most of the options I have would require too much development time or testing time or are not things I can reasonably build right now.
That rules out pretty much everything but the auric shields for the moment, but I am working on if I could pull off one of the other promising ideas I had.
So after analyzing those results I realized that some part of me had adapred to be able to resist one loop, and was intent on blocking my progress. I modeled what would result if I ran 2 to 8 loops instead of 1, expecting to see that 2 or 3 loops was the best choice. 2 and 3 loops did show up as good choices, but the best achievement of the goal was indicated for 8 loops. I was having a hard time believing that, but time after time running the models, they showed 8 loops was best, 2 loops was second best and 3 loops really wasn't going to work after all.
I thought about it. 8 x 84 minutes is 11 hours, 12 minutes. That would eat my night and my breakfast and then some. Would I be able to function after having been exposed to that much? I have a lot of things to do right now!
But after considering, it seemed the best course of action. So I decided to run 8 loops that night.
Immediately I developed a headache on the left temple area and into the middle of my brain. It wasn't bad - maybe a 3 out of 10 - but it was there. I ended up having to take some ibuprofen a couple hours later because I didn't want to run a pain relief sub and potentially interfere with this. I also noted that I was generally more out of it and exhausted from the point of decision on, and I didn't have the capacity to work as much as I wanted. But I did end up running 8 loops. And as expected, I woke up half way through the 7th loop and had breakfast while listening to the 7th and 8th loops.
To my amazement, I was not exhausted yesterday until the end of the day, around 10 PM. Unfortunately I did not get as much done as I would have liked, because I kept having to take care of ridiculous errands. (Got to go return this bath faucet and exchange it for a fixture set and set up an appointment to get it installed, since I can't figure out how; and then post office, followed by have to go to a store to get something for GF's business; then I have to go interview my pet sitter applicant; and so on.)
I did get some things done yesterday though, and when I think about it, what I got done was important enough that the amount of time I got to work was more than made up for by how important the results I achieved turned out to be.
At 10, I was ready to drop. I went to bed. GF wasn't done with her business or taking a bath, so she did those things before joining me. For some reason I was able to dream, but not fall asleep fully. I kept hovering right on the edge of sleep, and I was not asleep when she joined me in bed 30 or 40 minutes later. After she joined me and the lights went out (finally) and the noise stopped (from her cleaning the tub and running a bath), I dropped off pretty quick.
One thing I noticed was a backache yesterday. It wasn't bad, but it was there enough to tell me that some sort of subconscious tension was present. I remember no dreams from last night or the night of the exposure. But yesterday I did note some unusual changes in my thought patterns. Seeking win-win options I would not have thought of before, in directions I would not have gone before.
Today I feel tired, but both today and yesterday I have felt the auric shield projecting strongly. I have not noted a lot of celebrity effect, though, with the exception of possibly yesterday during dinner. We went to Ruby Tuesday's in our local mall, partly because I was in the mood for a ribeye and partly because the energy there was what I was in the mood for and partly because I like the staff there, and partly because one of the servers who works there has a super cute booty, and I enjoy seeing her walk by.
We actually went not so I could enjoy her backside, but because I wasn't sure she still worked there. Hadn't seen her in a while. After a while I noted the following:
1. The bartender, who is also a cutie, was giving very subtle signals of interest, but trying hard to hide them because I was sitting next to GF. The more playful and silly GF got with me, the more obvious it became that the bartender was amused by this, and seemingly, wishing she could join in or have that for herself. Not sure if she's attracted to me or just wants that sort of relationship for herself or both.
2. There was a new server present who was a skinny blonde. I usually don't go for skinny or blonde, I like my women curvaceous and maximally female. Blonde isn't a hair color that "does it for me", in most cases. But this girl had a super cute booty, too. Very rare to see that much curvature on the butt of a skinny woman. I noticed, but could not seem to get a glimpse of her face. Later I discovered that she was relatively small chested and had a semi-nerdy face with glasses. Not the sort who is very beautiful in the face, but cute nerd girls with super cute booty syndrome are not going to go un-noticed by me.
3. The server I was there to see turned out to be there, and when she noticed me, she smiled and waved in a cute way. In the last few times I have been there the way she's started responding suggests that she's noticed me as someone who is attractive to her. I'm always with GF so there's not much she can do, but she was noticing me. And she's gained weight... which over time is changing the shape of her butt and making it slowly less the right shape for me, but it's still very cute. If I wasn't involved, I'd still play with her.
Overall it seemed like I was getting more attention from the BT and the girl I came to see, than I could explain. So maybe it was the celebrity effect.
I can say that I definitely feel different, but I'm not sure how to describe that. I am enjoying work more though. Today I'm putting dev on DMSI down and starting a program build. So far it's likely to be an auric shield, but may be something else. Whatever the case, it will hopefully be something that balances our income with your desires. I have a few different directions I can go, but most of the options I have would require too much development time or testing time or are not things I can reasonably build right now.
That rules out pretty much everything but the auric shields for the moment, but I am working on if I could pull off one of the other promising ideas I had.
08-10-2019, 09:16 AM
What exactly are the auric shields?
Are they standalones or do they go into other subs as an addition?
Are they standalones or do they go into other subs as an addition?