Shannon Wrote:The cockiness, etc. that's a little bit of the "I'm out of the cage, lets have some FUN!" mentality that sometimes comes along with ASC
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This was what Shannon had stated about 4 months ago, around December. I agree wholeheartedly with it. The world is opening to me more and more. My speech is more intelligent, I can articulate myself better and because I'm no longer debating my self in my head I can better focus on the situation.
Cortez said that 95% of all posts on these boards is related to women...well lately women have really been on my mind and the caged animal that's been inside me has been rearing to let loose! I was conversating with a female friend of mine (she's a Sagittarius, passionate, aggressive in speech) and I could tell she was certaintly digging the convo. I was cocky, I was intelligent, my sexual undertones were thrown in perfectly...my game was 100%.
I was worried (briefly) maybe I would become too confident, but I'll deal with that as it comes. Hell, I'd rather go into AM/SM/whatever with a lot of confidence rather than zilch and have to go through all that depressing resistance.
Sounds like you're having a great time K-Train.
(03-07-2012, 08:22 PM)Tiesto Wrote: [ -> ]Sounds like you're having a great time K-Train.
Yeah man, it's a frickin party over here
. I can wait until you start experiencing these same effects! How many days are you into ASC?
(03-07-2012, 04:14 PM)K-Train Wrote: [ -> ]Shannon Wrote:The cockiness, etc. that's a little bit of the "I'm out of the cage, lets have some FUN!" mentality that sometimes comes along with ASC
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This was what Shannon had stated about 4 months ago, around December. I agree wholeheartedly with it. The world is opening to me more and more. My speech is more intelligent, I can articulate myself better and because I'm no longer debating my self in my head I can better focus on the situation.
Cortez said that 95% of all posts on these boards is related to women...well lately women have really been on my mind and the caged animal that's been inside me has been rearing to let loose! I was conversating with a female friend of mine (she's a Sagittarius, passionate, aggressive in speech) and I could tell she was certaintly digging the convo. I was cocky, I was intelligent, my sexual undertones were thrown in perfectly...my game was 100%. I was worried (briefly) maybe I would become too confident, but I'll deal with that as it comes. Hell, I'd rather go into AM/SM/whatever with a lot of confidence rather than zilch and have to go through all that depressing resistance.
I think you made a really smart choice doing these two subs together for 60 days. I think they will really 'prime' you for AM/SM-especially SM as it sounds like you've got all the things going on, in yourself, that I am missing at nearing the end of stage 4 SM. There is a kind of Alpha confidence in these set but its very different then ASC or regular straight forward confidence, IDK how to explain it, and the positive and powerful states it sounds like your building up should definitely buffer from depressing resistance.
(03-09-2012, 12:15 PM)RainbowAbyss Wrote: [ -> ] (03-07-2012, 04:14 PM)K-Train Wrote: [ -> ]Shannon Wrote:The cockiness, etc. that's a little bit of the "I'm out of the cage, lets have some FUN!" mentality that sometimes comes along with ASC
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This was what Shannon had stated about 4 months ago, around December. I agree wholeheartedly with it. The world is opening to me more and more. My speech is more intelligent, I can articulate myself better and because I'm no longer debating my self in my head I can better focus on the situation.
Cortez said that 95% of all posts on these boards is related to women...well lately women have really been on my mind and the caged animal that's been inside me has been rearing to let loose! I was conversating with a female friend of mine (she's a Sagittarius, passionate, aggressive in speech) and I could tell she was certaintly digging the convo. I was cocky, I was intelligent, my sexual undertones were thrown in perfectly...my game was 100%. I was worried (briefly) maybe I would become too confident, but I'll deal with that as it comes. Hell, I'd rather go into AM/SM/whatever with a lot of confidence rather than zilch and have to go through all that depressing resistance.
I think you made a really smart choice doing these two subs together for 60 days. I think they will really 'prime' you for AM/SM-especially SM as it sounds like you've got all the things going on, in yourself, that I am missing at nearing the end of stage 4 SM. There is a kind of Alpha confidence in these set but its very different then ASC or regular straight forward confidence, IDK how to explain it, and the positive and powerful states it sounds like your building up should definitely buffer from depressing resistance.
Thanks Rainbow
. Yeah, it took a while but the effects definitely kicked in big time. I really just did not want to have to go through the severe depression I felt last time running through AM. Stages 3-4 in particulary sucked so badly I'm amazed I made it through the set. For some reason, I've been experiencing the same tiredness you commented about in your journal. Hopefully it dissipates. Are you going to run through AM again Rainbow or are you gonna experiment with some of the other subs?
(03-08-2012, 05:40 PM)K-Train Wrote: [ -> ] (03-07-2012, 08:22 PM)Tiesto Wrote: [ -> ]Sounds like you're having a great time K-Train.
Yeah man, it's a frickin party over here . I can wait until you start experiencing these same effects! How many days are you into ASC?
I’m just over 5 weeks on it, I’m looking forward to having that effect from it myself.
For me the changes seems very very subtle, and it seems like the switch is going on and off, some days I feel confident, some days I’m not (still feeling anxious about certain things), and they seem to spread equally, which is why I’m still kind of confuse whether my confident days is due to the effect of ASC, or it’s just me having a good day I can’t say for sure.
My feeling says one more month from now (Day 70), the result should be highly obvious, and stabilized enough, that I probably wouldn’t be second guessing myself anymore in terms of whether or not I have become Absolutely Self Confident and free from all sort of fear/anxiety.
I’m already thinking I might try it out up to 100 days, since I don’t think anyone ever mentioned of using this sub for that long, it’s going to be interesting to see what the effects and how permanent the changes will be after that much exposure.
(03-09-2012, 05:51 PM)Tiesto Wrote: [ -> ]I’m just over 5 weeks on it, I’m looking forward to having that effect from it myself.
For me the changes seems very very subtle, and it seems like the switch is going on and off, some days I feel confident, some days I’m not (still feeling anxious about certain things), and they seem to spread equally, which is why I’m still kind of confuse whether my confident days is due to the effect of ASC, or it’s just me having a good day I can’t say for sure.
My feeling says one more month from now (Day 70), the result should be highly obvious, and stabilized enough, that I probably wouldn’t be second guessing myself anymore in terms of whether or not I have become Absolutely Self Confident and free from all sort of fear/anxiety.
I’m already thinking I might try it out up to 100 days, since I don’t think anyone ever mentioned of using this sub for that long, it’s going to be interesting to see what the effects and how permanent the changes will be after that much exposure.
For a while, I didn't even know the thing was working to be perfectly honest. I didn't have that "burst" I did the last time since apparently my confidence wasn't as low as it was before however after a while I began to get the feeling that my subconsious was giving up. It's like I felt fear within myself for no apparent reason, most likely a fear of losing control. And then BAM! It happened.
I also have not heard of anyone going up to 90 or 100 days on ASC. I think it would be a great experiment.
I think in the long run by doing ASC for so long it will greatly benefit both of us whenever we jump into other subs because most resistance is fueled by fear and if you're confident then you won't feel as much fear or will at least be able to deal with it more effectively.
Side Note: Ultra-Success is making me more motivated. I'm getting things done and I notice things going my way more often. Definitely excited about the effects I'll get at the 90 day mark. Hopefully the manifestations will increase.
Man I keep forgetting about Ultra Success. As my focus is changing from women to success I might as well throw that on my queue for the next year. keep us posted K-train.. sounds like your doing good.
(03-09-2012, 07:29 PM)K-Train Wrote: [ -> ]For a while, I didn't even know the thing was working to be perfectly honest. I didn't have that "burst" I did the last time since apparently my confidence wasn't as low as it was before however after a while I began to get the feeling that my subconsious was giving up. It's like I felt fear within myself for no apparent reason, most likely a fear of losing control. And then BAM! It happened.
I'm still waiting for that BAM!
(03-09-2012, 07:29 PM)K-Train Wrote: [ -> ]I also have not heard of anyone going up to 90 or 100 days on ASC. I think it would be a great experiment. I think in the long run by doing ASC for so long it will greatly benefit both of us whenever we jump into other subs because most resistance is fueled by fear and if you're confident then you won't feel as much fear or will at least be able to deal with it more effectively.
I agree with you on that.
(03-09-2012, 07:29 PM)K-Train Wrote: [ -> ]Side Note: Ultra-Success is making me more motivated. I'm getting things done and I notice things going my way more often. Definitely excited about the effects I'll get at the 90 day mark. Hopefully the manifestations will increase.
Do you think Ultra-Success makes ASC works better? You are using the 3G version of US correct?
How are you using those two together? Is it 8 hours of each back-to-back everyday?
Hmm... Maybe I should follow in your footstep and throw in US into the mix? Tempting...
(03-09-2012, 08:59 PM)Tiesto Wrote: [ -> ] (03-09-2012, 07:29 PM)K-Train Wrote: [ -> ]For a while, I didn't even know the thing was working to be perfectly honest. I didn't have that "burst" I did the last time since apparently my confidence wasn't as low as it was before however after a while I began to get the feeling that my subconsious was giving up. It's like I felt fear within myself for no apparent reason, most likely a fear of losing control. And then BAM! It happened.
I'm still waiting for that BAM!
(03-09-2012, 07:29 PM)K-Train Wrote: [ -> ]I also have not heard of anyone going up to 90 or 100 days on ASC. I think it would be a great experiment. I think in the long run by doing ASC for so long it will greatly benefit both of us whenever we jump into other subs because most resistance is fueled by fear and if you're confident then you won't feel as much fear or will at least be able to deal with it more effectively.
I agree with you on that.
(03-09-2012, 07:29 PM)K-Train Wrote: [ -> ]Side Note: Ultra-Success is making me more motivated. I'm getting things done and I notice things going my way more often. Definitely excited about the effects I'll get at the 90 day mark. Hopefully the manifestations will increase.
Do you think Ultra-Success makes ASC works better? You are using the 3G version of US correct?
How are you using those two together? Is it 8 hours of each back-to-back everyday?
Hmm... Maybe I should follow in your footstep and throw in US into the mix? Tempting...
I'm using the 4G version of Ultra-Success (custom). I do recall Shannon saying that US does tend to improve the effects of other subs so I don't see how throwing in US could hurt although I'd personally advise you to give ASC another week by itself first. Oh and I'm getting about 4 hours of exposure with ASC and 10 hours with Ultra-Success.
Spiral Wrote:Man I keep forgetting about Ultra Success. As my focus is changing from women to success I might as well throw that on my queue for the next year. keep us posted K-train.. sounds like your doing good.
No problem man
. Hopefully things continue to click all the way into April.
Thanks for the tip K-Train!
I’m going with ASC 4G standalone until 50 days, then I’ll follow up with another 50 days with ASC + US. That’s should be a good setup!
and btw, that is pretty amazing that you only use ASC for 4 hours, your result is better than mine who use it for 12 hours, maybe less is better? lol.. I think I might need to do some personal experiment on that.
Last week I was on cloud 9 and was sitting on top of the world. This week has been absolutely brutal. I've been having serious stuff come up this week. It's gotten so bad that its affected my speech and my thinking because rather than be in the moment I'm sometimes trapped in my head. A female friend of mine has been showing interest in me but I've been getting so wrapped up in my own head that I've struggled to keep conversations going not just with her but with other people.
Thoughts like "People must think I'm weird" or "I'm never gonna get another GF" "I'm not tall enough"etc. Ironically, the sadness doesn't last long and instead it gets replaced by frustration. I'll get frustrated and angry about how other people "have it better than me with women" and then eventually after awhile it goes away. This frustration has motivated me to want to improve my situation and strenghtens my determination. I feel like it makes no sense for me to be in the position I'm in and that it's my birthright to be successful and to have what I want.
As painful and destructive as this journey is...I do not regret starting it. I have long accepted that getting to where I want to be will require me to first destroy myself before I can rebuild myself into the person I want to be.
By doing these subs... we sort of cheat the "first" phase of failures.. and then the subliminals change us to where our view on things such as failure and success change so there will be those horrible days. I do my best on my bad days to not be in other people's precense if I can help it because it usually makes me feel funny or I just bring them down with my low energy. It's tough though on those days when you need a hug. Ahh I must be doing it right now. It's been real mellow and low key for me lately but I'm riding up the roller coaster right now. I'm sure you are too.. it's been a week since you last posted.
(03-21-2012, 12:56 PM)Spiral Wrote: [ -> ]By doing these subs... we sort of cheat the "first" phase of failures.. and then the subliminals change us to where our view on things such as failure and success change so there will be those horrible days. I do my best on my bad days to not be in other people's precense if I can help it because it usually makes me feel funny or I just bring them down with my low energy. It's tough though on those days when you need a hug. Ahh I must be doing it right now. It's been real mellow and low key for me lately but I'm riding up the roller coaster right now. I'm sure you are too.. it's been a week since you last posted.
Thanks Spiral. I actually am feeling better this week although disconnecting from the negativity of others has been a problem. I'll be in "the zone" and then when I'm interacting I take a comment too personally. It's mostly been related to this chick who I'm working with who has BPD. She can be nice but sometimes her instability pokes its head out. And I've been feeling unsure of myself quite a bit this week.
I've actually begun reading John Alexander's book again How to Become an Alpha Male, and I've noticed that during my times of heavy resistance these past few weeks I have been displaying beta-male behaviors which is quite disconcerting considering how confident and Alpha I felt two weeks ago when I thought ASC was finally working.