08-10-2010, 08:15 PM
I had a dream last night that had a negative belief in it... and it's probably a sign that my subconscious is finally letting go of a lot of stuff. Anyway, part of my dream has this person saying bogus stuff like women don't like you and you're wasting your time and so on... I initially had a "blank moment" and then I grew very angry at this person. How dare one say something like that to me?! So I acted very pissy for a bit and then calmed back down. I remember acting very bitchy / angry toward someone I knew during my angry spell. Then the dream went to something else like I was crawling along a steep grassy embankment (like a 65 degree angle). Bizarre stuff. LOL
But as I woke up this morning, I knew what the dream meant (stuff getting released) and then I was okay with it. I got in an even better mood once I made myself breakfast and plopped down and watched the aura vid for one hour.
I haven't felt as "sexual" as I had last week so I figure I'm on the leeward side of the wave, so to speak. It's just as well as I was needing a break from the "spiky" feeling I had recently.
I went to fake-n-bake at the apartment clubhouse and once I left, after saying goodbye to the very cute assistant mgr, I spotted another cutie on the way in to the clubhouse. She glances over and she's smiling. I ask "how are you?" and she says very softly, "I'm fine, thanks.", with a smile. She's totally shy and submissive.
But as I woke up this morning, I knew what the dream meant (stuff getting released) and then I was okay with it. I got in an even better mood once I made myself breakfast and plopped down and watched the aura vid for one hour.
I haven't felt as "sexual" as I had last week so I figure I'm on the leeward side of the wave, so to speak. It's just as well as I was needing a break from the "spiky" feeling I had recently.
I went to fake-n-bake at the apartment clubhouse and once I left, after saying goodbye to the very cute assistant mgr, I spotted another cutie on the way in to the clubhouse. She glances over and she's smiling. I ask "how are you?" and she says very softly, "I'm fine, thanks.", with a smile. She's totally shy and submissive.
