12-27-2020, 02:29 AM
Cycle 19, day 7 (or 5):
Considering that I only started V2 from day 3 from this cycle and because this program cycle length is in sync with a week length, I decided to do an extra listening day so that my off day falls on sunday evenings which is very convenient for me.
I made some more very vivid dreams today. I was doing sports and Bill Gates was wanting me to stop...
That kinda resonates with what happens in real life...
I had this other "revelation" this morning. It is the second time in 2 months that my server is down for very serious issues out of my control while BTC is having a major move.
Last time was in early November when the BTC price went from $15K to over $20K and the reason was that I was migrating the server on a new machine and I was writing my new margin trading code.
This time, my server has been down for a week because its last activities did show up very serious flaws (I don't want to let a buggy software manage my money...) while the BTC price is going up from $23.5K to god knows how high it will stop. (As of writing the price is now very close from touching $28K...
Is it really some sad coincidence and bad timing or am I subconsciously attempt to self-sabotage my success?
this is weird...
Considering that I only started V2 from day 3 from this cycle and because this program cycle length is in sync with a week length, I decided to do an extra listening day so that my off day falls on sunday evenings which is very convenient for me.
I made some more very vivid dreams today. I was doing sports and Bill Gates was wanting me to stop...
That kinda resonates with what happens in real life...
I had this other "revelation" this morning. It is the second time in 2 months that my server is down for very serious issues out of my control while BTC is having a major move.
Last time was in early November when the BTC price went from $15K to over $20K and the reason was that I was migrating the server on a new machine and I was writing my new margin trading code.
This time, my server has been down for a week because its last activities did show up very serious flaws (I don't want to let a buggy software manage my money...) while the BTC price is going up from $23.5K to god knows how high it will stop. (As of writing the price is now very close from touching $28K...
Is it really some sad coincidence and bad timing or am I subconsciously attempt to self-sabotage my success?
this is weird...
