01-07-2015, 11:03 PM
1 WEEK
8 hours exposure
Well I can't believe I actually was sticking to it and have managed to listen to this sub for a full week. Definitely shows how committed I am. I had a dream about my ex fiancee and it was kind of like "working things out" with her where we were getting along and stuff I guess. But really it had some kind of sexual meaning behind it. Honestly I wish I could have vivid dreams like other listeners with more details but I guess it varies sub to sub?
I have to admit that I think this sub is working its charm. Let me start off by saying that I have managed to do things naturally related to 'money making' that I never have done in months because of who knows, laziness? procrastination?? Frustration at the thought??? I didn't work today -- had car trouble so took the day off.
Ever since listening to this sub and it's not that I am artificially forcing myself to do things like "if you want to make money whether you like it or not you will do it" it is just that I am doing it with a fresh attitude if that makes sense. I am naturally working on stuff because I WANT TO not because I HAVE TO; the best sentence I could describe that remark is "this is so much fun that I am enjoying doing it naturally" kinda attitude. Examples include, getting back into Clickbank, signing up for affiliate products to promote, etc.
I kind of think that when I have the I WANT TO attitude it is like the sub takes control of my mind and puts me in that mentality to do it but when I have had enough that I need a break I just take a break when the sub wants me to take a break I guess.
In addition, I also admit I do have those nervous stomach churns you know the kind like before you kiss a girl or before you give a presentation? when I 'naturally' make phone calls related to my internship. That stomach churn feeling is like "I don't wanna do it because I know I will be rejected" so it is still present negative creeping in my mind but I still went ahead and did it and guess what!? Unlike before the subs and doing it, I actually got 3 leads today for my internship request!! Now if that is not results from the sub I don't know what is.
But I don't wanna jump to conclusions too soon because I still haven't been accepted it but the point is it is the sub that helped me manifest it; I just did the 'make that call' attitude; it has to be because all I faced was rejections before using the sub. But not all of them were phone call cold calling requests; admittedly it was also requests via email.
Unlike pre US when I used to make cold calls, during those times I would just not respond back to rejection emails from licensed practitioners; post sub - this time I challenged their rejections and asked things like "why do you think it is inappropriate setting to do my internship" even if the responses were done via email and not phone. I am not bold to do the phone challenging their rejections. I even pushed it further in the emails like "if you give me a chance...." I don't know if it is the subs causing me to do this stuff or what but could be, right?
I still haven't experimented with job searches so that would be on my next list of to do's. I think I have also witnessed more frequent manifestations occasionally of random stuff. However I haven't had that feeling to "dress good"...yet remembering that one of the listeners reported he felt the whole "better dress attitude" it hasn't occurred in me yet maybe in the distant coming weeks it might happen. I am glad I am seeing things happen let's see what the next coming weeks hold...
8 hours exposure
Well I can't believe I actually was sticking to it and have managed to listen to this sub for a full week. Definitely shows how committed I am. I had a dream about my ex fiancee and it was kind of like "working things out" with her where we were getting along and stuff I guess. But really it had some kind of sexual meaning behind it. Honestly I wish I could have vivid dreams like other listeners with more details but I guess it varies sub to sub?
I have to admit that I think this sub is working its charm. Let me start off by saying that I have managed to do things naturally related to 'money making' that I never have done in months because of who knows, laziness? procrastination?? Frustration at the thought??? I didn't work today -- had car trouble so took the day off.
Ever since listening to this sub and it's not that I am artificially forcing myself to do things like "if you want to make money whether you like it or not you will do it" it is just that I am doing it with a fresh attitude if that makes sense. I am naturally working on stuff because I WANT TO not because I HAVE TO; the best sentence I could describe that remark is "this is so much fun that I am enjoying doing it naturally" kinda attitude. Examples include, getting back into Clickbank, signing up for affiliate products to promote, etc.
I kind of think that when I have the I WANT TO attitude it is like the sub takes control of my mind and puts me in that mentality to do it but when I have had enough that I need a break I just take a break when the sub wants me to take a break I guess.
In addition, I also admit I do have those nervous stomach churns you know the kind like before you kiss a girl or before you give a presentation? when I 'naturally' make phone calls related to my internship. That stomach churn feeling is like "I don't wanna do it because I know I will be rejected" so it is still present negative creeping in my mind but I still went ahead and did it and guess what!? Unlike before the subs and doing it, I actually got 3 leads today for my internship request!! Now if that is not results from the sub I don't know what is.
But I don't wanna jump to conclusions too soon because I still haven't been accepted it but the point is it is the sub that helped me manifest it; I just did the 'make that call' attitude; it has to be because all I faced was rejections before using the sub. But not all of them were phone call cold calling requests; admittedly it was also requests via email.
Unlike pre US when I used to make cold calls, during those times I would just not respond back to rejection emails from licensed practitioners; post sub - this time I challenged their rejections and asked things like "why do you think it is inappropriate setting to do my internship" even if the responses were done via email and not phone. I am not bold to do the phone challenging their rejections. I even pushed it further in the emails like "if you give me a chance...." I don't know if it is the subs causing me to do this stuff or what but could be, right?
I still haven't experimented with job searches so that would be on my next list of to do's. I think I have also witnessed more frequent manifestations occasionally of random stuff. However I haven't had that feeling to "dress good"...yet remembering that one of the listeners reported he felt the whole "better dress attitude" it hasn't occurred in me yet maybe in the distant coming weeks it might happen. I am glad I am seeing things happen let's see what the next coming weeks hold...
